Saturday, May 31, 2008
Yao Xin's random facts.
1. Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves.
2. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their ten things and post these rules.
3. At the end of your blog, you need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read yours.
Random Facts:
1. I love vermont curry ( the one in AJC western store get urs @ only $3.00 )
2. You probably don't know. I like reading.
3. I play the piano o.O
4. I like quantum physics xD ( Did you know that the super massive blackhole that controls our galaxy the milky way is called Sagittarius A*)
5. I think that anyone who hasn't been a bitch at least once in their life isn't human
6. Maksim rox. Seriously. Ur missing out something in your life if u haven't heard him before.
7. You will never go hungry if I'm around
8. I Cook! Everything. Really. Try me out =P
9. Paulo Coelho's The Alchemist is probably the book that totally changed my life.
10. I'm the unfortunate LOG head of AJChoir which I love being a part of.
Ok, Faye's voice is pretty good and all, but >.< her english really brought Eyes on me down. Of course, I would think that no one else's voice could have quite brought about that effect in the song, but...it would have been that much better!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok, random rant done.
i love you. And shit if it hurts. I still do.
Random facts quiz.
2. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their ten things and post these rules.
3. At the end of your blog, you need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read yours.
Random Facts:
1. I think I know where this quiz started, although it didn't have all these rules at first. (:
2. People always tell me I look like a small kid.
3. I like stew.
4. I eat a lot, and don't get fat.
5. I used to call myself a smile angel while trying to make my hopelessly stoic badminton shifu laugh more.
6. I have been to the doctor...what...5 times my entire life?
7. I think I only ate panadol once.
8. My mouth didn't hurt after my wisdom tooth extraction. I'm not normal. -.-
9. I am in choir. I can sing, adequately at least. (People say I don't look the choir type.)
10. I feel like rewriting Ruin Force. >.< I loved that idea...
People I wanna tag:
1.Bezner! (BACK ATCHA! ;) You got your wish. xD)
2.Yi Ci (Hey, Bez prolly started this, lets make him happy. Plus I'd like to see you random. =x)
3.Marion
4.Yi Lin
5.Avril
6.Serjia (Cos I never saw you do something like this. xD)
7.YX. (Start a blog. Start a blog. I am hypnotising you.)
8.Angelin
9.Maxine
10.Lydia (Quizzy quizzy. Back at you, fangirl. (:)
Incomplete
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you, within me I can find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess
Chorus:
I try to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is, incomplete
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake
Chorus:
I try to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is, incomplete
Bridge:
I don't mean to drag it on
But I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go..........
Chorus:
I try to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you what I'm going to be is,incomplete...
Incomplete....
An old song...that applies to me...perfectly...
WESTLIFE- My Love
An empty street
An empty house
A hole inside my heart
I'm all alone and the rooms are getting smaller
I wonder how, I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together
And oh my love
I'm holding on forever
Reaching for a love that seem so far
Chorus:
So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again, my love
Overseas from coast to coast
To find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again, my love
I try to read
I go to work
I'm laughing with my friends
But I can't stop to keep myself from thinking
I wonder how, I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together
And oh my love
I'm holding on forever
Reaching for a love that seem so far
Repeat chorus
To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from the heart
You're all I'm thinking of
I'm reaching for a love that seems so far
Repeat chorus
Sensei keeps disturbing me, saying I look like a small kid and what not. >.<
He keeps pushing my head down...make me short only. xD
Never mind. I'm only a little bit shorter than him. =x
He stay nearby...say if he see me he strangle me. T.T
Maxine is senior now. SO PRO. xD
Oh. And I got an A for my business presentation ICA1. Wootz. Thought I was gonna die. >.<
Thursday, May 29, 2008
A weight has been lifted off my shoulders
And so I went into the shower.
And for some reason, I started thinking.
And my thoughts went back to the day when it all started...or rather, ended.
And sudden realisation hit me.
And it felt like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders.
At first I was afraid the burden was gone.
Then I realised, my woe was still there.
But I had grown stronger. (:
And I wore the necklace.
Whenever I looked at it before, it felt like some reminder of a traumatic accident, something to be hidden in one corner.
But wearing it today, I feel like its the most precious thing in the world. The most beautiful. And the most fragile.
I will protect it.
And I will love it.
Because, I love you.
And all I can do is pray...
Pray that you will remember...
How there was you and me.
And how you wanted it.
It was a us, not a me.
You didn't force yourself, you see.
So I slacked around in school till nearly 8pm.
Dota and Warcraft ladder map with Kenneth and Bezner.
Fun game.
Faris was supposed to go at 5.
Then it became 7.30.
In the end it was 7.40. xD
It's cos Bezner and Kenneth and I are such great fun to be with you see. (:
Then Kenneth started complaining about his hungry tummy, and how he wanted subway. I wanted subway too. ):
Then after we left the library, Bezner started walking down the empty corridor.
And then a debate started between him and Kenneth about how they were taking mrt.
In the end they took bus. (:
So I had walk out buddies.
Sorry Faris, you were left alone. ):
Oh...Kenneth and Bezner are funny to watch. Seriously. They love each other too much that they fight. xD
Faris downloaded gunbound. I will steal his laptop and play.
Actually not steal cos I already told him. xD
Wootz.
Chong's lesson cancelled.
Can sleep in.
ICA1 grades.
Panic. xD
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
And the one thing I wanna say now...
I love you.
And.
Goodbye world.
I wish...I could say that...
Quote of the day.
