My laptop has been fixed. Woo...

Now, on to my original reason for blogging.

Daryl...stop deluding yourself soon...you can't live in a world of lies forever.

You didn't force yourself. Remember the sincerity.

Because until you do, you can never forgive me truly, can you?

Because you think you forced yourself...So you think you weren't hurt?

You didn't force yourself.

I pray that you wake up soon.

And you said in the tag that I'm always forgiven.

Daryl, STOP LYING.

Sincerity or whatever aside, whether its not accurate cos you are still deluding yourself ignored.

If you had truly forgiven me.

Why the heck did you get so angry?

You came in with a deluded mindset, convinced I'm wrong. You came in with anger within you. You left with more anger, because I spoke the truth, and you're living in denial.

You obviously only talked to me because someone asked you to.

Let me tell you know. I don't need your sympathy or pity.

Because I have done nothing that should be pitied.

I can't say the same about those who delude themselves.

Keep up the lies if you want Daryl.

I just pray that you won't find that one day, it's too late.

Because, there will come a day...

When you wake up.

And lets just pray that its a normal day.

And not at my funeral.

Or at ragnarok.

Or on your wedding anniversary, when you realise you're in a marriage without love.

You are my friend.
You are more than a friend.
You are the love of my life.