Woohoo. My gut feeling is back and it has evolved. =D Sorta. =\
Ade teh psychic is back yeash. =x
I'm gonna.
Sleep.
*zonk*
Monday, August 25, 2008
It should be a crime
To be feeling the way I'm feeling now. XD
How am I feeling?
To be honest...
Mixed up all over. I'ma gonna stick to smiling as much as possible.
Btw, I'm such a crybaby, I swear. XD I sometimes cry when I'm angry too. O_O
I got angry just now. Bleh. Mood spoiler.
So I stayed out until I'd calmed down. Cos I sure as heck wasn't gonna go home and start a screaming match and see things spiral downhill. =\
Good move in the long run. ^.^ No fights when I came home, yay. \m/
And.
*ROFLs at self*
HAHAHAHA. x_x
:3
=)
=D
XD
See why I'm ROFLing at myself now? =x
Cos Ima going mad. Who cries and laughs at the same time?
Answer? Ade. XD
I'm just weird. Strange. Unique.
Nah. Weird. XD
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When I saw that...I was like. \m/ XD :3
HAHAHAHAHA. XD
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It's a damn thing called trust. Something you don't have in me, your 17 year old daughter who has proven she is more than capable of looking after herself, and hasn't done anything to earn your suspicions in that area.
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I feel weird doing this. I feel like I'm writing fanfiction again.
Which reminds me. Watch shaman king tml. Then update fanfiction. Hopefully. :3
I might be too busy daydreaming tho. XD
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It might be better these days.
But when stuff like this happens, it doesn't feel good still, you know?
Oh poo. Enough of this.
I shall make a nice special dedication post tomorrow, in light of a special occasion. =x Ahh, YL, LUNCH TREAT ONE DAY K? =D And kinder bueno after. :3
Maybe 2 posts. One might be late. But. ;)
Ahahahaha. Or maybe just one. I dont wanna set a standard I can't keep due to my absent mindedness. =x
Anyways.
I'm.
Gonna embrace my comforter now.
Or soon. =\
I am feeling quite drained. =\
Ahahaha. Hyper+ tired= SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT. XD
How am I feeling?
To be honest...
Mixed up all over. I'ma gonna stick to smiling as much as possible.
Btw, I'm such a crybaby, I swear. XD I sometimes cry when I'm angry too. O_O
I got angry just now. Bleh. Mood spoiler.
So I stayed out until I'd calmed down. Cos I sure as heck wasn't gonna go home and start a screaming match and see things spiral downhill. =\
Good move in the long run. ^.^ No fights when I came home, yay. \m/
And.
*ROFLs at self*
HAHAHAHA. x_x
:3
=)
=D
XD
See why I'm ROFLing at myself now? =x
Cos Ima going mad. Who cries and laughs at the same time?
Answer? Ade. XD
I'm just weird. Strange. Unique.
Nah. Weird. XD
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When I saw that...I was like. \m/ XD :3
HAHAHAHAHA. XD
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It's a damn thing called trust. Something you don't have in me, your 17 year old daughter who has proven she is more than capable of looking after herself, and hasn't done anything to earn your suspicions in that area.
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I feel weird doing this. I feel like I'm writing fanfiction again.
Which reminds me. Watch shaman king tml. Then update fanfiction. Hopefully. :3
I might be too busy daydreaming tho. XD
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It might be better these days.
But when stuff like this happens, it doesn't feel good still, you know?
Oh poo. Enough of this.
I shall make a nice special dedication post tomorrow, in light of a special occasion. =x Ahh, YL, LUNCH TREAT ONE DAY K? =D And kinder bueno after. :3
Maybe 2 posts. One might be late. But. ;)
Ahahahaha. Or maybe just one. I dont wanna set a standard I can't keep due to my absent mindedness. =x
Anyways.
I'm.
Gonna embrace my comforter now.
Or soon. =\
I am feeling quite drained. =\
Ahahaha. Hyper+ tired= SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT. XD
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Blurry
WTF. -.-
Why now...
Sigh. I need to settle down and accept the warm embrace of my comforter.
It'll do me good.
BTW. I injured my left arm. Somehow. :s
Buahahaha. It was ok for the past few hours. But it started hurting again. O_O
Now that I think about it. It happened before. LONGLONGLONG ago. XD
I knew I needed it...
Haha owell, I can still survive without it. :3 Somehow. Ade's a survivor yea.
And. I saw a rat just now. At the bus stop outside tanah merah mrt. -.- HAHAHA.
It was. Quite big.
Too dark to take pic. XD
And. Someone should invent windscreen wipers for spectacles. XD
Yes. Now. Sleep.
Why now...
Sigh. I need to settle down and accept the warm embrace of my comforter.
It'll do me good.
BTW. I injured my left arm. Somehow. :s
Buahahaha. It was ok for the past few hours. But it started hurting again. O_O
Now that I think about it. It happened before. LONGLONGLONG ago. XD
I knew I needed it...
Haha owell, I can still survive without it. :3 Somehow. Ade's a survivor yea.