WTF.
Another attempt at a poem.
I woke up out of my sleeping,
And heard my parents fighting,
I could feel the tension rising,
And I fought back waves of crying.
I looked around for a shoulder to cry on,
And found that my dearest shoulder was gone,
Or even that he might never have been there all along,
And I stopped, surrounded by darkness and a song.
The song of my heart was sad,
The song of my mind was bad,
The song of my face was crap,
The song of my heart was sad.
I can't do this anymore,
I can't take this, on the floor.
I grit my teeth and growl
And act like everything is flowery.
I know I'm not alone,
Yet I feel it so,
Since my heart remains so cold,
And my body, like something foreign.
Does things that seem so alien.
I can't take this anymore...
Ahh...That sucked didn't it?
Oh well. I think I did well considering the mood I'm in.
Ahh, that song brings back memories.
Of the time I was emo, and didn't like telling anyone how I felt. xD
But this time. It applies in a different way.
The world is not everyone.
The world is the one who means everything to me.
And I have to fight him now. To that extent.
And I hate all these arguments, I hate fighting.
But...I will do it...
To make you see.
I'm remembering stupid things now.
Like you...and your so called 'being saved'.
In the end, you think you were a monstrosity don't you?
You fathead.
You're more of a monstrosity than you were.
But you're not a monster.
You're just...worse...
When I say worse, I don't mean worse than a monster.
I mean worse than before.
Fucking defensive, aggressive, easily angered person.
You're becoming the very things you accused me of being.
And you're so blind.
I'll be blunt now.
Cos I can't be bothered to honey my words anymore.
JUST FUCKING WAKE UP YOU STUPID PERSON.
Out of the nutshell and into a clamshell. Out of the clamshell into a nuclear bombshell.
Fuck, you gonna blow, I'll blow with you.
Cos I meant it when I said I'll be waiting.
Through it all...
So if you're gonna self-destruct...I'm going to be there to suffer from it too.
Monday, May 26, 2008
100% guarantee.
Plus chop.
Sick.
I'm feeling cold in my room.
Without aircon.
OR fan.
Now. THAT'S bad.
And to top it all off.
I just want to lie down.
And watch the world go by.
Can I get amnesia?
That way...I can be carefree...
That way...I don't need to think about how to help my friends...
That way...it can be about me.
That way...you might wake up...
And see...
Stupid.Shit.Crap.Ass.Grah.
I. WANT. TO. SLEEP.
I'm tired. of. banging into a wall.
I.give up.on.myself.
Just.wake.up.
Maybeifiweretodieyouwouldwakeupatmyfuneral.
Freaking blind...BLIND.
And you say you've thought through everything.
BLIND.
If it takes my funeral to wake you up.
I'll do it.
Conclusion: I can't rant.
And I'll do whatever it takes, for you to see.
Just let me die...
I hate being sick...
I hate trying to help, only to bang my head against the wall...
I hate...you putting up that wall...
Thanks Cheng Hao for the jacket. (:
I wish...you would just wake up...
Whatever it takes, Lord, I'm willing.
I love you.
Sunday, May 25, 2008
One more time tonight...
And as I remembered everything...
I just started crying.
I'm sad.
I miss you.
(:
What would it take to save you?
And I told God, that whatever it took.
Even me collapsing and being rushed to hospital.
Whatever it takes.
Please.
Bring him back home.
My heart suddenly froze.
Cos I was too scared.
And I realized.
How much I want you to be you again.
Gray, rather than black.
I say I accept it.
I mean it.
But I want to see you on the right path again.
I will do whatever it takes.
And if nudging gently doesn't cut it anymore.
Then maybe some hard knocking will.
But I can't bring myself to hurt you that way.
And I'm at a loss.
So. Just...
I love you.
Saturday, May 24, 2008
It was good.
Food was good.
Table was crazy.
Too bad I had a short attention span.
Plus I was busy missing someone.
And.
All the memories came back...
I'm sad.
But it's not the emo sad.
I'm going to bed once I'm done with this.
Bye people.
Thanks for reading.
I'm thinking of that dream I had. Trying to remember what exactly it was about. Who?
What can I say? I liked that dream. (:
Hahaha just like those where I dream of characters in my books doing stuff. Fighting. Laughing. Campfires. And I wake up wishing I could watch my book in HD dream format again. xD
Yea. I liked that dream.
Goodnight world.
Goodnight, my stars.
Goodnight, sun.
Goodnight, my love.
Whee. I wanted to drink. Sigh. But being the good girl I am, I told the waitress I was underage.
If only I could have made myself drunk. ):
Nights all.
A gown of white, flowing down in smooth waves behind her as she walked down to him. Smiling.
CONGRATULATIONS CHRISTINE AND MERVYN ON YOUR WEDDING! =D Even though you two will probably never see it. xD
Mass was at St Francis of Assisi at 10am.
I had to be there by 8.30, but got there at 9am. xDDDDD
But seriously. Canon in D is a much better "down the aisle" song than the traditional. Cos I feel that when the father's about to give his daughter to another man, its kinda a solemn thing? The traditional bridal march just seems more suited for AFTER the wedding.
I wonder...If I will ever.......
I want snow! Lotsa lotsa snow! Let's climb mount everest and get married there. xD
Hahaha. Whatever. There's no one who's ever going to marry me right now.
And even if there was...I want only one. >.<
Booyaka! It's a lingo I'm trying to spread. XD
Ok. Time to change. And then, cocktail party, though no drinking for me. ):
Oh well. One more year. xD
Somehow...I miss you even more today.
