Damn bored. -.-
Ice towers ftw. xD
Monday, June 30, 2008
Sunday, June 29, 2008
This blog isn't dead
It isn't dead. It isn't dead. It isn't dead. It isn't dead. It isn't dead. It isn't dead. It isn't dead. It isn't dead. It isn't dead. It isn't dead. It isn't dead. It isn't dead. It isn't dead. It isn't dead. It isn't dead. It isn't dead. It isn't dead. It isn't dead. It isn't dead. It isn't dead. It isn't dead. It isn't dead. It isn't dead. It isn't dead. It isn't dead. It isn't dead. It isn't dead. It isn't dead. It isn't dead. It isn't dead. It isn't dead. It isn't dead.
HAHA now its alive. =DDD
I'm drunk. XD WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
I should come with a warning label.
"Warning: Hyperactivity might occur randomly. Open at your own risk."
HAHAHAHAHA. xD
HAHA now its alive. =DDD
I'm drunk. XD WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
I should come with a warning label.
"Warning: Hyperactivity might occur randomly. Open at your own risk."
HAHAHAHAHA. xD
IT FEELS DAMN GOOD TO SAY IT TO HIS FACE!
xD
For the first time, I called someone a bastard and ACTUALLY FELT GOOD ABOUT IT. xD
That says something, for those who know me. =)
For those who don't, scold me and call me a bitch and hypocrite for all I care. I really can't be bothered with people who know nothing yet act like they know everything. =D
Adeline's back, I think. xD
The straightforward one I mean. =x
xD
For the first time, I called someone a bastard and ACTUALLY FELT GOOD ABOUT IT. xD
That says something, for those who know me. =)
For those who don't, scold me and call me a bitch and hypocrite for all I care. I really can't be bothered with people who know nothing yet act like they know everything. =D
Adeline's back, I think. xD
The straightforward one I mean. =x
Saturday, June 28, 2008
GAH!!!
...
Wake up and stop acting so bitchy.
Whether you realise it or not...
Examine your actions.
If you think I'm talking about you, you can ask me. If you don't you can ask me who it is. And if you don't and don't care, and you happen to be the one, what can I say? You just proved my words. xD
Wake up and stop acting so bitchy.
Whether you realise it or not...
Examine your actions.
If you think I'm talking about you, you can ask me. If you don't you can ask me who it is. And if you don't and don't care, and you happen to be the one, what can I say? You just proved my words. xD
Friday, June 27, 2008
Me, boy. Ade, girl.
Walking out of school after Kendo, there was some special event, and I accidentally bumped into a lady. I apologised, and she apologised, and then I heard her say something to her friend about me being such a polite BOY. >_<
I'm actually looking forward to tomorrow, somehow. xD
I'm actually looking forward to tomorrow, somehow. xD
Oyasumi
I have started a Livejournal account, just for the heck of it. =D
My Livejournal
Byebye.
I will still be posting here though. xD
My Livejournal
Byebye.
I will still be posting here though. xD
Thursday, June 26, 2008
WTF- I'm psychic I swear
Just when I went on a Shakugan no Shana rampage...they show the bloody show on arts central. AWESOME. xD
But guess what, my laptop owns my TV, so Ima gonna watch the DVD with NO ADVERTS. Then I go on to do work. =\
But guess what, my laptop owns my TV, so Ima gonna watch the DVD with NO ADVERTS. Then I go on to do work. =\
Shakugan no Shana II
The more I see this girl, the more I think we're the same personality. =D
Hey, if that means I'm a pro sword wielding person, why not. =x
Sakai Yuji. 坂井悠二 <3
HAHA! Not!
But he's a lot stronger this time, it SEEMS, from the screenshots.
I remember getting irritated at him in the first season, especially the first few eps.
I'M BLEEDING I'M BLEEDING!
You tore like paper, and felt no pain. -.-
HAHAHAHA. xD
Whirlwind
When I started out on the course, I was planning to try hard for filming, but honestly, wasn't all that interested.
But like a whirlwind, I'm being enveloped by the beauty of film.
I want to make nice videos for people to see.
Hence the video making weekend. xD
A whirlwind of emotions
A myraid of beauty.
I want to capture those.
But like a whirlwind, I'm being enveloped by the beauty of film.
I want to make nice videos for people to see.
Hence the video making weekend. xD
A whirlwind of emotions
A myraid of beauty.
I want to capture those.
That smile
Y'know, I never really understood what photographers meant when they said they wanted to capture the essence of something. =\
But I think I'm starting to.
For the first time in my life, I find myself wanting to improve myself so I can take the perfect picture of that beautiful smile.
=\
I understand what Yi Ci means exactly now...
Over the weekend, after all the assignment rushes, I think I will be attempting to make an MV using Anime footage or whatever. =\ Practicing editing. xD
So, no promises, but, look out for it. =D
EDIT: I've been wanting to change my blog song for awhile now, so here it is. =D
But I think I'm starting to.
For the first time in my life, I find myself wanting to improve myself so I can take the perfect picture of that beautiful smile.
=\
I understand what Yi Ci means exactly now...
Over the weekend, after all the assignment rushes, I think I will be attempting to make an MV using Anime footage or whatever. =\ Practicing editing. xD
So, no promises, but, look out for it. =D
EDIT: I've been wanting to change my blog song for awhile now, so here it is. =D
Shana
A side of Shana few would expect.
Her wings. Nice.
As always, determined.I don't know. When I first put her as my dp, it was cos I felt I could sort of relate to her?
AHAHAHA. Lies. It was cos I found the picture cool. But I find that the more I remember her personality, her reactions, her feelings, I find that I can relate to her...
From the pictures, you see Shana has many facets. Two of which are conflicting. Her strong, independent and determined side, and the fragile side. Which I sorta relate to.
And her wings...normally, she only is able to use them with Yuji around...
And as I was typing that to Daryl, I suddenly realised something as a smile came to mind.
I can't fly without you...
I want to fly with you.
Beyond that, there's so much more that I want to be said. But don't know how to. Perhaps there isn't the need then. =\
Attempt fail. xD
I'll be very honest, for some reason, I'm not smiling anymore...
My body feels like its shutting down on me...too many late nights I think. =\
Lets try and come up with a poem while I'm in an emo mood. Now I realise why poets are such emo people. =x
I want to hear your voice,
See your smile.
Feel your arms,
Smell your shirt.
If the whole world was darkness,
I think what I'd miss seeing most, would be your smile.
If I was deaf,
I'd miss hearing your voice most of everything.
Because through the darkest hour,
Those are what shine the most.
Silly, small little things.
That make such a big difference.
No, that wasn't the poem, that was...something random I felt like doing. xD I actually forgot the 5 senses. And quite obviously putting taste would have been nothing short of disgusting. xD Eitherways, now, lets TRY to get a poem down...
Its beauty a marvel,
So precious it makes me tremble.
I can't...for some reason...the words aren't coming out...
The feelings are there, but, for once in my life, I don't seem to be able to find words that would be faintly suitable.
Its a odd feeling for me, not knowing how to say or express something.
All my life, I've wielded words like my own limbs.
Suddenly, I seem to have lost control.
And Daryl just reminded me of something! SHANA HAS WINGS. xD Nice red wings of fire.
Ok, that shall be out in the next post. =D
My body feels like its shutting down on me...too many late nights I think. =\
Lets try and come up with a poem while I'm in an emo mood. Now I realise why poets are such emo people. =x
I want to hear your voice,
See your smile.
Feel your arms,
Smell your shirt.
If the whole world was darkness,
I think what I'd miss seeing most, would be your smile.
If I was deaf,
I'd miss hearing your voice most of everything.
Because through the darkest hour,
Those are what shine the most.
Silly, small little things.
That make such a big difference.
No, that wasn't the poem, that was...something random I felt like doing. xD I actually forgot the 5 senses. And quite obviously putting taste would have been nothing short of disgusting. xD Eitherways, now, lets TRY to get a poem down...
Its beauty a marvel,
So precious it makes me tremble.
I can't...for some reason...the words aren't coming out...
The feelings are there, but, for once in my life, I don't seem to be able to find words that would be faintly suitable.
Its a odd feeling for me, not knowing how to say or express something.
All my life, I've wielded words like my own limbs.
Suddenly, I seem to have lost control.
And Daryl just reminded me of something! SHANA HAS WINGS. xD Nice red wings of fire.
Ok, that shall be out in the next post. =D
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STAR PIC OF THE DAY, MISS SOO AND ME. =D HAHAHA.
I screwed up Soo's presentation. It was the worst presentation I've done in years, nuff said.
I'm disappointed in myself. xD But no use crying over spilt milk, just gotta try harder...
As I fell asleep, your face came to mind.
When I woke up, your name was the first thing I registered.
When I'm happy, you're the first one I wanna tell.
And when I'm sad, you're just about the only one I wanna talk to.
Ignore those random Italics. =\
Today, lunched and bussed home with Lydia.
And I was a total camwhore too.
Well, fine, for my standards.
No idea why I was so high. =\
Now I'm sleepy...
So I'm heading to bed for an hour?
Then waking up and doing Ang's LAAAAAAAAATE into the night. =\
I miss you, is that even possible?
Till the end of all time.
I will probably never know.
So much for the movie. ):
I fell asleep thinking of something...
I had a weird dream...
And I woke up, and the first thing that popped to mind was...
LOL. Either ways...I'm going madd luhh.
And I'm wearing full formal. I realise how at home I feel in these clothes. =\ Somehow. xD
Going madd, sleepy....
Ang's ICA2. ):
I fell asleep thinking of something...
I had a weird dream...
And I woke up, and the first thing that popped to mind was...
LOL. Either ways...I'm going madd luhh.
And I'm wearing full formal. I realise how at home I feel in these clothes. =\ Somehow. xD
Going madd, sleepy....
Ang's ICA2. ):
Beauty
I heard a beautiful song...
And for some reason, my tears fell...
How long has it been since the last time I cried?
I nearly cried that day, at the beach...
But I managed to push it back.
I've truly been feeling happy...
So much happier than I was before, cos I had found my resolve.
So...why?
At first...I was afraid it was because what I had thought was real, wasn't so real after all...
But, it just doesn't feel like the reason that I'm crying...
Why I'm crying...
More than sadness and regret...
It feels more like...I saw something so immensely beautiful that I had to cry...
Something like your smile...
Like your eyes...
And the things that you say...
I say that this is all I need, and I do mean it...
But there's that part of me
That just wants to cry into your chest...
Laugh with you...
Fall in love with you.
One day...
The eagle would soar higher than before, not tied down by anything...