And. I saw a rat just now. At the bus stop outside tanah merah mrt. -.- HAHAHA.
It was. Quite big.
Too dark to take pic. XD
And. Someone should invent windscreen wipers for spectacles. XD
Yes. Now. Sleep.
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Today was awesome. XD
Well, actually it wasn't. It was crowded, rainy, wet, noisy and lots of...umm...shrieky stuffs. not always from the girls. XD
Ahahaha. Ok. Uh. But. It was still awesome. Cos of the company! =D Ahahaha whether it was setting up or walking around, it was always the company that rocked!
Shaun, KC, Jassy, I-dno-his-name-but-he's-funny, Faiz, Gorgor, SS, Oli, Gregory, I-also-dno-his-name-never-talk-much, and I think that's it. Yea. It was super fun! XD
With special thanks to Shaun, KC, Jassy. =D Ahahaha. XD
Wooohoo. More in depth going in on my LJ, along with a thinking post, as soon as i'm done with my duty as a conductor.
@#(*@)#*@)#. Bleh. ): Ahahahaha. I. Don't. Want. XD
Well, actually it wasn't. It was crowded, rainy, wet, noisy and lots of...umm...shrieky stuffs. not always from the girls. XD
Ahahaha. Ok. Uh. But. It was still awesome. Cos of the company! =D Ahahaha whether it was setting up or walking around, it was always the company that rocked!
Shaun, KC, Jassy, I-dno-his-name-but-he's-funny, Faiz, Gorgor, SS, Oli, Gregory, I-also-dno-his-name-never-talk-much, and I think that's it. Yea. It was super fun! XD
With special thanks to Shaun, KC, Jassy. =D Ahahaha. XD
Wooohoo. More in depth going in on my LJ, along with a thinking post, as soon as i'm done with my duty as a conductor.
@#(*@)#*@)#. Bleh. ): Ahahahaha. I. Don't. Want. XD
Dragonner's Aria
So far its fine, but I've got a few bones to pick with it.
1. OMG SLOW. The battle sequences and all are SO FREAKING SLOW. And you can't even skip them! So a battle that can be HITHITDIE becomes Hit watch hit watch die watch end watch exp watch.
2. Main Character's gay. Noble he may be, I see no reason to flick your hair. -.-
3. Pretty cliche story eh. =\
Well, I like owning those monsters anyway. So. For now. Its ok. DISGAEA FTW. =D
1. OMG SLOW. The battle sequences and all are SO FREAKING SLOW. And you can't even skip them! So a battle that can be HITHITDIE becomes Hit watch hit watch die watch end watch exp watch.
2. Main Character's gay. Noble he may be, I see no reason to flick your hair. -.-
3. Pretty cliche story eh. =\
Well, I like owning those monsters anyway. So. For now. Its ok. DISGAEA FTW. =D
I say.
The right equipment makes the difference between life and death. XD
I also say.
WOOTYDOO, CHEEBABOOM YUUUUUUUUUUU!
No not Yu Kanda. Why would I cheebaboom him? Oh nonono. I would pinch his nose and squeeze his cheeks and bounce circles around him chanting his name. :3
Just for the sake of seeing him glare and be angry and do teh stupid stuff he does in the anime. XD
The right equipment makes the difference between life and death. XD
I also say.
WOOTYDOO, CHEEBABOOM YUUUUUUUUUUU!
No not Yu Kanda. Why would I cheebaboom him? Oh nonono. I would pinch his nose and squeeze his cheeks and bounce circles around him chanting his name. :3
Just for the sake of seeing him glare and be angry and do teh stupid stuff he does in the anime. XD
A very long, random, update. But read plox. I don't think you'll get bored. =D
The best defense is a good offense. How true. Haha. Think of it this way. The enemy has 1500 hp, you have 1500hp, you cause 300dmg per turn, he causes 100. You can end it withing 5 turns, having 1000hp left.
As compared to if you were to cause 500dmg per turn, and he causes, lets say the armor halves, thats considered imba armor already :3, so without the imba armor, lets say you equipped attack boosting armor :3, 200dmg to you. You end it in 3 turns, with 900hp.
:s
Oops. XD
Oh yea. Umm, if I'm going to half the defense, i need to twice the attack. :3
See? Attack ftw. Rather save on oppurtunity to get injured than to take many with little each time.
But thats not the best. IMO, the best setup is one that offers both good defence and strong attack. XD Which basically means, GAY ALL THE WAYYYYYYYYYYY!
:D Which also means lots of time spent training. :s Earning money for gay stuffs. And hoping for good picks. :3 But then, thats only at the beginning. Then once you start owning, the money pours in easily too! =D And you pwn bosses. =x So this method is a mid-gamer! =s or late, depending on how pro you are. Its basically the work now reap benefits later thing. XD
So...good offense is...suicide gamer.
And good defense is...turtle gamer. XD
Hahaha. In real life however...
If you focus on attack, and your opponent focuses on defense, all I can say is, if you don't have the Stamina to last, or the skill to surpass, you're screwed.
Of course, as defense, you sure as heck better have stamina and skill too. :3
So at the end of the day, neither is better, is it? :3 Its all a matter of skill. x)
Budden, I still stick to my favourite.
Defend when needed, attack otherwise. And when in doubt, FEINT! =X Or just spam sporadic hits. Hope your opponent has a big mass. It'll connect somewhere then. Higher chance. Oh permutations, permutations. XD
Uh, NA for Kendo. XD Cos you need to call the right hit. Or something. You can't really hear the shouts clearly sometimes. XD
Of course, you can always aim for the...vital points!
...
...
...
...
..
I WAS TALKING ABOUT THE STOMACH. What were you thinking? Hahaha. Knock the air outta him and then spaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam.
Of course, there's also...
The heart and head! XD
Bleh. You dirty minded readers. Give yourselves a kick in the ass, but secretly pat on the back. ;D
Well, I'm high as you can see. :s
See, this blog isn't dead. :3 Stuff like this comes here. ;) So must read both this and LJ. =D
Oh yes. D.Gray Man was...
Damn bloody. T_T Many people dieded.
KEEEEL YOU LULUBELL!
CHEEEEEEEEEBABOOOOOOOM!
Ima bringing daddy and mummy out for dinner tomorrow! Haha. Remember my checklist from my LJ?
I've basically done everything on the list. Except the check camera. And studying was done on the day of the paper. :3
AHAHA. Yesh and the third option was done with flying colors.
There were hidden fourth and fith (OMG SITH) tho.
Fourth is daddy and mummy, treating them cos i got my first paycheck. <3
Fifth is. Hi-mit-su. Shall wait and see. :3 thinking not. XD
Yes, the fith. My first typo of this post. ANd suddenly typos aplenty. And. I just saw the fith as fifth. My brain automatically put in the f. XD
Buuu. So. Going to some jap school for...their summer fest thingy tomorrow. To like...help set up. And then, ENJOY. XD
And it ends at 11pm. =O
Leaving early to bring mummy daddy out. =D
Will post pictures. Hopefully I don't forget to bring my camera...
Well. Mom's camera. AHaha and jassy will prolly bring her camera, so yay! \m/
ok. Shall end here. I ish running outz of randomz stuffz worhsz.
Euu catch ball? :3
Methinks I am a little too high. I shalt now headest to bedest for the sake of mankindest!
=X
Edit: Buu. It looks so boring. Not that I normally care. But since I'm high...
SPAM RANDOM COLORS! If it looks funny, don't blame me. :3 I'm not arranging. So colors might cut into paragraphs. =X or words even.
GUOTAI I ISH BLINDZ EUU!
As compared to if you were to cause 500dmg per turn, and he causes, lets say the armor halves, thats considered imba armor already :3, so without the imba armor, lets say you equipped attack boosting armor :3, 200dmg to you. You end it in 3 turns, with 900hp.
:s
Oops. XD
Oh yea. Umm, if I'm going to half the defense, i need to twice the attack. :3
See? Attack ftw. Rather save on oppurtunity to get injured than to take many with little each time.
But thats not the best. IMO, the best setup is one that offers both good defence and strong attack. XD Which basically means, GAY ALL THE WAYYYYYYYYYYY!
:D Which also means lots of time spent training. :s Earning money for gay stuffs. And hoping for good picks. :3 But then, thats only at the beginning. Then once you start owning, the money pours in easily too! =D And you pwn bosses. =x So this method is a mid-gamer! =s or late, depending on how pro you are. Its basically the work now reap benefits later thing. XD
So...good offense is...suicide gamer.
And good defense is...turtle gamer. XD
Hahaha. In real life however...
If you focus on attack, and your opponent focuses on defense, all I can say is, if you don't have the Stamina to last, or the skill to surpass, you're screwed.
Of course, as defense, you sure as heck better have stamina and skill too. :3
So at the end of the day, neither is better, is it? :3 Its all a matter of skill. x)
Budden, I still stick to my favourite.
Defend when needed, attack otherwise. And when in doubt, FEINT! =X Or just spam sporadic hits. Hope your opponent has a big mass. It'll connect somewhere then. Higher chance. Oh permutations, permutations. XD
Uh, NA for Kendo. XD Cos you need to call the right hit. Or something. You can't really hear the shouts clearly sometimes. XD
Of course, you can always aim for the...vital points!
...
...
...
...
..
I WAS TALKING ABOUT THE STOMACH. What were you thinking? Hahaha. Knock the air outta him and then spaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam.
Of course, there's also...
The heart and head! XD
Bleh. You dirty minded readers. Give yourselves a kick in the ass, but secretly pat on the back. ;D
Well, I'm high as you can see. :s
See, this blog isn't dead. :3 Stuff like this comes here. ;) So must read both this and LJ. =D
Oh yes. D.Gray Man was...
Damn bloody. T_T Many people dieded.
KEEEEL YOU LULUBELL!
CHEEEEEEEEEBABOOOOOOOM!
Ima bringing daddy and mummy out for dinner tomorrow! Haha. Remember my checklist from my LJ?
I've basically done everything on the list. Except the check camera. And studying was done on the day of the paper. :3
AHAHA. Yesh and the third option was done with flying colors.
There were hidden fourth and fith (OMG SITH) tho.
Fourth is daddy and mummy, treating them cos i got my first paycheck. <3
Fifth is. Hi-mit-su. Shall wait and see. :3 thinking not. XD
Yes, the fith. My first typo of this post. ANd suddenly typos aplenty. And. I just saw the fith as fifth. My brain automatically put in the f. XD
Buuu. So. Going to some jap school for...their summer fest thingy tomorrow. To like...help set up. And then, ENJOY. XD
And it ends at 11pm. =O
Leaving early to bring mummy daddy out. =D
Will post pictures. Hopefully I don't forget to bring my camera...
Well. Mom's camera. AHaha and jassy will prolly bring her camera, so yay! \m/
ok. Shall end here. I ish running outz of randomz stuffz worhsz.
Euu catch ball? :3
Methinks I am a little too high. I shalt now headest to bedest for the sake of mankindest!
=X
Edit: Buu. It looks so boring. Not that I normally care. But since I'm high...
SPAM RANDOM COLORS! If it looks funny, don't blame me. :3 I'm not arranging. So colors might cut into paragraphs. =X or words even.
GUOTAI I ISH BLINDZ EUU!
Friday, August 22, 2008
WAHAHAHAHAHA
So much for UAW. XD
I'm having too much fun playing Dragoneer's Aria. XD
Pwning monster's asses cos I'm too pro. =X
I got work on tuesday. \m/ Yay! More munnies for me.
OMFG A GHOST AVATAR. XD Its a bluey and stuff. It looks like death. But it can't really one hit KO me. Its a lil early in the game for that. XD No proper revive technique yet. XD
Kthxbai
I'm having too much fun playing Dragoneer's Aria. XD
Pwning monster's asses cos I'm too pro. =X
I got work on tuesday. \m/ Yay! More munnies for me.
OMFG A GHOST AVATAR. XD Its a bluey and stuff. It looks like death. But it can't really one hit KO me. Its a lil early in the game for that. XD No proper revive technique yet. XD
Kthxbai
Wakaka. Methinks I fail old english. XD
Yong Gao gorgor's blog song is nicee. =D
Hahaha. spent the whole day playing psp, day started at 10 something.
You can get tired playing games. >_>
Ahahahaha. XD Ohman, what happened to my slacker's stamina. ): Boooooo. ):
:3
I feel random.
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KENDO TRAINING IS STARTING SOON!!!!!!!!!!! XD YAYYYYYYYYY
But ima feel...weak from too much slacking. Bleh. ):
Neh mind. Been doing push-ups still. And cuts, tho not in the massive numbers.
Bleh. No matter how much I die, I will push on. :3 Then my stamina will come backkkkkkkkk. =D =D =D
I needa eat dinner now. After dinner...
UAW! I MISS JOOOOOOOOOOOOO! XD
Ahahaha.
Butbutbutbutbut.
Tis sunday ere'
its dawn shalt bring
The song of birds,
Thy heart so clean.
O'er the hills,
Thou dame shall sing
And thoust 'ear the cry,
of a newborn king
Uh. The final line makes it sound like christmas. :s Hahaha.
Random. Or is it? ;)
Go analyze it, you literature nuts. You will never understand the mysterious depths of the Almighty Kira's mind. =x
Hahaha. spent the whole day playing psp, day started at 10 something.
You can get tired playing games. >_>
Ahahahaha. XD Ohman, what happened to my slacker's stamina. ): Boooooo. ):
:3
I feel random.
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KENDO TRAINING IS STARTING SOON!!!!!!!!!!! XD YAYYYYYYYYY
But ima feel...weak from too much slacking. Bleh. ):
Neh mind. Been doing push-ups still. And cuts, tho not in the massive numbers.
Bleh. No matter how much I die, I will push on. :3 Then my stamina will come backkkkkkkkk. =D =D =D
I needa eat dinner now. After dinner...
UAW! I MISS JOOOOOOOOOOOOO! XD
Ahahaha.
Butbutbutbutbut.
Tis sunday ere'
its dawn shalt bring
The song of birds,
Thy heart so clean.
O'er the hills,
Thou dame shall sing
And thoust 'ear the cry,
of a newborn king
Uh. The final line makes it sound like christmas. :s Hahaha.
Random. Or is it? ;)
Go analyze it, you literature nuts. You will never understand the mysterious depths of the Almighty Kira's mind. =x
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
My head hurts from playing disgaea for hours straight.
I'm going to play disgaea until there's a massive killer pain in my head.
Then I'm going to do pushups until my arms hurt.
Hopefully then I can KO on the bed and not think, not have anymore dreams.
Oh and.
Thanks Marion. <3
I won't even cry even if i wanted to.
I'm going to play disgaea until there's a massive killer pain in my head.