Sigh
I feel sad.
It's moving towards emo sad.
It's time for me to stop thinking...
Start praying.
Inspired by Daryl.
People who did what you did last time.
People who don't try.
People who do something wrong, then accuse people.
I hate all these things in people.
Or I normally would.
In you? Somehow? I forgive.
And through it all.
Continue loving you.
Friday, May 23, 2008
Lydia. You are dead. xD
Part 1
Instructions:
Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have a blessing.
1)At what age do u wish to marry?
- WTF? Who cares. xD It’s the person that matters anyway…uh…but if I had a say…5! xD
2)What you want the most now?
- Umm…I want the sun. (: The guardian angel. =D
3)Who is the person you trust the most?
- Umm…everyone? @.@ Someone like me has problems NOT trusting people. >.<
4)Do you think you have enough confidence?
- Umm…depends? Haha. Sometimes yes, sometimes no. I’m insecure sometimes. =\
5)If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- CRUSH ALL FANGIRLS! ESPECIALLY FANGIRLS WHO TAG PEOPLE TO DO STUPID QUIZZES LIKE THIS ONE. (Glares at Lydia.)
Ahaha. But seriously. I want. The sun. The angel. I want. More than that…I want…happiness in the world…its too sad a place… ):
6)Ever crushed on anyone?
- Never been crushed on top of anyone.
Yes I had a crush. xD
7)What is your goal for this year?
- To work hard! To excel! To be a good friend! To be me! =D
8)Do you believe in eternity love?
- Eternity love? @.@ The person who made this quiz has bad English…
I do believe in eternal love. God’s.
And…if eternity means till the day you die…I believe that’s what I’m feeling now. (:
9)Have you broke someone heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
- I don’t think so? I’d cry if I had. >.<
10)What feeling do you love the most?
- Love. For others. Feeling loved. Love. (:
11)What feeling do you hate the most?
- EMO-NESS. Without a doubt.
12)Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- Duh. If not they wouldn’t be friends. (:
13)Do you believe in God?
- Yes. Yes. Yes.
I believe in 3 Gods.
God the father.
God the son.
God the spirit.
14)What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- Staying true to myself.
15)Who do you hope to be always there for you?
- Everyone who matters to me? Except it’s a hope and not a requirement? O.O
16)Whose your best friend?
- Whose your best friend. -.- Crappy English is my foe. My best friend is you. And you. And you. =D
Well…actually…Ren He, although he hasn’t talked to me for a really long time. >.<>
17)Who cares for you the most?
- God. xD
On this world? Family I guess. And friends. (:
18)Which date you like the most?
- Shit. Do I have to choose?
25th December
30th November
26th April
And. Every other birthday. (: AND EASTER. And Good Friday.
19)Do you believe there is fate and its destined or it is the path you chose.
- Sometimes, its fate.
Sometimes, it’s our choice.
20)Do you believe in love at first sight?
- No. Not unless you have super see through eyes that can see into the soul of the person.
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Part 2
Starting time: 2307
Name: Adeline
Sister: Angeline
Brother: NA
Shoe size: 7. Or 6. Or…>.<>Favorite drinks?
~ Starbucks. Plain water. My apple drink. xD That attracted bees. -.-
Favorite breakfast?
~ Sausage McMuffin. With Garlic Chilli. And Butter.
Have you ever been on a plane?
~ Never been on a plain.
Never been on a plane.
Been on an aeroplane. (:
Swam in the ocean?
~ Ocean? No.
Sea? Yes.
Fallen asleep in school?
~ Yes. Slept in class. Woke up…WTH?
Broken someone's heart?
~ I don’t know. I hope not. It feels shitty.
Fell off your chair?
~ Oh…sooo many times…sooo many times…
There was that time in sec 2…then in sec…then…then…
Ok. Conclusion, I’ve got the chair curse on me. It even fell on my little toe. Ouch.
Or maybe I’m just a klutz. xD
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call?
~ All night…no.
Long time…yes.
Saved e-mails?
~ I don’t save them. I just don’t delete them either.
What is your room like?
~ Big. Nice. Weird. Plug on the ceiling. O.O
What’s right beside you?
~ Xbox. Phone. Aloe Vera. Aircon remote. TV. Phone pouch. Specs case. Thumbdrive. PSP. Jouneysongs book. Mouse. Another phone. Xbox remote. Xbox controller. Blah. Blah. Blah.
What is the last thing you ate?
~ Durian.
Ever had chicken pox?
~ Yes.
Sore throat?
~ Who hasn’t?
Stitches?
~ Um…stitches as in…thread stitch, or…the stitch you have while running?
I’ve had both. I had a wisdom tooth extracted. ): Opened my eyes. Saw fish hook. Dripping. With. Blood.
Broken nose?
~ Don’t believe so. It got bashed though.
Do you believe in love at first sight?
~ See above.
Like picnics?
~ Eating at picnics. Don’t expect me to cook anything. xD
Who was the last person you danced with?
~ WTF? Umm…was it the sun…or was it Mass dance?
Last made you smile?
~ MS0802 Umbrella Video.
You last yell at?
~ Haven’t yelled for awhile.
Today did you talk to someone you like?
~ Yes. In both sense of the word like.
Kiss anyone?
~ Yes. On the cheek. A few. On the lips. One. xD
Get sick?
~ Who wants to get sick?
Talked to an ex?
~ Yes.
Miss someone?
~ More than you can imagine.
