Living for who?

Someone once told me that it's a really sad thing I don't live for myself...

Is it really?

I don't know...

But I have finally arrived at a decision.

I am happiest when I see my friends happy.

So, I will live for myself, by living for my friends.

I will be there for my friends, as I always have been.

As they have been for me.

But, I will be loving you, and waiting.
Always.

How to do both?

It's just like Allen Walker I guess.

Living for both humans and akuma.

Does that make me a mary-sue?

Maybe. (: But I'm nowhere near that perfect.

I'm just trying my best.

Following my heart, which wants both to Love you and wait for you, as well as live for my friends.

On one hand, to help my friends.

On the other, to love you.

And holding the two together. GOD.

I have two hands. I will use them both. (: