To Ren He.

Brain dead as I am, I suddenly felt like doing this, even though I don't know if he will ever read it.

Old friend, it's been far too long since we've met up. I saw your blog post the other day about taking the next offer to go to England. Its sad that this place holds so many sad memories for you, and I sincerely wish you all the best when you go there after NS.

We should meet up one day for a good long outing. Movie, lunch, talk. (: No holds barred, no awkwardness, let's just talk like we never stopped talking to each other.

Honestly, if you asked me to see you leave without making up for all the times we never talked, I would feel...bui song. So many times you needed me, yet I couldn't be there, for one reason or another, all starting with unfortunate circumstances.

So, old friend, if ever you feel like it, lets meet up one more time for old times sake. (: Then we can laugh at the time I was looking for the lan shop computer keyboard when it was right on top of the monitor. We can laugh at how I nearly walked past you cos I was being the blur sotong that was me. We can laugh about the conversations we used to have on MSN, and how you were my "cute and cuddly" friend.

And also, so I can thank you for having been there for me countless times. After my Grandpa's death, when I was so upset, you were the only one who could put a real smile on my face. You were the one who helped me see things in a better light, the one whom I could talk about my problems with. The one person whom I came close to sharing all of me with, one of the only friends to have gotten that close.

Also, old friend, I have yet to taste your cooking. Maybe I can 'cook' curry for you also, and then we can have a picnic. xD Although we'd probably get a stomachache from my cooking. >.<

I miss you so much, old friend. I miss all the times we'd crap together, we'd have our random friendster quizzes, we'd hi5 over every little thing, and we could look at each other's hearts and feel that we were looking into a mirror, where we'd both wear caps on purpose to annoy Lynette.

We've both changed so much, and maybe we both find it harder to laugh now. Still, old friend, lets meet up before you go to England. It does not have to be the first and last in the long time, but even if it were, it doesn't have to be goodbye. Let's meet up, to start a new chapter in our friendship. (: Where I can be a proper friend to someone extremely important to me.

And lets wear caps once again! I just need to find mine. XD

Sincerely,
Adeline.
PS: I'm still gong, so if I've ever walked past you without saying hi, I'm sorry! >.<>