Eat?
~Yes. Live to eat, not eat to live. xD
Best feeling in the world?
~ Those 5 months.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
~ Too many to mention.
One deserves specific mention though. Doggy. Arnold. Nameless from when vampire packed his room. Courage (EH! I named it when I was in pri school ok.)
What's under your bed?
~ Floor. Mummy’s room. Platform bed. So…yea.. xD
Who do you really hate?
~ No one. The devil?
What time is it now?
~ 2321
Randoms :
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now?
~ Always. (:
Q: Do you have any siblings?
~ One.
Q: Do you want children?
~ With who?
Q: Do you smile often?
~ Mostly. Less recently. Then more again.
Q: Do you like your handwriting?
~ I like it. But it sucks.
Q: Are your toenails painted?
~ Nope.
Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in?
~ I love my bed. Only one bed can replace it. The bed with the aircon above it in the HDB somewhere in Singapore, where the angel sleeps. (:
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
~ White.
Q: What were you doing at 7pm yesterday?
~ Eating.
Q: I can't wait till?
~ I get my Vaio. I see angel again. I see vampire again. I don’t know. =\
Q: When did you cry last?
~ Um. Few days ago…
Q: Are you a friendly person?
~Am I?
Q: Do you have any pets?
~ I had pets. I want pets.
Q: Where is the person you have feelings for right now?
~ At his home…doing work I think…
Q: Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?
~ He doesn’t mean anything. He means everything to me.
Q: Do you sleep with the TV on?
~ No.
Q: What are you doing right now?
~ I’m dancing in the rain…you think? -.-
Q: Have you ever crawled through a window?
~ Wtf. I think so… >.<
Q: Can you handle the truth?
~ Depends. But I’ve handled a lot so far.
Q: Are you too forgiving?
~ Am I? I think I am?
Q: Are you closer to your mother or father?
~ Daddy. <3
Q: Who was the last person you cried in front of?
~ That’s a toughie…In front of the computer…
Marion and Bezner and Yi Ci?
Or was it the whole class?
Q: How many people can you say you've really loved?
~ My mum. My dad. My friends. God. So many. I can’t count.
I love my sun, my vampire, my angel.
Q: Do you eat healthy?
~ I like tomatoes. I like fried food. I don’t eat healthy. I just eat.
Q: Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?
~ Yes. Just about the only one we ever took.
Q: Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?
~ Yes.
Q: How often do you go to church?
~ Once a week.
Q: If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?
~ Uh…if things were still the same…my angel…if things were the same as they are now, but Ren He was talking, it’d be him. Right now...Bezner.
Q: Are you loud or quiet most of the time?
~ Loud.
Mostly.
Q: Are you confident?
~ I don’t know.
I shall not tag anyone. Except Bezner. xD And Yi Ci! xD
Random Pics from phone. xD
Some of the girls in MS0802. Haha. Hi pretty ladies! (:
My very first panorama I think.
Bezner and I messing around with the camera on my phone while waiting for the installation of MS office 2007.
Yi Ci and Sheng Yang caught in a panorama shot.
The park behind my house. xD
Cheng Hao and Bezner. Cheng Hao's being gay. xD
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Yao Xin, this is for you!
71 years old liao! xDD
Must be good!
Stay happy!
May the year ahead be filled with smiles. (:
What a funny day.
Person A: Eh where's *insert person B's name*? Where's B? She's too short! I can't see her!
Person B: Oh, whatever. The air down here is fresher ok. Less people breathing.
Person A: Actually, its a well known geog fact that the higher you go, the cleaner the air. Ahaha. You don't take geog, do you?
SELF PWN. =x
Too bad I can't remember the other self pwn incident. =x
Okok. Another funny story I heard over lunch.
Persons A, B and C are in Starbucks.
It's night.
Person C: Oh look! The sun's so bright tonight!
Person A looks at person B. Looks at C.
Person C: Whaat? It's really very bright what.
Person A: She said the sun...
Person C: What?! Oh wait that's the moon!
By this time, A and B are rolling on the floor with laughter, in Starbucks. xD
This happened for real.
And yet another one.
A whole group are at Starbucks.
A guy in the group says he just thought of a joke.
"What sound does a suzuki make when it goes down a hill?
SUUZUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUKI"
And the way he said it was so confident that it was funny.
That everyone started laughing.
For 45 minutes.
There goes your impression of Starbucks as a classy place, Yi Ci! xDDD
I should do KI. =x
Maybe not...Cos it seems like you gotta take a lot of sides? Make a stand?
I don't know... >.< A lot of people tell me I'm suited for KI.
But...
I don't know...
Trusting God wholeheartedly is hard...
Because we humans want to feel physically his presence
Because we only believe what we can perceive from our senses.
That's why we doubt.
Because it's only human.
One reason why I don't think I can take KI.
I can't make up my mind.
You know...
Back in sec 3...
There was this assignment on euthanasia.
And up to now...I don't know...
Mercy killing, or so it's called.
But are we just trying to play God?
That is the argument that many religious believers use to dispute euthanasia.
I, as a believer, see their point of view.
But I also see something else.
"What makes a person. The definiton of a person is a living being that has the ability to make its own choices. If you take away the option of euthanasia altogether, make it illegal, then you will be taking those person's rights to choose away."
That definition of a person, and what it entails, struck me.
And it is quite true.
Trees are living things.
What sets us animals, persons, apart from them?
Is it not the right of choice?
More obviously seen in humans.
So...should euthanasia be banned?
