Looking back

All of a sudden, I have the sudden urge to look at the past entries of my blog. I shall be doing that as I go, so yes.

My style has changed, yet hasn't changed all that much...

This blog all started with a broken friendship, and feelings resurfacing.

I remember the confusion at that time, when my friend was angry with me and I didn't even know why. I also remember the feelings which had me so confused, an ex-crush and my best friend, and the joy I got from seeing him again, I mistook for another infatuation. Thank goodness I realised the truth of my feelings sooner or later.

At the time, I was still able to hide my emotions. Until someone came along later and broke that wall down...

Someone who would fight alongside me for a period of time, and later say that the fight meant nothing, when I remember every bit of love and sincerity.

Saturday, February 17, 2007
"So, who wants to be held back by shackles of the past? Clinging to the past instead of moving on is just gonna hold you back.

And yet, there are some things not so easily forgotten.

Whatever it is, I want to stay free.

Free to soar into the sky like an eagle."

My ideal. But isn't that what ideals often are? Nothing but ideals when you get hit with the reality of the world.

Indeed, there are things not so easily forgotten.

And I found someone I was willing to stay grounded for, even if he doesn't love me.

The days when writing was my all, everything was about writing, I only thought about it.

My dream is still there...

I just have more important dreams right now...

March 23, 2007

I still haven't changed. I hate people telling me what to do, or forcing me to do something I don't want to. I remember that time at the bus stop, when I whacked Daryl, and got told of by an old lady. You remember, don't you? How pissed off I was. And how you were there to calm me down. How you CARED.

The days...when I would crap with Jason on MSN, and he'd always make me laugh. I wonder where the good days went? Thrashtalk crew too. ):

I suddenly...wish to blog on other things...so...I will continue this looking back...a long while from now...