Monday, June 9, 2008

Lesson learned by bathing in tears.

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

That had been Francis' nickname for awhile now. I thought nothing of it before...

But now...

I think I learned that lesson. And learned it the hard way...

And even worse, it wasn't because he didn't love me the way I wanted him to that I thought he didn't care...He loved me more than enough...I just didn't know when to stop...

The feelings...
The love...

Is it really gone now? Because I know it was there to begin with...the feelings were real...

Please...stop deluding yourself...it hurts to see you this way...

Please...give me a chance to love you better...

I love you. Daryl Tan Wen Hui aka Vampire aka Vampire Pig aka Rotan aka The Love of My life.

I really do...Beyond anything I thought someone like me was ever going to be capable of...

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