Then I'm going to do pushups until my arms hurt.
Hopefully then I can KO on the bed and not think, not have anymore dreams.
Oh and.
Thanks Marion. <3
I won't even cry even if i wanted to.
Monday, August 18, 2008
Restless Night
I didn't sleep well at all, as can be seen that I'm awake at this time.
Bleh. I think I was too worried, I got night terror.
Finally managed to fall asleep, was plagued with dreams. >.< I wouldn't say that they were either good or bad, but I kept waking up.
Gah. Back to sleep for half an hour now.
I got it bad...
It's too late, isn't it?
Bleh. I think I was too worried, I got night terror.
Finally managed to fall asleep, was plagued with dreams. >.< I wouldn't say that they were either good or bad, but I kept waking up.
Gah. Back to sleep for half an hour now.
I got it bad...
It's too late, isn't it?
Sunday, August 17, 2008
OOOH. Pweety. (:
Blogger has a new format. OOH. PWEETY. =D
I made a nice post. ;)
Oh yea observation I made about myself. I tend to notice body language really easily. Especially facial expressions. ESPECIALLY the eyes. Cos the eyes tend not to lie.
And if the eyes fail, there's always the...
I don't know how to describe it. It's just sorta like...I can see thru you at times. ;) Muahaha
Yea. And. Analysis of stuff. Like actions. and stuff. Like, words...ahh. Let's just put it this way.
Analysis of most situations, circumstances and characters are second nature to me. XD
So...ability wise, its like that.
Mostly, I can see the big picture, as well as teh minute details.
Maybe thats why I can think things through so quickly, and form a stand fast.
Maybe thats why I think so much. =O
HAHA. It's just...my nature. (:
I made a nice post. ;)
Oh yea observation I made about myself. I tend to notice body language really easily. Especially facial expressions. ESPECIALLY the eyes. Cos the eyes tend not to lie.
And if the eyes fail, there's always the...
I don't know how to describe it. It's just sorta like...I can see thru you at times. ;) Muahaha
Yea. And. Analysis of stuff. Like actions. and stuff. Like, words...ahh. Let's just put it this way.
Analysis of most situations, circumstances and characters are second nature to me. XD
So...ability wise, its like that.
Mostly, I can see the big picture, as well as teh minute details.
Maybe thats why I can think things through so quickly, and form a stand fast.
Maybe thats why I think so much. =O
HAHA. It's just...my nature. (:
Friday, August 15, 2008
Thursday, August 14, 2008
New blog song, inspired by Gundam
At long last, I've changed my blog song. (: Anyways, here is the english translation of the song. Lyrics are credited to gendou.com as usual. =D
Woohoo for gundam seed destiny. =D
Your appearance looks like mine
It echoes in my chest as I cry silently
They say that it is better to know nothing
But I'm not satisfied with that
Even in this night lying down in emptyness
I decided to live now and that's all
Your speed resembles mine
I become afraid of a sky uneffected by any brake
How long do I have to hold out?
We can end this together
I had to take the difficult road by all means
I cannot dust these shoes stained with sand
I can only live this way
You will smile and nod, won't you if it's you
Let me make a promise
When you come running to me
I won't look away from your eyes
And I will catch you better than anyone else
Your appearance looks like mine
That there's someone looking at the same world
No way I can lose my heart at the end
As you can keep loving me
I'm kept alive
Woohoo for gundam seed destiny. =D
Your appearance looks like mine
It echoes in my chest as I cry silently
They say that it is better to know nothing
But I'm not satisfied with that
Even in this night lying down in emptyness
I decided to live now and that's all
Your speed resembles mine
I become afraid of a sky uneffected by any brake
How long do I have to hold out?
We can end this together
I had to take the difficult road by all means
I cannot dust these shoes stained with sand
I can only live this way
You will smile and nod, won't you if it's you
Let me make a promise
When you come running to me
I won't look away from your eyes
And I will catch you better than anyone else
Your appearance looks like mine
That there's someone looking at the same world
No way I can lose my heart at the end
As you can keep loving me
I'm kept alive
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Random thoughts
I was thinking this morning. And then this old song popped into my head...well, just the chorus. =\
But if I let you go, I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see, you smiling back at me
How will I know, if I let you go.
HAHAHA. Random much. Or maybe not. =O
Oh yea. And then, watching Gundam, I've thought of two OCs. And the girl likes the guy rite. So like. She's kinda. Uh. Direct. And. Hyper. So, she goes around and openly says "I love you"
AHAHAHA. OMG. =x
Although part of me wishes...
I could do that.
But if I let you go, I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see, you smiling back at me
How will I know, if I let you go.
HAHAHA. Random much. Or maybe not. =O
Oh yea. And then, watching Gundam, I've thought of two OCs. And the girl likes the guy rite. So like. She's kinda. Uh. Direct. And. Hyper. So, she goes around and openly says "I love you"
AHAHAHA. OMG. =x
Although part of me wishes...