But that was in due time.
The time was not now.
And for some reason, my tears fell...
How long has it been since the last time I cried?
I nearly cried that day, at the beach...
But I managed to push it back.
I've truly been feeling happy...
So much happier than I was before, cos I had found my resolve.
So...why?
At first...I was afraid it was because what I had thought was real, wasn't so real after all...
But, it just doesn't feel like the reason that I'm crying...
Why I'm crying...
More than sadness and regret...
It feels more like...I saw something so immensely beautiful that I had to cry...
Something like your smile...
Like your eyes...
And the things that you say...
I say that this is all I need, and I do mean it...
But there's that part of me
That just wants to cry into your chest...
Laugh with you...
Fall in love with you.
One day...
The eagle would soar higher than before, not tied down by anything...
But that was in due time.
The time was not now.
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Full formal to school tomorrow.
Not really compulsory, but it seems nicer for the presentation, plus, any excuse to wear something so formal. ;)
WHOOOO. =D
Edit: MS0802 girls who have been trying to get me to take photos, FYI, I have a tendancy to camwhore a little more when I'm in formal wear. =D
A LITTLE!
Not really compulsory, but it seems nicer for the presentation, plus, any excuse to wear something so formal. ;)
WHOOOO. =D
Edit: MS0802 girls who have been trying to get me to take photos, FYI, I have a tendancy to camwhore a little more when I'm in formal wear. =D
A LITTLE!
シャナ
My current MSN DP. シャナ or Shana.The Flame Haze, 炎髪灼眼の討ち手, read Enpatsu Shakugan no Uchite
Her katana is called 贄殿遮那. Nietono no Shana.
The girl with flaming red hair. Guess a determined personality would suit her description? She goes all woozy when she has melon bread though. xD
I like her katana. =\
Tired...
I'm finally home...
Tired...
But I liked having that sms chat with Louis. (: It was sorta a rant, destress, whining session. xD
Ok. On to work now.
This was my group's work. It was a bit screwed at one part cos of the tape, but I think it was ok. Not excellent, but acceptable. (:
Ok. Byebye.
Have a good day. =)
x) I'm cool eh? So now I'm adorable and cool? x) Sounds like rojak personality. =)
Tired...
But I liked having that sms chat with Louis. (: It was sorta a rant, destress, whining session. xD
Ok. On to work now.
This was my group's work. It was a bit screwed at one part cos of the tape, but I think it was ok. Not excellent, but acceptable. (:
Ok. Byebye.
Have a good day. =)
x) I'm cool eh? So now I'm adorable and cool? x) Sounds like rojak personality. =)
Filming ICA2- Subject Skateboarder
We are doing ICA2 for Filming today, and I'm tired. =\
So, got a lift from daddy to school, dropped off and went to class. Collected the camera, tripod and batteries, got my name spelt as "Adelene" by Mr. Azhar. Off to a good start. =D
Went to Skate park, crapping on the MRT. Got there, set up, saw a few skaters, was wowed by 2 small kids.
After the interview was done, I tried skating on flat ground. Not as easy as it seems, the skateboard isn't rock solid, its actually wobbly. =D
I want to skateboard now. xD HAHAHA. =\
Buy skateboard and learn. Join meeee. =x
Buaibuai. =D
Editing is boring...tiring...fun...all in one... >.>
SLEEPY.
That's a whole lot of crap we gotta edit. =\
So, got a lift from daddy to school, dropped off and went to class. Collected the camera, tripod and batteries, got my name spelt as "Adelene" by Mr. Azhar. Off to a good start. =D
Went to Skate park, crapping on the MRT. Got there, set up, saw a few skaters, was wowed by 2 small kids.
After the interview was done, I tried skating on flat ground. Not as easy as it seems, the skateboard isn't rock solid, its actually wobbly. =D
I want to skateboard now. xD HAHAHA. =\
Buy skateboard and learn. Join meeee. =x
Buaibuai. =D
Editing is boring...tiring...fun...all in one... >.>
SLEEPY.
That's a whole lot of crap we gotta edit. =\
Self-inflicted complications
I have a very bad habit, of thinking too much.
Sometimes, thats not a bad thing.
Sometimes, it is.
Talking to Faris tonight, I had a just spam everything that comes to mind whether you think its essantial or not session. And I'm glad I did that.
Cos as I watched the words I typed, I saw something so simple, yet so intricately hidden from my eyes which were searching for big details, that something like that was too insignificant.
Why complicate the whole situation?
The feelings are there. I like feeling this way. Why wonder and contemplate how deep it is? Only time will tell, and we can't control time, so why do I try and take the steering wheel? Just let time take its own course...
The feelings are there now. I don't know about in the future. But the now is what matters.
And right now,
好きです.
Sometimes, thats not a bad thing.
Sometimes, it is.
Talking to Faris tonight, I had a just spam everything that comes to mind whether you think its essantial or not session. And I'm glad I did that.
Cos as I watched the words I typed, I saw something so simple, yet so intricately hidden from my eyes which were searching for big details, that something like that was too insignificant.
Why complicate the whole situation?
The feelings are there. I like feeling this way. Why wonder and contemplate how deep it is? Only time will tell, and we can't control time, so why do I try and take the steering wheel? Just let time take its own course...
The feelings are there now. I don't know about in the future. But the now is what matters.
And right now,
好きです.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Antoinette Blue
I know I've been spamming. Forgive me. =D
あぁいつか途惑いながら
自分を責めてた
だからそばにいて
ずっとだと言って
悪魔の声を掻き消すまで
失わぬように
そっと確かめる
大切な記憶は
あやまちになっても
ねえなぜか美しいだけ
だからそばにいて
ちゃんと触れていて
私が指に溶け出すほど
行きのえを止めるそんな快楽で
いつかそのすべてが
あやまちになってもかまわない
愛に冒して
あぁいつか途惑いながら
自分を責めてた
だからそばにいて
ずっとだと言って
悪魔の声を掻き消すまで
失わぬように
そっと確かめる
大切な記憶は
あやまちになっても
ねえなぜか美しいだけ
だからそばにいて
ちゃんと触れていて
私が指に溶け出すほど
行きのえを止めるそんな快楽で
いつかそのすべてが
あやまちになってもかまわない
愛に冒して
=)
It is the little things in life that make it so interesting isn't it?
Got back home in a good mood, though somewhat sad because of a little something.
MAID CHASING DOG CHASING DOG!
HAHAHAHA. That was hilarious.
And the runaway dog jumped on me when it was brought back.
It always liked me at the park, that hyperactive little thing. Recognises one of its own kind. xD
Ada ignored me though. ):
愛を残すなら
とめた唇に
Got back home in a good mood, though somewhat sad because of a little something.
MAID CHASING DOG CHASING DOG!
HAHAHAHA. That was hilarious.
And the runaway dog jumped on me when it was brought back.
It always liked me at the park, that hyperactive little thing. Recognises one of its own kind. xD
Ada ignored me though. ):
愛を残すなら
とめた唇に
Doubt and Trust
終わりも見えず 走り抜ける
安らぎは遠く 姿も無く
孤独を封じ込めて
鎖しかける眼差し
羽ばたくモノを 迎えるソラ
支配されるのを恐れやしない
憧れる眩さは
全てを変えるために
誰も許さずに
どこへ行けるだろう？
*光のモト 闇は生まれ
真実は偽りに揺れる
心をツキサス
触れた夜を 凍らせても
「夢」という 欲望の影を
呼び続ける
君の罪と痛みを
信じていく
全部欲しいと囁く声
無くしてく事に追いつけずに
先まで求める指
冷たさに気付かない
愛を残すなら
とめた唇に
光だけが 闇を生んで
ぬくもりは疑い重ねて
辿りつく想い
交わす胸に 誓うものが
永遠の傷でかまわない
刻み付けて
時が築く狭間に
消える前に
安らぎは遠く 姿も無く
孤独を封じ込めて
鎖しかける眼差し
羽ばたくモノを 迎えるソラ
支配されるのを恐れやしない
憧れる眩さは
全てを変えるために
誰も許さずに
どこへ行けるだろう？
*光のモト 闇は生まれ
真実は偽りに揺れる
心をツキサス
触れた夜を 凍らせても
「夢」という 欲望の影を
呼び続ける
君の罪と痛みを
信じていく
全部欲しいと囁く声
無くしてく事に追いつけずに
先まで求める指
冷たさに気付かない
愛を残すなら
とめた唇に
光だけが 闇を生んで
ぬくもりは疑い重ねて
辿りつく想い
交わす胸に 誓うものが
永遠の傷でかまわない
刻み付けて
時が築く狭間に
消える前に
From Wish, sung by Sowelu
世界中いくつの, 愛の形あるんだろう, 一人一人 違うものを, 抱えながら生きてる.
家族や友達や, 同じゴール見る仲間, みんながいて 支え合って, 今の私がいるの.
いつも側にあった大切なもの
気づかずにいた事知った
それならいくつもの
笑顔をあなたにあげたい
暗闇の中 見つけた星たちは
まだ心の中で光る
限られた時の中で, ah 何かできるだろう, どんなに悲しい事 辛い事も, 必ず笑顔に変えるから, きっと…
愛が必要なの
愛される事でまた笑顔になれるから
あなたの幸せを
祈りながら私は歌ってる
家族や友達や, 同じゴール見る仲間, みんながいて 支え合って, 今の私がいるの.
いつも側にあった大切なもの
気づかずにいた事知った
それならいくつもの
笑顔をあなたにあげたい
暗闇の中 見つけた星たちは
まだ心の中で光る
限られた時の中で, ah 何かできるだろう, どんなに悲しい事 辛い事も, 必ず笑顔に変えるから, きっと…
愛が必要なの
愛される事でまた笑顔になれるから
あなたの幸せを
祈りながら私は歌ってる
ICA3 briefing. =\
BORIIIIIIIIING. xD
MSN screwed on me last night...I couldn't send messages but I could recieve. xD
Ima in love with my lappy. Wootz. xD
Wondering...
HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
That was Bezner...He's going crazy... xD No internet. See? That's why you shouldn't switch laptops with him. xD
BORIIIIIIIIING. xD
MSN screwed on me last night...I couldn't send messages but I could recieve. xD
Ima in love with my lappy. Wootz. xD
Wondering...
HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
That was Bezner...He's going crazy... xD No internet. See? That's why you shouldn't switch laptops with him. xD
それがわたしの愛の歌
あなたまるで木漏れ日のように
私に生きる希望くれた
幸せが笑った
私が私らしくいられるのは
あなたがいるから
その瞳に見えない
大切なものを見せよう
あふれる愛の泉に
思いはどこまでも深く
時間を越えても生きてゆける
それがわたしの愛の歌
The above were lyrics from Ai no Melody which I could relate to...
This, however is my heartsong. Written by getting the characters off Jim Breen's WWWJDIC, and double checking with what I DO know of the language.
愛してる? わかりません, でも...
好きです
私に生きる希望くれた
幸せが笑った
私が私らしくいられるのは
あなたがいるから
その瞳に見えない
大切なものを見せよう
あふれる愛の泉に
思いはどこまでも深く
時間を越えても生きてゆける
それがわたしの愛の歌
The above were lyrics from Ai no Melody which I could relate to...
This, however is my heartsong. Written by getting the characters off Jim Breen's WWWJDIC, and double checking with what I DO know of the language.
愛してる? わかりません, でも...
好きです
Monday, June 23, 2008
A post made in Japanese
Pardon if it isn't fluent, I am basically spamming lines from songs. xD
聞いたのね
大地にそよぐ 風の声
遠い記憶 呼びさます
あふれる想い 強さに変えて
信じなさい さぁ
明日を夢見て 輝いてた日々
つらい思い出とか いくつあったのかな
どんな楽しい日を これからは大切に して行くのかな
明日を夢見て 輝いてた日々 忘れてないよ今も
出会えた事すべてが 偶然じゃない気がするよ
これから先もね 新しい思い出 たくさん作りたいね
今度はどんな夢を 一緒に語りあうのかな
同じ時を今 生きてる奇跡が すごく嬉しいからね
次ぎ合う日もきっとね 一緒に笑っていようよ
会いたい
時が止まるほど 美しい星空を
涙見せずに光のほうへ歩き出す
目を閉じて ナイトグロウィン
呼び起こす あの記憶
白く輝く 息が
優しく あの子をつつむ
水面が氷に変わる
暗闇がオーロラになる
哀しいことが降り続いても
誰も孤独(ひとり)になりはしない
祈るように 空を仰げば
愛しい笑顔 抱きしめられる
ジレンマの森を抜け 立ち向かう
その想い 永遠も超えるでしょう
幾千の愛の言葉より
あなたがそこにいるだけでいい
誰も代わりは出来ないから
微笑みが明日へのヒカリになる
あの空の太陽のほうへ...
限りのある出逢いの中で
引き寄せ合う 繋いでた糸
暗い夜も 嵐の朝も
あなただけが 真実だった
トラウマのドアを今 開いてく
この瞳 希望さえ映すでしょう
幾千の愛の詩(うた)よりも
たったひとりの 温もりがいい
痛み知る度に受け止めた
優しさをまた愛に代えてゆける
輝いたこの胸の誓い…
太陽の花が咲く 心なら
いつの日か 願いへと届くでしょう
出逢いは嵐のように訪れて 私の心 変えてしまう
一緒にいれば何も怖くない この世界の終わりさえ
分かり合えることも 分かち合うことも うたかたのように
時の砂に紛れ 掴みきれないと諦めてた あなたに会うまでは
「どれくらい痛みを一人で抱えて来てたの？
どれくらい寂しさ瞳に隠して微笑んだの？」
出逢いの奇跡を今 抱きしめて 見つめ合ったら強くなれる
これを愛と呼ばないとするなら 今、どれを愛と呼ぶの？
君が思うような人ではないかも僕はしれなくて
それでも決めたのは この想いのまま 選んだ事に何も悔いはない
このままで時間が止まれば 不安もないのに
このままで、腕の中 永遠探して 瞳を閉じた
出逢いは魔法のように一瞬で 胸の痛みも消してしまう
これを運命と呼ばないとすれば 今、どれを運命と呼ぶの？
出逢いの奇跡を今 抱きしめて 見つめ合ったら強くなれる
これを愛と呼ばないとするなら 今、どれを愛と呼ぶの？
この大空に溶け込む呼吸
めぐる想いが胸を突き抜け
芽生えはじめる輝きを感じるままに
OH WOW LOOK AT THAT.
By putting your iTunes on shuffle, you can get that many songs that relate to you. xD
Ok, that's quite enough for today.
Thanks to gendou for the lyrics.
None of this is my original composition, and as such, I do not own them. (:
聞いたのね
大地にそよぐ 風の声
遠い記憶 呼びさます
あふれる想い 強さに変えて
信じなさい さぁ
明日を夢見て 輝いてた日々
つらい思い出とか いくつあったのかな
どんな楽しい日を これからは大切に して行くのかな
明日を夢見て 輝いてた日々 忘れてないよ今も
出会えた事すべてが 偶然じゃない気がするよ
これから先もね 新しい思い出 たくさん作りたいね
今度はどんな夢を 一緒に語りあうのかな
同じ時を今 生きてる奇跡が すごく嬉しいからね
次ぎ合う日もきっとね 一緒に笑っていようよ
会いたい
時が止まるほど 美しい星空を
涙見せずに光のほうへ歩き出す
目を閉じて ナイトグロウィン
呼び起こす あの記憶
白く輝く 息が
優しく あの子をつつむ
水面が氷に変わる
暗闇がオーロラになる
哀しいことが降り続いても
誰も孤独(ひとり)になりはしない
祈るように 空を仰げば
愛しい笑顔 抱きしめられる
ジレンマの森を抜け 立ち向かう
その想い 永遠も超えるでしょう
幾千の愛の言葉より
あなたがそこにいるだけでいい
誰も代わりは出来ないから
微笑みが明日へのヒカリになる
あの空の太陽のほうへ...
限りのある出逢いの中で
引き寄せ合う 繋いでた糸
暗い夜も 嵐の朝も
あなただけが 真実だった
トラウマのドアを今 開いてく
この瞳 希望さえ映すでしょう
幾千の愛の詩(うた)よりも
たったひとりの 温もりがいい
痛み知る度に受け止めた
優しさをまた愛に代えてゆける
輝いたこの胸の誓い…
太陽の花が咲く 心なら
いつの日か 願いへと届くでしょう
出逢いは嵐のように訪れて 私の心 変えてしまう
一緒にいれば何も怖くない この世界の終わりさえ
分かり合えることも 分かち合うことも うたかたのように
時の砂に紛れ 掴みきれないと諦めてた あなたに会うまでは
「どれくらい痛みを一人で抱えて来てたの？
どれくらい寂しさ瞳に隠して微笑んだの？」
出逢いの奇跡を今 抱きしめて 見つめ合ったら強くなれる
これを愛と呼ばないとするなら 今、どれを愛と呼ぶの？
君が思うような人ではないかも僕はしれなくて
それでも決めたのは この想いのまま 選んだ事に何も悔いはない
このままで時間が止まれば 不安もないのに
このままで、腕の中 永遠探して 瞳を閉じた
出逢いは魔法のように一瞬で 胸の痛みも消してしまう
これを運命と呼ばないとすれば 今、どれを運命と呼ぶの？
出逢いの奇跡を今 抱きしめて 見つめ合ったら強くなれる
これを愛と呼ばないとするなら 今、どれを愛と呼ぶの？
この大空に溶け込む呼吸
めぐる想いが胸を突き抜け
芽生えはじめる輝きを感じるままに
OH WOW LOOK AT THAT.
By putting your iTunes on shuffle, you can get that many songs that relate to you. xD
Ok, that's quite enough for today.
Thanks to gendou for the lyrics.
None of this is my original composition, and as such, I do not own them. (:
天使の羽
Feathers of an angel.
Fiona's MSN nick, thanks for the Japanese characters girl. (:
What make the feathers of an angel?
Louis and Fiona say I'm 90% angel. O.O
Not too sure about that, but my opinion, everyone's got an angel in them...
And for each and everyone of us, our feathers are made of different things.
Heck, depending on the time and situation, what makes our feathers can change!
But I guess one word that sums it up is...
Experiences?
Everything we experience mould us into who we are...And yet, we are born with some angel's wings by default...
For me...now...besides my experiences, what makes my wings are my feelings.
Including those for you.
What about you, reader? (:
Fiona's MSN nick, thanks for the Japanese characters girl. (:
What make the feathers of an angel?
Louis and Fiona say I'm 90% angel. O.O
Not too sure about that, but my opinion, everyone's got an angel in them...
And for each and everyone of us, our feathers are made of different things.
Heck, depending on the time and situation, what makes our feathers can change!
But I guess one word that sums it up is...
Experiences?
Everything we experience mould us into who we are...And yet, we are born with some angel's wings by default...
For me...now...besides my experiences, what makes my wings are my feelings.
Including those for you.
What about you, reader? (:
Writing is the air I breathe
It all started with a sudden realisation. The reason why its been getting so overwhelming is because I have all this feeling within me, and no real exit point for it.
Suddenly, a thought crossed my mind. Why not express it through writing?
"Oh yea! I used to do that...or did I?"
That got me thinking.
Waay back when I was young, I had a very active imagination. One night I'd be the mermaid turned fighter trying to save both land and sea worlds, next night I'd be a girl living on a ranch, and me and my favourite horse would due to some circumstances end up fighting against a bunch of VERY strong people.
The first time I rode a horse, my reaction wasn't "WHEE! I am on a horse!" It was, "She rode calmly, her natural talent with the animal guiding her actions."
My imagination has been a very big part of me. Writing has always been a part of me. The very first thing I wrote, I remember bouncing on my chair and being unable to contain my excitement, jumping onto my bed and bouncing and running around my room, all because there was an epic battle coming up and I was happy.
I wrote for myself, my own enjoyment, my own satisfaction. Now, reading that, I think of how crappy the technique I use was. But I can't help but enjoy reading it anyway.
But I started writing for approval, and stressed myself out thinking, this isn't the way, a lot of people will have criticisms for this and this.
Sure, I still enjoyed writing. But I began trying again and again to get that perfect formula, even though I know nothing is perfect.
It's just the freaking draft! That's why there are DRAFTS man...
So, I'm going to start a rewrite of Ruin Force.
And I'm going to do it my way.
I will enjoy myself. Who cares if the character is a mary-sue or gary-stu, as long as they're enjoyable? Who cares if the storyline is crazy, as long as it makes the reader imagine?
Because I'm not writing for those who find fault with everything. I am writing for those who enjoy reading, and also, for myself.
No pressure, that comes later once the ideas are all down.
For now, who cares about grammar, technique and all? As long as I can enjoy myself, as long as its not unbearable, the editing will finetune it.
I love writing.
There's something I've been wanting to say.
But I'm afraid...
Maybe when the time is right, or when I get the guts to.
Suddenly, a thought crossed my mind. Why not express it through writing?
"Oh yea! I used to do that...or did I?"
That got me thinking.
Waay back when I was young, I had a very active imagination. One night I'd be the mermaid turned fighter trying to save both land and sea worlds, next night I'd be a girl living on a ranch, and me and my favourite horse would due to some circumstances end up fighting against a bunch of VERY strong people.
The first time I rode a horse, my reaction wasn't "WHEE! I am on a horse!" It was, "She rode calmly, her natural talent with the animal guiding her actions."
My imagination has been a very big part of me. Writing has always been a part of me. The very first thing I wrote, I remember bouncing on my chair and being unable to contain my excitement, jumping onto my bed and bouncing and running around my room, all because there was an epic battle coming up and I was happy.
I wrote for myself, my own enjoyment, my own satisfaction. Now, reading that, I think of how crappy the technique I use was. But I can't help but enjoy reading it anyway.
But I started writing for approval, and stressed myself out thinking, this isn't the way, a lot of people will have criticisms for this and this.
Sure, I still enjoyed writing. But I began trying again and again to get that perfect formula, even though I know nothing is perfect.
It's just the freaking draft! That's why there are DRAFTS man...
So, I'm going to start a rewrite of Ruin Force.
And I'm going to do it my way.
I will enjoy myself. Who cares if the character is a mary-sue or gary-stu, as long as they're enjoyable? Who cares if the storyline is crazy, as long as it makes the reader imagine?
Because I'm not writing for those who find fault with everything. I am writing for those who enjoy reading, and also, for myself.
No pressure, that comes later once the ideas are all down.
For now, who cares about grammar, technique and all? As long as I can enjoy myself, as long as its not unbearable, the editing will finetune it.
I love writing.
There's something I've been wanting to say.
But I'm afraid...
Maybe when the time is right, or when I get the guts to.
OMFG
I passed Marketing test. And I didn't even study, or listen in class properly. Ahaha. Love Bezner's notes.
Miracle.
Cheer up Cheng Hao. Ima help however ok? (:
Miracle.
Cheer up Cheng Hao. Ima help however ok? (:
GOD-LIKE
Wahaha. Connected to the school wireless for the first time on this new laptop.
THANKS MARION! <3
Muahahaha. Eh...everyone's in school again. ):
Can't kachiao people via sms. xD
SIGH.
And the school's blocking steam? ):
THANKS MARION! <3
Muahahaha. Eh...everyone's in school again. ):
Can't kachiao people via sms. xD
SIGH.
And the school's blocking steam? ):
Shit. No. No. No. No. No.
Don't let it get the better of you...
Keep things the way they are now...
Please...Please...
Stop trying to overwhelm me...
It's a scary feeling. So happy, and yet, when it gets so overwhelming, I just want to stop and cry, because I don't know if its good or bad...
And all I can do is pray, and trust...
But meanwhile...this heart of mine, is doing silly things.
Like trying to bring me somewhere I don't want to go.
No.
For once,
Just this once,
I'm not going to listen to you.
Don't let it get the better of you...
Keep things the way they are now...
Please...Please...
Stop trying to overwhelm me...
It's a scary feeling. So happy, and yet, when it gets so overwhelming, I just want to stop and cry, because I don't know if its good or bad...
And all I can do is pray, and trust...
But meanwhile...this heart of mine, is doing silly things.
Like trying to bring me somewhere I don't want to go.
No.
For once,
Just this once,
I'm not going to listen to you.
Archiving my MSN Nicks. =D
Hahaha. =\ I like my nick and pm, cos they seem really poetic. =\
So, archiving them here.
It came out of the blue, and now I can't stop thinking about you.
Ahahaha. Ok. Nice, but its lacking something. =\
Bittersweet, strong yet weak, somehow, this feeling's all I need.
So, archiving them here.
It came out of the blue, and now I can't stop thinking about you.
Ahahaha. Ok. Nice, but its lacking something. =\
Bittersweet, strong yet weak, somehow, this feeling's all I need.
Sunday, June 22, 2008
By the wayyyy
SOMEONE OWES ME A BLOG. =x
Hahahaha. NOWNOWNOWNOWNOW. Or I will blackmail you by posting 132140284324 pictures on my blog. =D
Fine, I won't. =\
Pretty pleasssssse? xD
Hahahaha. NOWNOWNOWNOWNOW. Or I will blackmail you by posting 132140284324 pictures on my blog. =D
Fine, I won't. =\
Pretty pleasssssse? xD
Starbucks rocks!
Seriously! I drank like a quarter of my Java Chip, changed table, knocked it over and spilt half the contents, they helped me clean up and REPLACED THE FREAKING DRINK!
Omg. Marketing concept. 80/20 rule. Cheaper to keep your old customers than to attract new ones. And 80 percent of your income comes from 20 percent of your customers. Or something like that. xD
Had a brainstorming session at starbucks, birthed from it were 5 new characters for my book. -.-
10 characters now...How to handle? xD
Omg. Marketing concept. 80/20 rule. Cheaper to keep your old customers than to attract new ones. And 80 percent of your income comes from 20 percent of your customers. Or something like that. xD
Had a brainstorming session at starbucks, birthed from it were 5 new characters for my book. -.-
10 characters now...How to handle? xD
Today: Grading
I stepped out of the house into the morning air, and WHAM. It was soooo cooling! I gotta do this moar often. xD
Oh yea, as I was spiking my hair, I heard my dad waking up. He didn't trust me to make up on time. xDD
Turned out to be a good thing tho, as in the end, the first bus was at 6.07, not 5.45. =\
Waited at macs for sensei, bought breakfast and left. =D
The hash browns were baaaaaaaad. ):
Took bus, escaped physical abuse. xD
Then, grading.
Scary. )=
Haha. Passed tho. Got 7 kyuu, which is normal. xD Never mind, gambatte ne! =D
Oh yea, as I was spiking my hair, I heard my dad waking up. He didn't trust me to make up on time. xDD
Turned out to be a good thing tho, as in the end, the first bus was at 6.07, not 5.45. =\
Waited at macs for sensei, bought breakfast and left. =D
The hash browns were baaaaaaaad. ):
Took bus, escaped physical abuse. xD
Then, grading.
Scary. )=
Haha. Passed tho. Got 7 kyuu, which is normal. xD Never mind, gambatte ne! =D
A post at 5am
BABABOOIKATALA!! >.>
Okok, so I forgot about how I'm not a morning person, but an extremely early morning person. =\
Its 5 something now, I can't say I had the most undisturbed rest since I woke up at 3 something and was tossing restlessly for awhile. But I'm still well awake and HIGH!
Anytime between 3.30 to around 6.30, I wake up and am SUPER DUPER HYPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
Lolol. Scarly sensei is the one who's snoozy on the bus. MUAHAHHAA. Then I will have revenge by poking him so he can't sleep. =x Hahaha.
So I say, but being the nice person I am, I probably won't. =)
AHHH SO HIGH.
Hungry...Macs breakfast! Yay! =D
Scary. =\ But with so much hyperactivity...sigh...bus rides gonna suck. Pity sensei. xD Pity whoever's on the bus! =D
WAHHHHHHHHH. So awake. =O
Ima strange girl owright! Sensei's right!
Like how my wisdom tooth extraction didn't hurt after. MUAHAHAHA.
=x
I should wake up early more, its refreshing...but...
I'll probably just be a pig. =\
HEHE. Sensei dieeeeeeeeeee. =x
I die also. T.T
Byebye, if I don't come back, you know what happened kthx. (:
Okok, so I forgot about how I'm not a morning person, but an extremely early morning person. =\
Its 5 something now, I can't say I had the most undisturbed rest since I woke up at 3 something and was tossing restlessly for awhile. But I'm still well awake and HIGH!
Anytime between 3.30 to around 6.30, I wake up and am SUPER DUPER HYPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
Lolol. Scarly sensei is the one who's snoozy on the bus. MUAHAHHAA. Then I will have revenge by poking him so he can't sleep. =x Hahaha.
So I say, but being the nice person I am, I probably won't. =)
AHHH SO HIGH.
Hungry...Macs breakfast! Yay! =D
Scary. =\ But with so much hyperactivity...sigh...bus rides gonna suck. Pity sensei. xD Pity whoever's on the bus! =D
WAHHHHHHHHH. So awake. =O
Ima strange girl owright! Sensei's right!
Like how my wisdom tooth extraction didn't hurt after. MUAHAHAHA.
=x
I should wake up early more, its refreshing...but...
I'll probably just be a pig. =\
HEHE. Sensei dieeeeeeeeeee. =x
I die also. T.T
Byebye, if I don't come back, you know what happened kthx. (:
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Resolve
I will keep praying for a friend to see.
But at the same time, I'm going to soar with my newfound wings.
Its time for Ade to take to the skies again.
For thats where she looks her best, no?
But, this eagle is always ready, to lend a helping wing to a friend in need.
She'll be watching over all that she can from her favourite place in the world.
Free-flying eagle.
But at the same time, I'm going to soar with my newfound wings.
Its time for Ade to take to the skies again.
For thats where she looks her best, no?
But, this eagle is always ready, to lend a helping wing to a friend in need.
She'll be watching over all that she can from her favourite place in the world.
Free-flying eagle.
Random rants
Kendo tomorrow, Changi area by 8am.
Waking up at 5.10.
Sure get bullied by Sensei on the bus...maybe if I sleep. =x Then he can't kachiao me. xD
I'm grinning like a fool every so often. O.O
xD
Waking up at 5.10.
Sure get bullied by Sensei on the bus...maybe if I sleep. =x Then he can't kachiao me. xD
I'm grinning like a fool every so often. O.O
xD
KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Shit. Kendo grading. T.T Scary. ):
Umm...I'm going to sms someone to kachiao. =\ xD
Ima gonna be so bored... =\
Umm...I'm going to sms someone to kachiao. =\ xD
Ima gonna be so bored... =\
BABABOOI!
=\
I'm still at homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
NOOOOOOOOOO.
I wish my hair could just cut itself...
I'm always like that...too much of a pig to go out and cut my hair, but once I actually get it done, WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. xD
Ok. I set a time for me to leave by. 1. And then the next thing I know, its 2.15...ZZZZ
I still gotta be back, bathe and head for evening mass. =\ At 6pm. >.<
Why must the place be soooooo far away?
And to think I used to be able to walk there. ZZZZZ.
Now I gotta take a bus and then another one. =\
OKOKOKOKOK. Leaving by...2.30. Bus down, half an hour. Bus again, about 10 minutes. 40 minutes. Haircut...long.