I would write an argumentative if not for the fact that I am uber tired and heading to bed now.
Personally...I feel...it's their choice.
If they wanna lose faith, if they wanna play God, go ahead.
For me, I choose whats called...err...err forgot... >.<
Ahh! The living will or something?
Where you state that you don't want to be put on machines and everything just to sustain your life etc. XD
And you know, that's my choice. To leave it in God's hands.
Ok, fine, this post was random. It was meant to sound smart.
But I'm too sleepy for smart.
Coffee...doesn't...work...on...meeeeez.
I love you.
I will be waiting for you to emerge.
As a friend.
As someone who loves you.
As me. (:
I'm happy.
But I'm sad too.
Not the emo sad.
The sad sad.
The sad you feel when you see someone you love go...
The sad you feel when you miss somebody...
The sad you feel when you love somebody...
The sad you'll never understand, until you feel it for yourself...
It's a sad that's sourced from love.
Not heartbreak.
Not hate.
Not anger.
But love.
And what can I say?
I'm who I am cos I love you.
Life just isn't the same without you here...
Shush little one...shush...
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
AHHHHHHHHH! *Tears hair out*
ICA due tomorrow for BM0621.
Group or rather, pair work.
Partner and I did wrongly due to lack of ICA brief.
He's offline now, so I gotta redo everything on my own.
AND I DIDN'T EVEN CATCH A NAP JUST NOW.
It seems hopeless.
Luckily...Yi Ci's helping me loads...
So now...step one...tweak the ideas...
step two...false thinking process.
wait.
Screw that.
Push everything back.
Step one. COLD SHOWER.
Oh goodness gracious me...I feel like swearing now...FREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK.
*Tears hair out*
OK. COLD SHOWER.
WAKE UP.
WORK.
Whee! xD
A hectic day spent running around, filming like mad, sudden wild bursts of inspiration and running around to get the materials, minor arguments, agitated people all around...
I survived all this running on 2 hours of sleep. =D
I slept at 5 plus...woke up at 7 plus... >.<
But my group members were awesome (:
I was probably the only one who was cool and calm and relaxed most of the time...
Even when faced with the prospect that our 2 hours spent filming might have gone to waste cos the audio hadn't been recorded.
I felt at peace? xD
I just had the feeling...that it would all work out.
And it did.
(:
I will never ever ever complain about a movie for its bad editing. EVER.
More than 2 hours spent, for 2 minutes worth of video. And that was just the editing. -.-"
But. Knowing how tiring it is. I can imagine.
The director's joy.
The crews' joy.
When they see their work on screen.
Hush, little one.
Be still, my heart.
I know you yearn for him.
Immense longing with every 'lub dub'.
But you are not alone.
So hush, little one.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
To all who are feeling lost, alone, losing faith, or don't believe. Don't give up. (:
Don’t give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you
I, I will break it for you
Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don’t give up
Because you are loved
Don’t give up
It’s just the hurt that you hide
When you’re lost inside
I, I will be there to find you
Don’t give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you
I, I will shine to guide you
Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don’t give up
Because you are loved
You are loved
Don’t give up
It’s just the weight of the world
Don’t give up
Every one is to be heard
You are loved
Why me?
Because, so many times, I've felt like I couldn't make it...
But I made it...
Because, even though this time felt the worst...
I made it.
Why me?
Because me. (:
Another thought.
Is an eagle a eagle, without its wings?
When you think of an eagle. What comes to mind? Powerful wings?
But is an eagle with broken wings not an eagle still?
What constitutes who we are? Common characteristics? What if we are lacking in an arm or a leg, or have an extra eye? What if we are missing half a body? Does that make us any less human?
What makes a human a human?
What makes an eagle an eagle?
What makes a flower a flower?
What makes a tree a tree?
Is it the image? What we look like? What we have?
Or is it the soul? The heart? Is that what sets humans apart from the rest?
What makes humans human?
And eagles fly?
God. Does he not make us who we are?
Ok. That didn't really make sense. >.< Haha.
It all started with the line I started with. Well, the eagle one anyways.
We are what we are, because of God.
And to end off.
I love you.
Does a falling tree make a sound, even if there's no one around to hear it?
Is Adeline still Adeline without a smile? xD
One full circle, back to You.
But I am at peace...
Today, for the first time in a long time, I listened to the music on my PSP.
And, the first song was "Indescribable" by Chris Tomlin.
And I realised.
No matter how far I wander.
I always find myself back, facing God.
No matter how I stray.
Cry.
Scream.
I always return...he always brings me back...
He is all-knowing.
He will not let a hair on our head be harmed.
Everything that happens, happens for our own good.
I could have listened to it any other day.
Why today?
Because it was the day it would have this impact on me?
I find solace in your arms.
And from today.
I will stop praying for signs.
I will start praying for the quietness of heart to listen.
I will start praying for the wisdom to comprehend.
I will start praying for the courage to embrace the answer.
I will pray that I keep my emotions in check, and not allow them to distort the facts before me. Nor to change my reaction.
And I will pray, that he be infront of me to lead me. Beside me, to walk with me. Behind me, to catch me if I fall.
Another thing I was thinking.
We always say "Do what your heart tells you to"
But is what our heart desires always what God wants?
And that is why we need to pray for his guidance.
You know the story of Job?
He loses everything and God returned it twicefold.
You know what I think?
What God returned, might not have taken the form of what was taken.
For, through losing, we often gain.
We learn. We grow. We realise. We blossom, enter into all his fullness.