I could do that.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Monday, August 11, 2008
Day One Entry Two
So by this point of time I can guess what my schedule will be for the rest of today. Which means my effective studying for today has been brought to a grand total of zero. Well, I did some reading for lecture one tho. =D
So anyway...too much sleep kills you, y'know? I'm feeling extremely shitty now- well...was. Better already, less head spinning and such. But. That stupid pain in the chest is back. Omg. See, I need to find out what causes it. Uh. See a doctor about it, people keep telling me. But.
But doctors are scary! =s
No seriously. I know my dream way of dying involved beforehand knowledge and all, but its still scary. It'll be like BOOOOO. then, CHEEBABOOM.
And then if something really happens, or somethign really is up, people will be sad. And try to fix it. And worry. And blow their minds up over trying to fix it. Which is bad. Veryvery bad.
See, all the more reasons not to see a doctor!
Aiyah, Ade's a seek keed la. Lets count the CONSTANT problems.
1. Back injury- Oh, him and me go back a longlong way, way back into secondary one.
2. Chest Pain- Can't remember when he came along. It's a pain in the ass, and quite literally, in the chest.
3. Giddy Issues- Oh, him. He kinda started with ear imbalance, or so the doctor said. It never got better. That was...sometime in...secondary....can't remember. Primary? Maybe so.
4. Ear- I swear sometimes I feel my left ear is deaf. Or muffled at least. Or is it my right?
5. Thumb- Ohoho. The one I use to TRY and gross people out. There's something wrong with the joints there. =O Since sec two/one, when a ball got THUNDERED into my thumb. Uh, it would have been my head otherwise yea. I remember, I had a green thumb about ten minutes into the incident. =3 Never saw a doctor.
6. Klutziness- Ooh since the day I was born, baby, since the day I was born. XD I fall over anything and everything at the weirdest times. I'm accident prone. HELLO, WHICH BABY GETS A BLACK EYE FROM CRAWLING INTO A TABLE. -.-
Ok. That's about the list.
So yes, Ade's a seek keed. =D I can't see a doctor for some of these shits anyway, cos for example the chest, it comes and goes, I can't predict it, thus.
Yesh. Anyways. Gonna slack for the rest of today
After having eaten 4/5 giant pocky sticks. I swear one is like...equals to...half a box.
Having slept from...5 to...8
GSD 4 episodes.
GS music. <3
Oh random trivia! You know Gundam OST was the first CD I bought for myself? =3 Before that mom nagged about how it was a waste of money. Either that or she'd pay.
K. Ya. And whatever shit I mentioned previously.
Uh, barely ate for dinner.
(:
UAW.
Woohoo. =D
So anyway...too much sleep kills you, y'know? I'm feeling extremely shitty now- well...was. Better already, less head spinning and such. But. That stupid pain in the chest is back. Omg. See, I need to find out what causes it. Uh. See a doctor about it, people keep telling me. But.
But doctors are scary! =s
No seriously. I know my dream way of dying involved beforehand knowledge and all, but its still scary. It'll be like BOOOOO. then, CHEEBABOOM.
And then if something really happens, or somethign really is up, people will be sad. And try to fix it. And worry. And blow their minds up over trying to fix it. Which is bad. Veryvery bad.
See, all the more reasons not to see a doctor!
Aiyah, Ade's a seek keed la. Lets count the CONSTANT problems.
1. Back injury- Oh, him and me go back a longlong way, way back into secondary one.
2. Chest Pain- Can't remember when he came along. It's a pain in the ass, and quite literally, in the chest.
3. Giddy Issues- Oh, him. He kinda started with ear imbalance, or so the doctor said. It never got better. That was...sometime in...secondary....can't remember. Primary? Maybe so.
4. Ear- I swear sometimes I feel my left ear is deaf. Or muffled at least. Or is it my right?
5. Thumb- Ohoho. The one I use to TRY and gross people out. There's something wrong with the joints there. =O Since sec two/one, when a ball got THUNDERED into my thumb. Uh, it would have been my head otherwise yea. I remember, I had a green thumb about ten minutes into the incident. =3 Never saw a doctor.
6. Klutziness- Ooh since the day I was born, baby, since the day I was born. XD I fall over anything and everything at the weirdest times. I'm accident prone. HELLO, WHICH BABY GETS A BLACK EYE FROM CRAWLING INTO A TABLE. -.-
Ok. That's about the list.
So yes, Ade's a seek keed. =D I can't see a doctor for some of these shits anyway, cos for example the chest, it comes and goes, I can't predict it, thus.
Yesh. Anyways. Gonna slack for the rest of today
After having eaten 4/5 giant pocky sticks. I swear one is like...equals to...half a box.
Having slept from...5 to...8
GSD 4 episodes.
GS music. <3
Oh random trivia! You know Gundam OST was the first CD I bought for myself? =3 Before that mom nagged about how it was a waste of money. Either that or she'd pay.
K. Ya. And whatever shit I mentioned previously.
Uh, barely ate for dinner.
(:
UAW.
Woohoo. =D
Day One
More than half the day has passed, so lets take stock of what's happened so far.
