Trekking through the desert

I trudge through the desert,
one step at a time...
I look around me,
and I see no one.

Not even the sun.

The angel is gone
The eagle is down.
The sun hates me.

I'm sorry, dear Daryl, I really am.
Today, tomorrow, apologetic I remain.
I miss you, dear Daryl, I miss you so very much.
Please forgive me dear Daryl, I know the love was real.

I knew it all along.
Yet doubted it.
Because I let my insecurities take control.
For that I am truly sorry.

The you I see now.
Is all my fault.
I hurt you so bad.
I made you sad.
I pushed you away.
Even though I didn't mean it.
And cos of me.
Now you're deluding yourself.
Wanting to believe
You didn't mean it.
But you did.
So please see.

Please see how much you loved.
Please forgive how much I've hurt.
Please accept my apology.
Please come back to me.
Please give me a chance.
I know its not all gone.
The love is there somewhere...
Please let it give us a shot.

Please forgive me.
And stop deluding yourself...above all else.

Let me be the light...

I love you.