Monday, May 19, 2008

And I sit here.

Wide awake.

Face tear stained.

Heart broken.

The tears keep falling.

They just don't stop.

And I cry and cry and cry.

And I ask.

Why I have to love someone.

Who likes someone else.

Why me?

Why did I have to be the mould.

Why me?

I'm too weak...

And then, my mind is blank.

And the only thought running through my head is

I love you.

And then, the tears fall somemore.

And I still think how much I love you.

But another thought has intruded.

The thought is

Just let me die...

I don't want to live anymore...

Day in, day out, I cry.

I ask why me.

I love you, but see only your back.

The eagle watched the guardian angel from afar, and tears ran down her face.

The eagle wished the ground would just open up and swallow her up.

She couldn't take it anymore.

For she loved the guardian angel so.

I love you more than I've ever loved anyone.

I've trusted you more than I've ever trusted anyone.

I loved you with my all.

And now, I'm dead.

And yet, somehow...

I find that I still have something to love you with.

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