We'd been through so much together.

Through all the quarrels, we always made it through.

Through all the tears.

And now you turn around and say, you never meant anything.

And I see just how blinded you are.

We'd been through so much together.

And I remember how it meant the world to you.

You wouldn't have kowtowed until your mum woke up, if you didn't mean it.

That moment of desperation when we didn't get the rose.

The time you nodded your head when your mum asked if you still loved me.

And I nodded mine.

And we hugged.

And we were fine.

I saw the sincerity in your eyes.

That is why, when you say that you didn't mean any of it.

I know you're lying to yourself.

I know it meant the world to you.

And maybe it's my fault.

My words said in emo-ness probably convinced you this thinking was the truth.

My words, probably made you think you had feelings you didn't have.

And all I can do, is blame myself.

Because this time, it seems a hug won't do.