Ok. Can make it back in time. =D
=\
I'm still at homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
NOOOOOOOOOO.
I wish my hair could just cut itself...
I'm always like that...too much of a pig to go out and cut my hair, but once I actually get it done, WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. xD
Ok. I set a time for me to leave by. 1. And then the next thing I know, its 2.15...ZZZZ
I still gotta be back, bathe and head for evening mass. =\ At 6pm. >.<
Why must the place be soooooo far away?
And to think I used to be able to walk there. ZZZZZ.
Now I gotta take a bus and then another one. =\
OKOKOKOKOK. Leaving by...2.30. Bus down, half an hour. Bus again, about 10 minutes. 40 minutes. Haircut...long.
Ok. Can make it back in time. =D
I don't need anything more...
I'm happy with the way things are now...
It would be a lie to say I didn't have my hopes.
But honestly, I just am in love with all my friends right now. <3
Friendship...is more important than anything else...
I don't need anything more.
I just wish I could help my friends.
m0ng m0ng! xD In geetee's words, YOU GOT MONGED! =O
I'm loving my smile. xD
WTF. >.>
Eyes one me just started playing! WTFFFFFFFFFFFF.
I thought it was an instrumental. xD
It had been music for so long, and suddenly they burst right to the middle of the song. O.O
But I saw the title of the song and I understand. xD Ending theme. xD Basically what plays during the Ending Movie. Which is awesome might I add. xD
I'm happy. =D
Still grinning. xD
Woke up and grinned. O.O
I think I'm going mad! =x
Wahhhh still not going out.. SIGH. WHY AM I SUCH A PIG. =\
I lurb you all dipz dipz worhzxz.
Hahaha. xD I can't twit talk for nuts, online or off. >.> The best I can get is a sowee or a buwee. =x I pull it off realistically tho. xD
I'm happy with the way things are now...
It would be a lie to say I didn't have my hopes.
But honestly, I just am in love with all my friends right now. <3
Friendship...is more important than anything else...
I don't need anything more.
I just wish I could help my friends.
m0ng m0ng! xD In geetee's words, YOU GOT MONGED! =O
I'm loving my smile. xD
WTF. >.>
Eyes one me just started playing! WTFFFFFFFFFFFF.
I thought it was an instrumental. xD
It had been music for so long, and suddenly they burst right to the middle of the song. O.O
But I saw the title of the song and I understand. xD Ending theme. xD Basically what plays during the Ending Movie. Which is awesome might I add. xD
I'm happy. =D
Still grinning. xD
Woke up and grinned. O.O
I think I'm going mad! =x
Wahhhh still not going out.. SIGH. WHY AM I SUCH A PIG. =\
I lurb you all dipz dipz worhzxz.
Hahaha. xD I can't twit talk for nuts, online or off. >.> The best I can get is a sowee or a buwee. =x I pull it off realistically tho. xD
I really should be heading out to cut my hair now. xD
Seeing as how I still have to come back and bathe. -.-
Then go for evening mass...
And go the grandma's house for her birthday celebration. xD
But I don't wanna! xD
Don't get me wrong, I wanna cut my hair.
Its just that I'm too lazy to go out. =x
Ok. Get your butt off the bed, have a shower, then go!
Ima probably bringing my laptop to grandma's place, so, MSN LATER.
Don't pangseh me cos Ima usually so bored then. =\
HEHEHE.
BYEBYE LONG HAIR.
HELLO FUNKY HAIR. xD
Ima gonna look like a guy again. WootZ. xD
Seeing as how I still have to come back and bathe. -.-
Then go for evening mass...
And go the grandma's house for her birthday celebration. xD
But I don't wanna! xD
Don't get me wrong, I wanna cut my hair.
Its just that I'm too lazy to go out. =x
Ok. Get your butt off the bed, have a shower, then go!
Ima probably bringing my laptop to grandma's place, so, MSN LATER.
Don't pangseh me cos Ima usually so bored then. =\
HEHEHE.
BYEBYE LONG HAIR.
HELLO FUNKY HAIR. xD
Ima gonna look like a guy again. WootZ. xD
Random pictures.
Look at our darling Serjia, sound asleep like a baby. AWWW. xD And those two people at the back, taking such an opportunity for a photo! xD.jpg)
I gotcha once, I gotcha twice. I WIN! =x
Frack. Forgot to upload the pics of the dead rat. xD
Feeling
I have a feeling...
It's a sweet feeling...
I don't know what I want from it,
Or if I even want anything from it,
But I know the feeling is there.
And I also know...
That I'm scared of it...
And yet, its nice, in a way...
Old and white-haired, the lady lay on her bed, contemplating her life.
Had it been a good one? One lived to the fullest, a lifetime spent loving?
No. She had been a sinner. Made so many mistakes. Which was why, she was dying here, alone.
But she looked to her side, and in her surprise, Jesus was there, holding her hand.
"You have been forgiven."
It's a sweet feeling...
I don't know what I want from it,
Or if I even want anything from it,
But I know the feeling is there.
And I also know...
That I'm scared of it...
And yet, its nice, in a way...
Old and white-haired, the lady lay on her bed, contemplating her life.
Had it been a good one? One lived to the fullest, a lifetime spent loving?
No. She had been a sinner. Made so many mistakes. Which was why, she was dying here, alone.
But she looked to her side, and in her surprise, Jesus was there, holding her hand.
"You have been forgiven."
Friday, June 20, 2008
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Words aren't enough at times. At others, they're useless. And sometimes, you just don't know how to use them...
We all wish we'd said or done something. Everybody has regrets, everyone has hopes which were cast to one side...
I try not to regret...and have been quite successful might I add...So far, I only regret one thing in my life. Somehow, with God's guidance, I always move past the past, no matter how long it takes.
Something happened, and I thought I'd feel the hurt forever. But without realising, or noticing, I was slowly getting better...Recovering, without knowing, only realising when I was fully recovered.
And yet, from that something, comes what might just be the second regret of my life. If I fail to open a friend's eyes to the truth...
We all fail at times. Even the best do. And yes, we have to accept the failures. But, sometimes, there is the eternal regret...
We can only hope to hold the regret in retrospect, without letting it get the better of us.
Not a day goes by without the 2 regrets being there...
But the hurt has stopped...
*This is gonna spoil a contemplative post, but I'm being bullied by sensei online now! GAH.*
My heart is singing once more, a beautiful tune of joy and who I am.
I am falling in love with that song.
...
...
...
Words aren't enough at times. At others, they're useless. And sometimes, you just don't know how to use them...
We all wish we'd said or done something. Everybody has regrets, everyone has hopes which were cast to one side...
I try not to regret...and have been quite successful might I add...So far, I only regret one thing in my life. Somehow, with God's guidance, I always move past the past, no matter how long it takes.
Something happened, and I thought I'd feel the hurt forever. But without realising, or noticing, I was slowly getting better...Recovering, without knowing, only realising when I was fully recovered.
And yet, from that something, comes what might just be the second regret of my life. If I fail to open a friend's eyes to the truth...
We all fail at times. Even the best do. And yes, we have to accept the failures. But, sometimes, there is the eternal regret...
We can only hope to hold the regret in retrospect, without letting it get the better of us.
Not a day goes by without the 2 regrets being there...
But the hurt has stopped...
*This is gonna spoil a contemplative post, but I'm being bullied by sensei online now! GAH.*
My heart is singing once more, a beautiful tune of joy and who I am.
I am falling in love with that song.
Came back more injured
Kana bullied by Sensei again!
Which reminds me >.> Better add him before he finds another reason to bully me xD
Done! =D
Sigh. Strangled and shaken and kana gripped at my neck and kana pinched at my hands until its hurting more than my legs. xD
List was a failure, will have to redo. =\
Didn't ask to, didn't want to.
Still somewhere along the way, started having feelings for you.
Doesn't matter to me, your title to me,
Just as long as you're always there,
And we're always friends.
Lavi's past. ): So sad...made to see horrors of war as a kid, just so he could learn to record the history of the world. ):
PAIN. SHIT. =\
I think I know what I want to say...but I don't dare to say it...
Or rather...to use that word...
I'll just have to keep praying...
Praying for you...to wake up...
And for me, to sort things out with myself.
And maybe, one day, I'll say those 3 words again.
For now, I'm just glad my heart started singing again. (:
Which reminds me >.> Better add him before he finds another reason to bully me xD
Done! =D
Sigh. Strangled and shaken and kana gripped at my neck and kana pinched at my hands until its hurting more than my legs. xD
List was a failure, will have to redo. =\
Didn't ask to, didn't want to.
Still somewhere along the way, started having feelings for you.
Doesn't matter to me, your title to me,
Just as long as you're always there,
And we're always friends.
Lavi's past. ): So sad...made to see horrors of war as a kid, just so he could learn to record the history of the world. ):
PAIN. SHIT. =\
I think I know what I want to say...but I don't dare to say it...
Or rather...to use that word...
I'll just have to keep praying...
Praying for you...to wake up...
And for me, to sort things out with myself.
And maybe, one day, I'll say those 3 words again.
For now, I'm just glad my heart started singing again. (:
Suddenly, its like I'm more conscious of my heartbeat. At least, more than I have been these past months...
Liberation...Fluctuation...
"Blessed are the hearts that can bend; they shall never be broken." But I wonder if there's no breaking then there's no healing, and if there's no healing then there's no learning. And if there's no learning then there's no struggle. But struggle is a part of life. So must all hearts be broken? -Albert Camus.
Nice quote to ponder on. Gotten of Angie Pangie Frangipani's blog. (:
Cheer up girl. I'm always gonna be here for you. (:
Liberation...Fluctuation...
"Blessed are the hearts that can bend; they shall never be broken." But I wonder if there's no breaking then there's no healing, and if there's no healing then there's no learning. And if there's no learning then there's no struggle. But struggle is a part of life. So must all hearts be broken? -Albert Camus.
Nice quote to ponder on. Gotten of Angie Pangie Frangipani's blog. (:
Cheer up girl. I'm always gonna be here for you. (:
Lyrics: Sakura Biyori
This is a niceeeeee song from Bleach. I heard the intro over the phone, and I fell in love with it already. XD And teh lyrics are nice too.
I'm lazy, so I'll just post the english. >.>
I can't bear to make it pink, even though it suits the song. =\ So light red will have to do.
