To Daryl: PS. I love you.

I'm sorry.

For letting all my insecurities get in the way.

For hurting you so much, that you had to become cold.

Please...forgive me...

Even though I'm not worthy, I love you.

Asking for things I never really wanted...

How stupid am I?

And...it had to take me losing you...to realise...how stupid I had been...

Please Daryl...if you're reading this, give me a chance.

A chance to say I'm sorry.

A chance to not doubt you ever again.

A chance to save you from the coldness that was my fault in the first place.

Life without you has been hell...I can't even smile properly anymore...

And the nights...are just hell...I just keep crying and crying...

Please...Nothing matters to me more than you.

I was stupid.

So very stupid.

I said things I didn't mean...

I let my insecurities get in the way...

When all I ever wanted, was to hear you say "I love you"

And all I ever needed, was to tell you, "I love you."

Right now...I hate myself so much...

If I could turn back time...I'd take all the knowledge I have now...and reverse it...

And I wouldn't let my insecurities get in the way...

I'm sorry...for hurting you...

Please Daryl...come back...

I love you.