And that is priceless.
It is worth all the pain in the world. To grow.
I love you.
I will pray for guidance.
I will pray for you.
I won't run anymore.
Because I am not alone.
God is with me.
Thanks to all the awesome friends I have who have been there for me.
I think I'll be alright from here.
Thank you. All.
I love you. All.
I love you. You.
I love you. God.
And as the eagle cried, she began to pray.
Haven't laughed so much in a long time...
Those were the days...
When we were happy...
Free...
Without a care in the world...
And when...I could hug...my vampire...
Squiddy Vampire. (:
I never wanted a teddy. All I wanted was a vampire.
11/27/2007 | 10:59:14 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | what crime? | ||||
11/27/2007 | 10:59:20 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | -sniff- | ||||
11/27/2007 | 10:59:26 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | >_> | ||||
11/27/2007 | 10:59:27 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | -sniffs- | ||||
11/27/2007 | 10:59:36 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | -sniffles- | ||||
11/27/2007 | 10:59:42 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ah ok ok | ||||
11/27/2007 | 10:59:43 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | dun cry | ||||
11/27/2007 | 10:59:44 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | >_< | ||||
11/27/2007 | 11:00:11 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | now my dog go away | ||||
11/27/2007 | 11:00:11 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | ahh...my umbrella disappeared xD | ||||
11/27/2007 | 11:00:12 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | >_< | ||||
11/27/2007 | 11:00:22 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ur umbrella? | ||||
11/27/2007 | 11:00:23 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | haha see? he angry with you cos you so bad to me | ||||
11/27/2007 | 11:00:24 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | xP | ||||
11/27/2007 | 11:00:35 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | <_< | ||||
11/27/2007 | 11:00:54 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | yea my umbrella disappeared...the carrier run away with it | ||||
11/27/2007 | 11:00:55 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | xp | ||||
11/27/2007 | 11:00:57 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | hahaha | ||||
11/27/2007 | 11:01:12 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | but im still hear | ||||
11/27/2007 | 11:01:13 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | O.o | ||||
11/27/2007 | 11:01:15 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | here* | ||||
11/27/2007 | 11:02:51 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | haha no you aren't | ||||
11/27/2007 | 11:02:54 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | you bully me... | ||||
11/27/2007 | 11:02:55 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | =x |
11/28/2007 | 12:39:47 AM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | Ade- I want a hug. xD, }AVRIL, Isaiah | dun go | ||||
11/28/2007 | 12:39:48 AM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | Ade- I want a hug. xD, }AVRIL, Isaiah | stay | ||||
11/28/2007 | 12:39:50 AM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | Ade- I want a hug. xD, }AVRIL, Isaiah | stay | ||||
11/28/2007 | 12:39:50 AM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | Ade- I want a hug. xD, }AVRIL, Isaiah | stay | ||||
11/28/2007 | 12:39:51 AM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | Ade- I want a hug. xD, }AVRIL, Isaiah | satay | ||||
11/28/2007 | 12:39:52 AM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | Ade- I want a hug. xD, }AVRIL, Isaiah | stay | ||||
11/28/2007 | 12:39:53 AM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | Ade- I want a hug. xD, }AVRIL, Isaiah | stay | ||||
11/28/2007 | 12:40:00 AM | Ade- I want a hug. xD | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop..., }AVRIL, Isaiah | T.T i am so sad avril...but i gotta leave hahaha cos i was chased away | ||||
11/28/2007 | 12:40:01 AM | Ade- I want a hug. xD | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop..., }AVRIL, Isaiah | xP | ||||
11/28/2007 | 12:40:05 AM | }AVRIL | Ade- I want a hug. xD, ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop..., Isaiah | :/ | ||||
11/28/2007 | 12:40:16 AM | }AVRIL | Ade- I want a hug. xD, ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop..., Isaiah | dont beeee sadddd. | ||||
11/28/2007 | 12:40:16 AM | Ade- I want a hug. xD | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop..., }AVRIL, Isaiah | i don't wanna bid thee farewell either fair maiden | ||||
11/28/2007 | 12:40:17 AM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | Ade- I want a hug. xD, }AVRIL, Isaiah | i neh chase u away | ||||
11/28/2007 | 12:40:18 AM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop... | Ade- I want a hug. xD, }AVRIL, Isaiah | >_< | ||||
11/28/2007 | 12:40:18 AM | Ade- I want a hug. xD | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop..., }AVRIL, Isaiah | xP | ||||
11/28/2007 | 12:40:21 AM | Ade- I want a hug. xD | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| wish time can stop..., }AVRIL, Isaiah | you yeh |
11/27/2007 | 12:03:43 AM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| think carefully...knoe ur place...rmb it well...think carefully... | err...am i still worth sheltering? | ||||
11/27/2007 | 12:03:44 AM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| think carefully...knoe ur place...rmb it well...think carefully... | =x | ||||
11/27/2007 | 12:03:45 AM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| think carefully...knoe ur place...rmb it well...think carefully... | umm | ||||
11/27/2007 | 12:03:47 AM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| think carefully...knoe ur place...rmb it well...think carefully... | forget that | ||||
11/27/2007 | 12:03:48 AM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| think carefully...knoe ur place...rmb it well...think carefully... | xP | ||||
11/27/2007 | 12:03:56 AM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| think carefully...knoe ur place...rmb it well...think carefully... | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | =\ | ||||
11/27/2007 | 12:04:09 AM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| think carefully...knoe ur place...rmb it well...think carefully... | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | i will do that even if it means my hand getting crushed by the door | ||||
11/27/2007 | 12:04:20 AM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| think carefully...knoe ur place...rmb it well...think carefully... | eeyer | ||||
11/27/2007 | 12:04:22 AM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| think carefully...knoe ur place...rmb it well...think carefully... | don't | ||||
11/27/2007 | 12:04:27 AM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| think carefully...knoe ur place...rmb it well...think carefully... | im not worth it | ||||
11/27/2007 | 12:04:29 AM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| think carefully...knoe ur place...rmb it well...think carefully... | xP | ||||
11/27/2007 | 12:04:44 AM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| think carefully...knoe ur place...rmb it well...think carefully... | oh wait by that did you mean sheltering or forgetting? xP | ||||
11/27/2007 | 12:05:13 AM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| think carefully...knoe ur place...rmb it well...think carefully... | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | sheltering |
The impossible dream
11/26/2007 | 5:21:47 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | but i don't want whatever the impossible dream is to remain impossible because of what the one who is impossible does | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:22:11 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | becoz the impossible one | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:22:17 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | would rather | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:22:21 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | u stay dry and dun get sick | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:22:29 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | aww | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:22:38 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | but i don't want the impossible one to get sick either | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:22:49 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | the impossible one can nvr get sick | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:22:58 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | for he has eaten too many poison cookies frm diff ppl | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:23:03 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | but | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:24:02 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | but nth | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:24:04 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | leave it as that | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:24:17 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | for if anyone steps out frm under the umbrella | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:24:32 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | it will affect the rest as the impossible one tries to shelter the one who tries to step out | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:24:34 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | the impossible one us the important one | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:24:36 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | xP | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:24:45 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | nah | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:24:47 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | *is | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:24:47 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | not true | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:24:50 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | is true | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:25:25 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | rmb | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:25:33 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | dun step out frm under the umbrella | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:25:35 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | for | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:25:39 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | when u step out | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:25:40 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | -steps out and runs- | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:25:43 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ur affecting more then urself | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:26:07 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | err -steps out and disappears from the impossible one's sight so that he won't chase- | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:26:24 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | den u shall leave the rest to be damned | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:26:28 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ah | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:26:32 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | stop this cryptic talk | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:26:34 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | haha | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:26:35 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | nvm | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:26:36 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | haha | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:26:37 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | dun run out | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:26:38 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | grr | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:26:39 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | trust me | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:26:44 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | i wanna run out | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:26:49 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | not everyone can run out | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:27:27 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | cos i don't wanna see the impossible one let the impossible dream remain impossible | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:27:31 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | and I can run out | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:27:33 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | ^^ | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:27:37 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | no u cant | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:27:39 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | u will cry | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:27:43 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | like the sky | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:27:47 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | and as the sky cries | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:27:52 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | it pours on others | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:28:03 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | but isn't the sky already crying? | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:28:05 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | no diff | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:28:21 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | and the impossible one is still holding the umbrella over the others | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:29:09 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | den ur hurting the impossible one more | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:29:12 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | for the impossible one | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:29:18 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | is not under the umbrella | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:29:45 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | but the impossible one is hurting me by saying that he will let the impossible dream remain impossible | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:29:47 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | ^^ | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:30:19 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | that is so as the impossible is afraid | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:30:22 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | yes afraid>_< | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:30:27 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | afraid that | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:30:30 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | more hurt will come | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:30:31 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ah | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:30:31 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | nvm | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:30:38 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | but everyone is afraid | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:30:46 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | who isn't scared of pain? | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:31:00 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | even those who embrace it willingly would rather embrace joy | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:31:20 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | but there must always be someone to embrace pain | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:31:22 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | willingly | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:31:31 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | yea | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:31:47 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | so i embrace the pain, that the impossible one will learn to accept his | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:32:30 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | for even i fear the future, more so from the past hurts i've felt, and yet i wish not to let it stop me from moving forward | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:33:59 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | and thats what the impossible one is for | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:34:05 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | to shelter u | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:34:08 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | as u move forward | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:34:11 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | but by doing so | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:34:12 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | so that the tears | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:34:14 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | past shed | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:34:18 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | shall not hit anymore | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:34:29 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | the impossible one is not letting himself move forward | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:34:35 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | i dun need | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:34:49 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | to | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:35:22 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | even the impossible one should not let his hurts continue hurting | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:36:36 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | the impossible one has nvr let his hurts hurt | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:36:42 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | for he knoes his place | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:37:28 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | but as a result of knowing his place, and not wanting to take a step out, he lets his dreams remain as just that. dreams. | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:37:55 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | the thing u fail to realise | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:37:59 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | that he has no dreams | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:38:02 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | and that | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:38:07 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | is the saddest thing | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:38:38 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | which is why, i will run out from under the umbrella, for sometimes people need to be hurt for sense to be knocked into them | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:38:50 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | even the impossible one | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:39:15 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | like i told y | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:39:27 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | told u* | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:39:34 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | the impossible one cannot be hurt | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:40:00 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | but he can feel pain, for the impossible one is not so impossible inside | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:40:17 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | but he knoes | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:40:30 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | the important ones are all under the umbrella | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:44:04 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | but i, no matter if im the most unimportant, shall still run out | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:44:26 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | den | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:44:36 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | knoe that the impossible will stay rooted | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:45:05 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | then, since the others are sheltered, its ok | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:45:45 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | i shall just stay out from under the umbrella, and think of ways to make the impossible one remember, that he is infact, human | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:46:18 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | try as u may | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:46:28 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | the impossible wishes so much to be a superman | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:46:45 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | so that he will be a saviour | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:46:55 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | to the important one who is lost | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:47:22 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | then i will cry, for loss of how to make him see, he's no superman | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:49:01 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | den | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:49:05 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | the impossible one may | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:49:08 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | stop wanting | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:49:16 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | to make sure the important one stop crying | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:49:24 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | but | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:49:28 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | i will stop crying | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:49:39 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | and do something | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:49:46 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | to let him see, he's no superman | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:51:44 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | no | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:51:45 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | theres no need | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:51:54 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | the impossible one | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:52:09 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | has just realized sumthing new | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:52:13 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | rmb | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:52:15 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | its not learning | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:52:18 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | its realizing | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:52:31 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | and what has the impossible one realised? | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:52:52 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | that im no superman | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:52:53 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | and that | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:52:55 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | he cannot | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:53:00 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | stop everyone | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:53:05 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | frm realising their dreams | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:53:12 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | as much as he wants to stop his own | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:53:24 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | even if one dreams that the impossible one will dream? | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:53:41 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | yes | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:53:44 