Pink Sakura. =D
I met you at sixteen
And we shared a love a hundred years old
Under the fluttering, dancing down
petals of the sakura tree
I wanted to meet you, so I ran
On the steep hill road where sunlight lands
and in the corner of the park our two shadows are
unchanging even now
You, and me, and the sakura weather
I sway in the wind and dance back again
As if I had just awoken from a long dream
I look up and see a pink sky
I was in love; I was in love
with you as your smile began to blossom
I alone knew about
that soft place on your right side
The promise under the sakura tree
of "Let's come here again next year"
We reaffirmed it to each other so many times
but it remains unfulfilled even now
You, and me, and the sakura weather
I am gently revived by the wind
I wonder if now, you're looking at it too,
the same pink sky we saw that day
I chased after those days;
the footprints engraved in them are
the most irreplaceable treasure
You, and me, and the sakura weather
I sway in the wind and dance back again
My endless emotions overflowed out of me
and tears filled my heart
You, and me, and the sakura weather
I sway in the wind and dance back again
Holding to my chest a future I can't yet see
I look up and see a pink sky
I'm lazy, so I'll just post the english. >.>
I can't bear to make it pink, even though it suits the song. =\ So light red will have to do.
Pink Sakura. =D
I met you at sixteen
And we shared a love a hundred years old
Under the fluttering, dancing down
petals of the sakura tree
I wanted to meet you, so I ran
On the steep hill road where sunlight lands
and in the corner of the park our two shadows are
unchanging even now
You, and me, and the sakura weather
I sway in the wind and dance back again
As if I had just awoken from a long dream
I look up and see a pink sky
I was in love; I was in love
with you as your smile began to blossom
I alone knew about
that soft place on your right side
The promise under the sakura tree
of "Let's come here again next year"
We reaffirmed it to each other so many times
but it remains unfulfilled even now
You, and me, and the sakura weather
I am gently revived by the wind
I wonder if now, you're looking at it too,
the same pink sky we saw that day
I chased after those days;
the footprints engraved in them are
the most irreplaceable treasure
You, and me, and the sakura weather
I sway in the wind and dance back again
My endless emotions overflowed out of me
and tears filled my heart
You, and me, and the sakura weather
I sway in the wind and dance back again
Holding to my chest a future I can't yet see
I look up and see a pink sky
SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT.
Ima addicted to starbucks.
I WANT STARBUCKS!
Marion said caramel frappe is nice. I wannnna tryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
I WANT STARBUCKS!
I wanna poke someone too. =\ BEZNER GREW IMMUNE! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Never mind there's still Oswald and Faris and the rest of the guys. =x
And a samurai who's afraid of pokes. HAHAHAHAHA. Know his weak point and attack it. Later your finger kana cut off by katana. @.@
Don't ask me why I sound so happy. I'm sleeeepy. ): And in agony. But, happy. O.O xD
Training later is gonna suck. >.> Maybe I can explain to sensei and practice hand. Cos I don't wanna miss training altogether seeing as grading is in 2 days. So....hmm...Wonder if they will make exception. Normally for sports you sit out means you sit out. @.@
GRAAAAAAH.
I'm bringing my lappy to school I think. =\
AND FOOLSCAPE! MUST NOT FORGET THAT.
Sigh...Sensei Baka. >.> Make a sotong like me in charge of a list. xD
I don't know why I'm ranting so much.
I just want starbucks. ):
And then I can die happy. =D
And no rat spirit came to haunt me last night. WOOTZ.
There was a dead rat on the beach, kinda bloated so I think it drowned. @.@
HAHAHAHA. I went closeeeeee to help take pics for the screaming girls. xD
The stars look nice at night. With no buildings to obstruct.
Once school starts and I get my bus pass, I'm gonna go to ECP every saturday night and see the stars. And write at night with just me and my notebook and a torch. (:
It'll be soooooooooo romantic! HEE! I'll be the only one alone and not with friends or a significant other.
But little do they know. I GOT A SIGNIFICANT OTHER TOO!
My notebook is my love. =D
I am more than two-timing then. Cos I got so many notebooks. >.>
I guess the black one is the main one. =\
Hahahaha.
So many couples last night. As I sat on the beach talking to someone on the phone last night, I saw soooo many. xD
Which reminds me, when I went to Suntec with Louis on Wednesday, we saw a couple playing silent hill. The guy had his arms around the girl's waist. xD
WAH. Do that got bonus points! Greater accuracy plus more powerful shots. xD HAHAHAHA.
And this post is getting long.......
But I still want starbucks.
Except now, I want a double cheeseburger too.
And a Mcspicy. >.>
Maybe I should head over to school early. =\
MACS. I MISS YOU. xD
SUBWAY!
Ok fine. I'm just hungry.
Shall head down and bother my dad for lunch. xD
FUMOFUU! FUU! FUMO FUMO! FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!
Ima addicted to starbucks.
I WANT STARBUCKS!
Marion said caramel frappe is nice. I wannnna tryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
I WANT STARBUCKS!
I wanna poke someone too. =\ BEZNER GREW IMMUNE! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Never mind there's still Oswald and Faris and the rest of the guys. =x
And a samurai who's afraid of pokes. HAHAHAHAHA. Know his weak point and attack it. Later your finger kana cut off by katana. @.@
Don't ask me why I sound so happy. I'm sleeeepy. ): And in agony. But, happy. O.O xD
Training later is gonna suck. >.> Maybe I can explain to sensei and practice hand. Cos I don't wanna miss training altogether seeing as grading is in 2 days. So....hmm...Wonder if they will make exception. Normally for sports you sit out means you sit out. @.@
GRAAAAAAH.
I'm bringing my lappy to school I think. =\
AND FOOLSCAPE! MUST NOT FORGET THAT.
Sigh...Sensei Baka. >.> Make a sotong like me in charge of a list. xD
I don't know why I'm ranting so much.
I just want starbucks. ):
And then I can die happy. =D
And no rat spirit came to haunt me last night. WOOTZ.
There was a dead rat on the beach, kinda bloated so I think it drowned. @.@
HAHAHAHA. I went closeeeeee to help take pics for the screaming girls. xD
The stars look nice at night. With no buildings to obstruct.
Once school starts and I get my bus pass, I'm gonna go to ECP every saturday night and see the stars. And write at night with just me and my notebook and a torch. (:
It'll be soooooooooo romantic! HEE! I'll be the only one alone and not with friends or a significant other.
But little do they know. I GOT A SIGNIFICANT OTHER TOO!
My notebook is my love. =D
I am more than two-timing then. Cos I got so many notebooks. >.>
I guess the black one is the main one. =\
Hahahaha.
So many couples last night. As I sat on the beach talking to someone on the phone last night, I saw soooo many. xD
Which reminds me, when I went to Suntec with Louis on Wednesday, we saw a couple playing silent hill. The guy had his arms around the girl's waist. xD
WAH. Do that got bonus points! Greater accuracy plus more powerful shots. xD HAHAHAHA.
And this post is getting long.......
But I still want starbucks.
Except now, I want a double cheeseburger too.
And a Mcspicy. >.>
Maybe I should head over to school early. =\
MACS. I MISS YOU. xD
SUBWAY!
Ok fine. I'm just hungry.
Shall head down and bother my dad for lunch. xD
FUMOFUU! FUU! FUMO FUMO! FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!
Speaking of fear...
I sorta conquered one of mine today. =)
Haha. I doubt if I had to say it straight, I'd have said it...I'd have freaked out more.
Its much easier to phrase it in a less direct but equally obvious way. xD
Haha. I doubt if I had to say it straight, I'd have said it...I'd have freaked out more.
Its much easier to phrase it in a less direct but equally obvious way. xD
MS0802
One thing about the class. The girls sure can scream. xD
Marcus: RAT RAT!
Girls: KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
Start running away, in the OPPOSITE direction the rat headed.
I half expected to see the rat run out under the table at me. xD
But nothing came out. -.-
My ears....died xD
Marcus: RAT RAT!
Girls: KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
Start running away, in the OPPOSITE direction the rat headed.
I half expected to see the rat run out under the table at me. xD
But nothing came out. -.-
My ears....died xD
Class BBQ was fun, although I was anti-social. xD After biking, sat one side and talked to someone on the phone. xD Since I was on earphones, concerned classmates came and asked why I looked so sad/emo. xD Thanks MS0802 for caring so much! =D
3 hours plus. >.> ZOMG. And would've been longer had my batt not died. xD
Today is officially the most IRONIC day in my life. =\
Laugh at me somemore. Stupid person. >.<
BLEH.
FUMOO FUUUUUUUUUUUU!
3 hours plus. >.> ZOMG. And would've been longer had my batt not died. xD
Today is officially the most IRONIC day in my life. =\
Laugh at me somemore. Stupid person. >.<
BLEH.
FUMOO FUUUUUUUUUUUU!
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Suddenly, that song seems to be becoming a favourite. O.O
HAHAHA. Playing it on repeat. =\
Missed Kendo this morning. ):
PEEEEEEEEG.
Class BBQ later! Don't miss me on MSN. =D HAHAHA. Geetee, I come back ASAP and then we TF2 okie? =D
Bike race set with Edwyna, and teaching Lydia to go zoom zoom. =D
Inside, I'm a mess. But I'm a happy mess. (:
HAHAHA. Playing it on repeat. =\
Missed Kendo this morning. ):
PEEEEEEEEG.
Class BBQ later! Don't miss me on MSN. =D HAHAHA. Geetee, I come back ASAP and then we TF2 okie? =D
Bike race set with Edwyna, and teaching Lydia to go zoom zoom. =D
Inside, I'm a mess. But I'm a happy mess. (:
Relient K- Up and Up
Somehow, whenever I'm feeling confused, I turn to music.
And this was a song in my itunes.
Which sounded nice...
And calmed me somewhat. xD
Yesterday
Is not quite what it could've been
As were most of all the days before
But I swear today
With every breath I'm breathing in
I'll be trying to make it so much more
Cause it seems I get so hung up on
The history and what's gone wrong
And the hope of a new day
Is sometimes hard to see (what you see)
And though I'm finally catching onto it
And now the past is just a conduit
And the light there at the end is
Where I'll be
Cause I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
And I haven't given up
Given up on what
I know I'm capable of
And I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
Yeah there's nothing left to prove
Cause I'm just trying to be
A better version of me
For you
A better version of me
For you
To be prosperous
Would not require much of me
You see contentment is the one thing
It entails
To be content with where I am
And getting where I need to be
I'm moving past the past
Where I have failed
But I'm finally catching onto it
And now the past is just a conduit
Right there at the end
Is where I'll be
Oh
Cause I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
And I haven't given up
Given up on what
What I've gained from love
And I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
Yeah there's nothing left to prove
Cause I'm just trying to be
A better version of me
For you
A better version of me
For you
You never cease
To supply me with
What I need
For a good life
So when I'm down
I'll hold my head up high
Cause you're the reason why
I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
And I haven't given up
Given up on what
What I've gained from love
And I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
Yeah there's nothing left to prove
Cause I'm just trying to be
A better version of me
For you
(Trying to be a better version of me for you)
Oh
And this was a song in my itunes.
