And a thought suddenly crossed my mind today.

What would it take to save you?

And I told God, that whatever it took.

Even me collapsing and being rushed to hospital.

Whatever it takes.

Please.

Bring him back home.

My heart suddenly froze.
Cos I was too scared.
And I realized.
How much I want you to be you again.
Gray, rather than black.
I say I accept it.
I mean it.

But I want to see you on the right path again.
I will do whatever it takes.
And if nudging gently doesn't cut it anymore.

Then maybe some hard knocking will.

But I can't bring myself to hurt you that way.

And I'm at a loss.

So. Just...

I love you.