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | u can try | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:53:46 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | regardless | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:53:57 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | i thanks whoever it was that taught you that | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:54:04 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | for that is at least 1 step forward | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:54:39 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | eh | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:54:40 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | rmb | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:54:43 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | i dun learn | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:54:45 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | i realize | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:54:47 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | xD | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:54:48 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | ok | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:55:00 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | whoever helped the impossible one realise that | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:55:01 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | haha | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:55:09 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | help me thank him/her ^^ | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:55:30 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | thank urself | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:56:16 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | =\ | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:56:37 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | oh really? =x | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:56:47 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | yes | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:56:50 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | no that | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:56:59 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | knoe* | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:57:06 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ur also sheltering ppl | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:57:16 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | ahh i am? | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:58:03 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | but i have no faith in myself, for my dream is to shake the unshakeable, and i might exhaust myself from that fight...how then, am i supposed to shelter people? | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:59:17 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | u are sheltering ppl by shaking the unshakeable | ||||
11/26/2007 | 5:59:51 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | ahh...to hear that presents me newfound strength, for at least my attempts have touched one | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:00:20 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | and that is enough | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:00:29 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | im honestly tired frm thinking in riddles | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:00:30 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | xD | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:00:32 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ok ok | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:00:34 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | haha | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:01:35 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | but always rmb | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:01:47 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | the impossible one is always sheltering the important ones | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:01:52 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | in anyway possible | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:01:58 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | that he is possible of doinb | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:02:00 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | doing* | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:02:12 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | haha ok | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:02:34 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | but i was serious abt the part of me not being a dependable shelterer | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:02:38 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | xD | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:02:55 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | thats fine | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:03:00 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | thats why ur more important | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:03:01 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | xD | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:03:02 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | hahaha | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:03:03 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | jack urself | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:03:05 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | =x | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:03:17 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | i failed in my attempts to shake an unshakable person | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:03:35 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | and went into quite a slump, altho i didn't really show it infront of other ppl | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:03:52 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | rmb | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:03:59 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | what matter is the thought | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:04:02 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | for it is in the thoughts | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:04:09 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | where u constantly hear the heartbeats | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:04:34 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | then maybe i should stop thinking, cos your heartbeat is getting deafening =x | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:04:45 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | dun wry | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:04:49 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | im deaf frm urs already | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:05:11 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | then i'll just have to stop my own heart from beating, so that you can hear again | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:05:45 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | nope | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:05:55 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | all i need is ur heart beat | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:06:31 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | but i rather you have dreams, than only hear my heartbeat | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:07:01 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | isnt ur heartbeat | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:07:03 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | the dream | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:07:06 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | >_< | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:07:53 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | then, i'd rather you don't hear it and make the dream possible | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:08:07 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | rather than you hearing it and letting it remain impossible | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:08:42 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ur doing enough to make it possible liao | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:08:46 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | all | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:08:49 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | that remains | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:08:50 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | is | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:08:51 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | me | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:08:56 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | nth else u can do liao | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:09:06 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | then | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:09:30 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | maybe my tears will wake you up from the impossible dream, and allow you to see that its possible? | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:09:31 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | =x | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:11:12 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | =\ | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:11:13 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | dun | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:11:17 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | if u do | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:11:22 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | the impossible dream may become worse | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:11:33 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | and deja vu will occur | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:11:37 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | and i will miss u | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:12:09 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | then | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:12:14 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | i will hold back my tears | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:12:55 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | den gd | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:12:57 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | for time | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:13:05 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | will tell the ending of the story | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:13:11 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | whether the impossible dream | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:13:13 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | turns | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:13:14 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | possible | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:13:21 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | i hope i can wait... =x and last | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:15:15 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | i hope i can too | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:15:53 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | im sure you can, as long as you can hear my heartbeat... | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:16:01 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | oh wait i forgot you went deaf already | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:16:02 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | =x | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:16:09 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | nah | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:16:19 PM | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ur heart beat still reverberates in my ears | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:16:39 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | and yours in mine xP | ||||
11/26/2007 | 6:17:02 PM | Ade- Deja Vu, all over again. | ||δάяψ£ ©™|| cause less and affect less | ahh ok...this is getting too lovey...hahahah hahaha |
And now...you're my impossible dream...
I love you...Now and forever.