Which sounded nice...
And calmed me somewhat. xD
Yesterday
Is not quite what it could've been
As were most of all the days before
But I swear today
With every breath I'm breathing in
I'll be trying to make it so much more
Cause it seems I get so hung up on
The history and what's gone wrong
And the hope of a new day
Is sometimes hard to see (what you see)
And though I'm finally catching onto it
And now the past is just a conduit
And the light there at the end is
Where I'll be
Cause I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
And I haven't given up
Given up on what
I know I'm capable of
And I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
Yeah there's nothing left to prove
Cause I'm just trying to be
A better version of me
For you
A better version of me
For you
To be prosperous
Would not require much of me
You see contentment is the one thing
It entails
To be content with where I am
And getting where I need to be
I'm moving past the past
Where I have failed
But I'm finally catching onto it
And now the past is just a conduit
Right there at the end
Is where I'll be
Oh
Cause I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
And I haven't given up
Given up on what
What I've gained from love
And I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
Yeah there's nothing left to prove
Cause I'm just trying to be
A better version of me
For you
A better version of me
For you
You never cease
To supply me with
What I need
For a good life
So when I'm down
I'll hold my head up high
Cause you're the reason why
I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
And I haven't given up
Given up on what
What I've gained from love
And I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
Yeah there's nothing left to prove
Cause I'm just trying to be
A better version of me
For you
(Trying to be a better version of me for you)
Oh
A place to rest my weary head...
A place for my tears to fall on...
A place I love being on.
What in the world am I doing?
If its what I think it is...its wrong...
But even if it isn't, it really isn't all that good is it?
Sigh. =\
Who knows...
Who even cares. @.@
I do...I need to know...what in the world I am doing...
Right now, there is only one thing I can absolutely certain of...
I have to help a friend see...
And what comes after, comes after...
Lets not start thinking too far ahead, or confusing yourself by thinking of that...
Just focus...on the now...
My task at present...
The rest...the confusion, the possibility, the rushing beats within,
All those...will just...have to wait, or sort themselves out somehow......
And yet...even telling myself all those...
I want to know...I hate not knowing my heart is feeling...I want to know...Exactly what it is I'm feeling...
And wait to smile for him, with him, and at him.
Don't assume who this him is. You guys will probably never be able to guess. xD Cos I don't know either. Whoever HE is, I have NFI. =\ Maybe my hopes. But my hopes may not be God's plan.
Waiting my entire life for you...
A place for my tears to fall on...
A place I love being on.
What in the world am I doing?
If its what I think it is...its wrong...
But even if it isn't, it really isn't all that good is it?
Sigh. =\
Who knows...
Who even cares. @.@
I do...I need to know...what in the world I am doing...
Right now, there is only one thing I can absolutely certain of...
I have to help a friend see...
And what comes after, comes after...
Lets not start thinking too far ahead, or confusing yourself by thinking of that...
Just focus...on the now...
My task at present...
The rest...the confusion, the possibility, the rushing beats within,
All those...will just...have to wait, or sort themselves out somehow......
And yet...even telling myself all those...
I want to know...I hate not knowing my heart is feeling...I want to know...Exactly what it is I'm feeling...
And wait to smile for him, with him, and at him.
Don't assume who this him is. You guys will probably never be able to guess. xD Cos I don't know either. Whoever HE is, I have NFI. =\ Maybe my hopes. But my hopes may not be God's plan.
Waiting my entire life for you...
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Today: SUNTEC
Hahaha. Today was an awesome day. =D
Was supposed to meet Louis at YCK MRT at 10am. Left the house at 9.36am, thought I was SOOOOO gonna be late. xD Then I saw a bunch of double deckers in front, and being the idiot I was, I didn't know where 72 turned, so I asked whether he happened to be on the bus. xD Hahaha I think he wasn't even in the bus yet lar!
Anyways, he said he was gonna be late too, so I didn't feel so bad. In the end, I got there on the dot. >.> And he was uber late. =\ HAHAHA. 10.26 I think. =\ I got a call asking where I was, and then this chinese guy walked past on the phone asking "Zai na li", which basically means "Where area you", and I somehow instinctively put down the phone. -.-" I'm such a blur idiot. xD
And the chinese guy wasn't even tall ok...he was the same height as me. =\ My reflex action is too quick sometimes, considering how blur I am. >.>
Hahaha. Anyways, so we finally met up. Then we went up and waited at the platform, got onto the train, and sat down on the floor of the side that never opens. I blurly stated that it wasn't gonna open except at Braddell, and we were going the other way. Then I realised that we were heading towards City Hall, which meant it WAS going to open, so we started laughing at me.
Which is normal and all. Wait till you hear the next part. I heard Khatib. Then the doors closed. And that stupid boy didn't even realise can! xD So I was like..."I think we're going the wrong way..."
Turns out I was right the first time around. xD It's all your fault stupid boy! I was blindly following you. xD
So we got off at Yishun, and went ALLLLLLLLLLL the way to City Hall. xD Where we got off and walked to Suntec City Mall.
On the way, saw MPH. And me being me, I tried to not go in even though Louis said it was fine. In the end, ended up walking in anyways. xD Comics at MPH are expensive to those who didn't know! =D They sell the gay hax versions, which are essantially the same, say a bit thicker. =\
Couldn't find Robert Jordan in MPH, I was so heartbroken. ):
Then, there was the BIG vaio display they have in the linkway. I showed off my new laptop there and mentioned a few of its awesome stuff. xD
Before hitting Suntec City shopping centre, saw Polar. Was hungry, wanted to buy something, but decided against it when Louis said he wasn't buying anything. =\ Haha. Which turned out to be a blessing in disguise later. Stupid Louis said later I faint from hunger. =\ Took out my HP, and saw a message from my dad telling me not to starve myself. xD Why does everybody keep thinking I do that! My dad of all people should know that.
Ok fine, so I starve from time to time. >.> But rarely! Its mostly just irregular meals! XD
Anyways, finally reached, went up to the sword shop. Walked round and round third floor, FINALLY found it, and walked in.
*SPARKLE*
My eyes did that. Swords galore. Long swords, Great swords, Katanas, Daito Katanas, Shoto Katanas, SWORDS SWORDS SWORDS. xD Sadly, they didn't have any Claymores.
We looked at all the swords, and OMG it was sooooooooooooo AWESOME! This one was nice, that one was nice, everything was nice...
I wanted to take pictures but I was scared it was one of those no pictures allowed places, and that the shopkeeper would scold me, so I didn't. Louis suggested knocking him out, taking some pictures, and running with some Katanas. xD I started quoting Ms Ang, and jokingly stepped out of the shop to take photo's from "public soil". xD
Anyways, we advanced from one side to the other, and it was just cool swords after cool swords. There were also all the different guns and rifles, and even a musket!
We spent goodness knows how long there. My legs got tired. =\ We're going back when we're 18 and buying swords galore! =D
After that, we decided to go for lunch before coming back to Toys'R Us. Made a few pit stops, with Puzzle World, Vaio shop and some others on the list. I think there was aroma therapy too? Or were all those after lunch? >.> Zomg. xD
Pepper lunch for lunch! =D I ate the Japanese Curry Rice with Hamburger this time around, and IT WAS AWESOME. Ate some just like that, ate some with Honey Brown Sauce, and ate the rest with Honey Brown AND Tabasco. xD
After even more walking around and crapping, it was off to Starbucks! I had a Java Chip, and Louis decided not to have anything, since he was afraid he couldn't fall asleep tonight.
By the way, I AM OFFICIALLY A STARBUCKS FANGIRL FROM NOW! But I still don't mind Coffee Bean. xD
Java Chip is awesome. Thanks to Bezner for mentioning it so many times. =D
Then, more walking. Headed to the arcade, got owned at Time Crisis, a Caucasian took over me when I dieded, and he was pro! =O
Hahaha. After that, slacked around even more, then went to HMV, SAW MANY MANY OSTS BUT ALL SO EXPENSIVE. xD
Then it was home! I fell asleep on the MRT, sorta, altho before that I had my random close eyes suddenly get up habit again. xD And also had contests to see who could take better pics of the other. I owned. xD He kept getting his angles wrong, and I DID have pokes as my weapons. I think he's more afraid than Bezner. =x
Sorta convinced him to bus home with me. @.@ HAHAHA. He said it was fun, but I don't see how, cos I was sleeping most of the time. =\
SLEEEEEEEEEEEP. =D
Fumofu! FUUU!!!
Ja'ne!
-Ade-
Was supposed to meet Louis at YCK MRT at 10am. Left the house at 9.36am, thought I was SOOOOO gonna be late. xD Then I saw a bunch of double deckers in front, and being the idiot I was, I didn't know where 72 turned, so I asked whether he happened to be on the bus. xD Hahaha I think he wasn't even in the bus yet lar!
Anyways, he said he was gonna be late too, so I didn't feel so bad. In the end, I got there on the dot. >.> And he was uber late. =\ HAHAHA. 10.26 I think. =\ I got a call asking where I was, and then this chinese guy walked past on the phone asking "Zai na li", which basically means "Where area you", and I somehow instinctively put down the phone. -.-" I'm such a blur idiot. xD
And the chinese guy wasn't even tall ok...he was the same height as me. =\ My reflex action is too quick sometimes, considering how blur I am. >.>
Hahaha. Anyways, so we finally met up. Then we went up and waited at the platform, got onto the train, and sat down on the floor of the side that never opens. I blurly stated that it wasn't gonna open except at Braddell, and we were going the other way. Then I realised that we were heading towards City Hall, which meant it WAS going to open, so we started laughing at me.
Which is normal and all. Wait till you hear the next part. I heard Khatib. Then the doors closed. And that stupid boy didn't even realise can! xD So I was like..."I think we're going the wrong way..."
Turns out I was right the first time around. xD It's all your fault stupid boy! I was blindly following you. xD
So we got off at Yishun, and went ALLLLLLLLLLL the way to City Hall. xD Where we got off and walked to Suntec City Mall.
