A place to rest my weary head...

A place for my tears to fall on...

A place I love being on.

What in the world am I doing?

If its what I think it is...its wrong...

But even if it isn't, it really isn't all that good is it?

Sigh. =\

Who knows...

Who even cares. @.@

I do...I need to know...what in the world I am doing...

Right now, there is only one thing I can absolutely certain of...

I have to help a friend see...

And what comes after, comes after...

Lets not start thinking too far ahead, or confusing yourself by thinking of that...

Just focus...on the now...

My task at present...

The rest...the confusion, the possibility, the rushing beats within,

All those...will just...have to wait, or sort themselves out somehow......

And yet...even telling myself all those...

I want to know...I hate not knowing my heart is feeling...I want to know...Exactly what it is I'm feeling...

And wait to smile for him, with him, and at him.

Don't assume who this him is. You guys will probably never be able to guess. xD Cos I don't know either. Whoever HE is, I have NFI. =\ Maybe my hopes. But my hopes may not be God's plan.

Waiting my entire life for you...