Ok. Seriously. Dying. Cold. Sick. John Ho. Heartbreak. Frustrated. Useless. Hopeless. Dying.

Just let me die...

I hate being sick...

I hate trying to help, only to bang my head against the wall...

I hate...you putting up that wall...

Thanks Cheng Hao for the jacket. (:

I wish...you would just wake up...

Whatever it takes, Lord, I'm willing.

I love you.