Fear

I woke up at 4am, a thousand thoughts running through my head.

Erratic images flashed up, unlinked, unseen, as they passed by before my mind could comprehend.

But they instilled fear within me, for those images were born of fear itself.

You told me to tell you everytime I felt like this...

But I haven't felt like this in a long time...

Cos when I'm with you, I feel safe...Like I can take on the world...

Because...you are the guardian angel...you are my wings...you are my rock...you are my safety...you are you.

I needed nothing more...

Yet persisted in asking for more...

Because I needed reassurance...more and more...

Because, I got so scared of loving you so much...

Because I was afraid of losing you...

In the end, it was the fear that caused me to lose you...

And I can't control the tears, as I wish for forgiveness...

Please...forgive me...

No matter how weak I am, I do truly love you...

Please...come back...we...were meant for so much more...

Because you are my one and only, now and forever...