I slept at 3am.
Woke up at 11.30.
Ate subway 6-inch sandwich for breakfast.
Ate one giant pocky stick.
Eating Lemon Chicken Rice.
Watching Gundam Seed.
Played some TF2.
Beta-ed someone's story on FF.net.
Eating. A lot of eating. And Gundam SEED. <3
Now, normal girls will complain about how tehy are so gonna get fat.
But I don't get fat.
Day One Entry One.
Slacking. (:
I slept at 3am.
Woke up at 11.30.
Ate subway 6-inch sandwich for breakfast.
Ate one giant pocky stick.
Eating Lemon Chicken Rice.
Watching Gundam Seed.
Played some TF2.
Beta-ed someone's story on FF.net.
Eating. A lot of eating. And Gundam SEED. <3
Now, normal girls will complain about how tehy are so gonna get fat.
But I don't get fat.
Day One Entry One.
Slacking. (:
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Yea! =D
It's amazing what a single person can do.
It's amazing what one person's voice can do.
With it. All doubt is wiped away.
And all that remains.
Laughter. Joy. Escatsy. (:
I should never have doubted myself.
Should never have doubted what I was so certain of.
Haha. =D
It's amazing what one person's voice can do.
With it. All doubt is wiped away.
And all that remains.
Laughter. Joy. Escatsy. (:
I should never have doubted myself.
Should never have doubted what I was so certain of.
Haha. =D
Thursday, August 7, 2008
I just wanna be lame
You know, I've always wanted to do this for those quizzes.
Smoke before?: Yea, all the time. Smoke my way through exams, through presentations, through everything! See? all the time. XD
Smoke before?: Yea, all the time. Smoke my way through exams, through presentations, through everything! See? all the time. XD
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Finish the sentences
1. My ex: Experiences shape who I am.
2. I am listening to: Minna no Kimochi- BoA
3. Maybe I should: Sleep.
4. I love: My friends.
5. My best friends: Are the best. (:
6. I don't understand: Why he's deluding himself.
7. I lost: ...Someone really important to me.
8. I'm tired of: Seeing him this way.
9. The meaning of my screen name is: Err. Ade 5 Kira. Sure is complicated. =x
10. 'Love' is: Why the apostrophe? Love is a beautiful feeling.
11.Somewhere, somebody: Needs a smile to brighten their day.
12. I will always: Believe in God.
13.Forever seems: To be a lie.
14. My cell phone: Has messages that make me smile, make me cry.
15. When I woke up this morning: I switched off the alarm and went back to bed.
16. I get annoyed when: You're a bitch or a hypocrite.
17. Kisses are the best: When both parties love each other.
18. Today I: Decided to do something.
19. Tonight I am: Happy after having watched Criminal Minds.
20. Tomorrow I will: Be watching the whole classes' filmed drama.
21. I really want: Someone to wake up.
22. People say I am: Cute. O.O
1. My ex: Experiences shape who I am.
2. I am listening to: Minna no Kimochi- BoA
3. Maybe I should: Sleep.
4. I love: My friends.
5. My best friends: Are the best. (:
6. I don't understand: Why he's deluding himself.
7. I lost: ...Someone really important to me.
8. I'm tired of: Seeing him this way.
9. The meaning of my screen name is: Err. Ade 5 Kira. Sure is complicated. =x
10. 'Love' is: Why the apostrophe? Love is a beautiful feeling.
11.Somewhere, somebody: Needs a smile to brighten their day.
12. I will always: Believe in God.
13.Forever seems: To be a lie.
14. My cell phone: Has messages that make me smile, make me cry.
15. When I woke up this morning: I switched off the alarm and went back to bed.
16. I get annoyed when: You're a bitch or a hypocrite.
17. Kisses are the best: When both parties love each other.
18. Today I: Decided to do something.
19. Tonight I am: Happy after having watched Criminal Minds.
20. Tomorrow I will: Be watching the whole classes' filmed drama.
21. I really want: Someone to wake up.
22. People say I am: Cute. O.O
Sunday, August 3, 2008
Garden Fest pictures 1
Sorry for the blur and all.
Lazy already. More next timeI wanted to post these up to Livejournal so I could LJ cut them, but there was A LOT. So blogger would prolly be faster. Go figure. XD
The blur sucks. )= I need a camera that doesn't suck and screw up when using flash. XD
Saturday, August 2, 2008
Friday, August 1, 2008
Album cover
Make Your Own Future Band
1) Go to http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random. The title of the first Wiki article you get is the name of your band.
2) Go to http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3. The last 4 words of the last quote on the first page is the title of your first album.
3) Go to http://www.flickr.com/explore/interesting/7days/. The 3rd picture will be your album cover.
Heh.
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Filming ICA4- Short Drama
Did a pretty darn good job with the transitions if I say so myself. ;)
Hehe, the cuts from master shots to close ups were niceeee.
And I can type in jap now. =d
Now to learn the characters so I know that the characters are right. XD
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Someone asked me to remove my previous two posts.