On the way, saw MPH. And me being me, I tried to not go in even though Louis said it was fine. In the end, ended up walking in anyways. xD Comics at MPH are expensive to those who didn't know! =D They sell the gay hax versions, which are essantially the same, say a bit thicker. =\
Couldn't find Robert Jordan in MPH, I was so heartbroken. ):
Then, there was the BIG vaio display they have in the linkway. I showed off my new laptop there and mentioned a few of its awesome stuff. xD
Before hitting Suntec City shopping centre, saw Polar. Was hungry, wanted to buy something, but decided against it when Louis said he wasn't buying anything. =\ Haha. Which turned out to be a blessing in disguise later. Stupid Louis said later I faint from hunger. =\ Took out my HP, and saw a message from my dad telling me not to starve myself. xD Why does everybody keep thinking I do that! My dad of all people should know that.
Ok fine, so I starve from time to time. >.> But rarely! Its mostly just irregular meals! XD
Anyways, finally reached, went up to the sword shop. Walked round and round third floor, FINALLY found it, and walked in.
*SPARKLE*
My eyes did that. Swords galore. Long swords, Great swords, Katanas, Daito Katanas, Shoto Katanas, SWORDS SWORDS SWORDS. xD Sadly, they didn't have any Claymores.
We looked at all the swords, and OMG it was sooooooooooooo AWESOME! This one was nice, that one was nice, everything was nice...
I wanted to take pictures but I was scared it was one of those no pictures allowed places, and that the shopkeeper would scold me, so I didn't. Louis suggested knocking him out, taking some pictures, and running with some Katanas. xD I started quoting Ms Ang, and jokingly stepped out of the shop to take photo's from "public soil". xD
Anyways, we advanced from one side to the other, and it was just cool swords after cool swords. There were also all the different guns and rifles, and even a musket!
We spent goodness knows how long there. My legs got tired. =\ We're going back when we're 18 and buying swords galore! =D
After that, we decided to go for lunch before coming back to Toys'R Us. Made a few pit stops, with Puzzle World, Vaio shop and some others on the list. I think there was aroma therapy too? Or were all those after lunch? >.> Zomg. xD
Pepper lunch for lunch! =D I ate the Japanese Curry Rice with Hamburger this time around, and IT WAS AWESOME. Ate some just like that, ate some with Honey Brown Sauce, and ate the rest with Honey Brown AND Tabasco. xD
After even more walking around and crapping, it was off to Starbucks! I had a Java Chip, and Louis decided not to have anything, since he was afraid he couldn't fall asleep tonight.
By the way, I AM OFFICIALLY A STARBUCKS FANGIRL FROM NOW! But I still don't mind Coffee Bean. xD
Java Chip is awesome. Thanks to Bezner for mentioning it so many times. =D
Then, more walking. Headed to the arcade, got owned at Time Crisis, a Caucasian took over me when I dieded, and he was pro! =O
Hahaha. After that, slacked around even more, then went to HMV, SAW MANY MANY OSTS BUT ALL SO EXPENSIVE. xD
Then it was home! I fell asleep on the MRT, sorta, altho before that I had my random close eyes suddenly get up habit again. xD And also had contests to see who could take better pics of the other. I owned. xD He kept getting his angles wrong, and I DID have pokes as my weapons. I think he's more afraid than Bezner. =x
Sorta convinced him to bus home with me. @.@ HAHAHA. He said it was fun, but I don't see how, cos I was sleeping most of the time. =\
SLEEEEEEEEEEEP. =D
Fumofu! FUUU!!!
Ja'ne!
-Ade-
Ahaha.
Seriously, so true.
Right down to the imaginary friends part. >.>
Not so much now, but a lot in the past...
Not so much imaginary friends actually...more of...imaginary battles of honor and glory. >.>
With comrades. >.>
And I'd meet someone whom I felt safe with, whom I didn't have to be so tough around. Someone who could make me laugh, who could make me safe just by being there.
And we'd fall in love. O.O
But I wouldn't admit it... =x
HAHAHA. Silly imagination. Silly Ade.
But don't get me wrong. I love my imagination. =D
If you wanna look at if from another angle...
I've been writing books for as long as I could remember. xD
Seriously, so true.
Right down to the imaginary friends part. >.>
Not so much now, but a lot in the past...
Not so much imaginary friends actually...more of...imaginary battles of honor and glory. >.>
With comrades. >.>
And I'd meet someone whom I felt safe with, whom I didn't have to be so tough around. Someone who could make me laugh, who could make me safe just by being there.
And we'd fall in love. O.O
But I wouldn't admit it... =x
HAHAHA. Silly imagination. Silly Ade.
But don't get me wrong. I love my imagination. =D
If you wanna look at if from another angle...
I've been writing books for as long as I could remember. xD
I just had a good read at the descriptions...
Am I really like that?
Who knows...
Tell me what you think k? =D
Edit: HOLY SHIT!
I'm the same personality kind as MOTHER MARY? @.@
And William Shakespear...awesome writer...but...he was gay? @.@
Julia Roberts! =D
LAURA INGALLS! OMG AWESOME WRITER!
HELEN KELLER! ZOMG AWESOME!
Fug. Just read Description no 2 in the previous for the whole list. Its awesome. I love myself all of a sudden. =x
Am I really like that?
Who knows...
Tell me what you think k? =D
Edit: HOLY SHIT!
I'm the same personality kind as MOTHER MARY? @.@
And William Shakespear...awesome writer...but...he was gay? @.@
Julia Roberts! =D
LAURA INGALLS! OMG AWESOME WRITER!
HELEN KELLER! ZOMG AWESOME!
Fug. Just read Description no 2 in the previous for the whole list. Its awesome. I love myself all of a sudden. =x
Another personality test
http://humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp
MS0802, link for those who lost Ms Soo's paper. xD Its quite good IMO.
My results are quite consistent. =\
In this case, I was and still am IFNP.
Career wise...hahaha consistent too...
Career
Description 1
For this, be sure to read the other three under idealists. IMO, I'm some of everything, but most from healer. xD
Description 2
MS0802, link for those who lost Ms Soo's paper. xD Its quite good IMO.
My results are quite consistent. =\
In this case, I was and still am IFNP.
Career wise...hahaha consistent too...
Career
Description 1
For this, be sure to read the other three under idealists. IMO, I'm some of everything, but most from healer. xD
Description 2
Sand and Stone
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING
THROUGH THE DESERT
DURING SOME POINT OF THE
JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN
ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND
SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE
IN THE FACE
THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED
WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT
SAYING ANYTHING,
WROTE IN THE SAND
TODAY MY BEST FRIEND
SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE
THEY KEPT ON WALKING,
UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS,
WHERE THEY DECIDED
TO TAKE A BATH
THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN
SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE
MIRE! AND STARTED DROWNING,
BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM.
AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM
THE NEAR DROWNING,
HE WROTE ON A STONE:
'TODAY MY BEST FRIEND
SAVED MY LIFE'
THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED
AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND
ASKED HIM, 'AFTER I HURT YOU,
YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW,
YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?'
THE FRIEND REPLIED
'WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US
WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN
IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF
FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY.
BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES
SOMETHING GOOD FOR US,
WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE
WHERE NO WIND
CAN EVER ERASE IT'
LEARN TO WRITE
YOUR HURTS IN
THE SAND AND TO
CARVE YOUR
BENEFITS IN STONE.
'Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.'
THROUGH THE DESERT
DURING SOME POINT OF THE
JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN
ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND
SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE
IN THE FACE
THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED
WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT
SAYING ANYTHING,
WROTE IN THE SAND
TODAY MY BEST FRIEND
SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE
THEY KEPT ON WALKING,
UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS,
WHERE THEY DECIDED
TO TAKE A BATH
THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN
SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE
MIRE! AND STARTED DROWNING,
BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM.
AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM
THE NEAR DROWNING,
HE WROTE ON A STONE:
'TODAY MY BEST FRIEND
SAVED MY LIFE'
THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED
AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND
ASKED HIM, 'AFTER I HURT YOU,
YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW,
YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?'
THE FRIEND REPLIED
'WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US
WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN
IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF
FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY.
BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES
SOMETHING GOOD FOR US,
WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE
WHERE NO WIND
CAN EVER ERASE IT'
LEARN TO WRITE
YOUR HURTS IN
THE SAND AND TO
CARVE YOUR
BENEFITS IN STONE.
'Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.'
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Mixed emotions
I cry less...
But inside of me is a mess now...
I don't know what I want anymore...nor what I feel...
The only thing I know for sure...
Is what I've been praying for all along.
But inside of me is a mess now...
I don't know what I want anymore...nor what I feel...
The only thing I know for sure...
Is what I've been praying for all along.
New lappy matters
Having loads of fun with it so far...
I saw a Windows XP Professional installation disk in the box. =\
Should I? But I got so many cool progs, what if they don't work? =\
By the way, MS0802, I got Adobe Premier 4. xD I wonder what Azhar will make of that when we're supposed to install the version the school has. =x
And I seem to be using the memory up horribly fast. >.>
Halfway full already. =\
I saw a Windows XP Professional installation disk in the box. =\
Should I? But I got so many cool progs, what if they don't work? =\
By the way, MS0802, I got Adobe Premier 4. xD I wonder what Azhar will make of that when we're supposed to install the version the school has. =x
And I seem to be using the memory up horribly fast. >.>
Halfway full already. =\
Monday, June 16, 2008
I hate it when people accuse me of things I didn't do. People who know me know that it is one of the top things that pisses me off.
Somehow, this time, its degenerating into tears.
Fug. Ass. Why do I even care seeing how much of an ass he's become?
Because he's my friend.
Because I care for all my friends.
Because he was and is something more...
And yet, here I lie, helpless.
Tears won't help a thing, I know.
But they still try and force their way out so readily.
WAKE UP YOU STUPID BOY!
There was no personal attack, except for the one you landed on me.
Somehow, this time, its degenerating into tears.
Fug. Ass. Why do I even care seeing how much of an ass he's become?
Because he's my friend.
Because I care for all my friends.
Because he was and is something more...
And yet, here I lie, helpless.
Tears won't help a thing, I know.
But they still try and force their way out so readily.
WAKE UP YOU STUPID BOY!
There was no personal attack, except for the one you landed on me.
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Tired
Seriously...Sleepy.
I'm sorry Sherman. ):
Just so tired...
And I thought I was alright
I guess I am...
But I still wish so much for that which comes from within the deepest recesses of my heart...
Please...Lord...please wake him up...
I'm sorry Sherman. ):
Just so tired...
And I thought I was alright
I guess I am...
But I still wish so much for that which comes from within the deepest recesses of my heart...
Please...Lord...please wake him up...
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