Emotionally unready.

I was supposed to go for camp preparation today, since I am helping out at confirmation camp.

I woke up in the morning, didn't feel up for it.

Crap, I didn't even feel up for the camp.

But I decided to wait, and see how I felt.

And I gave up, and smsed Trisha telling her I wasn't in the right emotional state.

I just hope I can find a way to ignore everything at least over the camp.

I think the camp is going to be an emotional one for me.

I wonder how much more I'll cry.