Sorry I won't.
Its sad to see you leave like that.
But I will not act like I regret saying that when I don't.
Think of it this way. Would you react like that if it wasn't her involved?
Sorry, but I won't become a hypocrite to keep a friend.
I don't regret saying it, I don't wish I hadn't said it, I don't feel sorry I said it.
So I'm not taking it off and acting as though I do.
Still, thanks for all your support during that period. It was priceless.
So, in answer to my question, would you?
Sorry I won't.
Its sad to see you leave like that.
But I will not act like I regret saying that when I don't.
Think of it this way. Would you react like that if it wasn't her involved?
Sorry, but I won't become a hypocrite to keep a friend.
I don't regret saying it, I don't wish I hadn't said it, I don't feel sorry I said it.
So I'm not taking it off and acting as though I do.
Still, thanks for all your support during that period. It was priceless.
So, in answer to my question, would you?
Monday, July 28, 2008
If everyone lived by your screwed up logic.
The devil wouldn't be that bad either.
Cos God made him. He's God's mess.
You were teh one who chose to be this way. God didn't make you this way nor did he want you to become this way. He made us in his image, but you chose to become a two-faced bitch.
Don't use God to justify your own selfish actions.
And you call yourself a christian who pleases God.
More like, you're using God's name to make yourself look like an angel.
The devil wouldn't be that bad either.
Cos God made him. He's God's mess.
You were teh one who chose to be this way. God didn't make you this way nor did he want you to become this way. He made us in his image, but you chose to become a two-faced bitch.
Don't use God to justify your own selfish actions.
And you call yourself a christian who pleases God.
More like, you're using God's name to make yourself look like an angel.
Forget it.
Know how I said you weren't a bad person?
Forget it, I changed my mind seeing your ugly side.
Just don't drag him down with you. "Arite" was your answer.
Apparently you say one thing and do another, as you always have eh?
Its so infuriating to see him get harder and harder to save all because of a little immature bitch like you.
Whatever.
"I'm God's little zhu, hehe"
Yea God made you. But he didn't make you into the mess you are. You chose to become like this. Stop using God as an excuse and contemplate your actions.
God made lucifer too. But lucifer made his own choice.
Stop using God as an excuse. If your excuse stood, then teh devil aint too bad either cos he's god's big mess aint he.
What kinda bad joke is this.
Know how I said you weren't a bad person?
Forget it, I changed my mind seeing your ugly side.
Just don't drag him down with you. "Arite" was your answer.
Apparently you say one thing and do another, as you always have eh?
Its so infuriating to see him get harder and harder to save all because of a little immature bitch like you.
Whatever.
"I'm God's little zhu, hehe"
Yea God made you. But he didn't make you into the mess you are. You chose to become like this. Stop using God as an excuse and contemplate your actions.
God made lucifer too. But lucifer made his own choice.
Stop using God as an excuse. If your excuse stood, then teh devil aint too bad either cos he's god's big mess aint he.
What kinda bad joke is this.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
I've got a frigging truckload of assignments all due in an avalanche this week.
So, am gonna try and restrain from blogging.
Think, knowing me, I'll find a chance to come on here and be random anyways. xD
But just in case.
Don't miss me! =D I know you all willlll. HEHEHE
Ok. That was freaking random.
Uh, check out my Livejournal lol. ;)
WHEEOO.
Braindead.
WORK. WORK.
Buai. =D Aiyah I'll prolly just blog anyways. =D WOO. xD
Edit: Added a H to the avalance. Can't believe I misspelled it la. Teh sux. xD
So, am gonna try and restrain from blogging.
Think, knowing me, I'll find a chance to come on here and be random anyways. xD
But just in case.
Don't miss me! =D I know you all willlll. HEHEHE
Ok. That was freaking random.
Uh, check out my Livejournal lol. ;)
WHEEOO.
Braindead.
WORK. WORK.
Buai. =D Aiyah I'll prolly just blog anyways. =D WOO. xD
Edit: Added a H to the avalance. Can't believe I misspelled it la. Teh sux. xD
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Smexy! =D
Sooo...back from a tumutulous shopping trip with mummy.
Got a simple black shirt. ;)
Also got.
Some new stuffs.
No skirts tho. HAHA TOO BAD. =x
;)
Shall surprise ya'll with them. Not posting pictures.
Uh. I got a new wallet too. Sexy. ;) Hehehehe. Ade's a cool doood now. =D
Got a simple black shirt. ;)
Also got.
Some new stuffs.
No skirts tho. HAHA TOO BAD. =x
;)
Shall surprise ya'll with them. Not posting pictures.
Uh. I got a new wallet too. Sexy. ;) Hehehehe. Ade's a cool doood now. =D
Friday, July 25, 2008
Garden Fest at Suntec!
Wah. Awesome can. So many pretty displays!
Am kinda lazy to post the pictures today. >.> So, uh, wait long long. xD
Shopping tml with mummy. Shucks. T.T
Uhh. Polar disappeared at suntec. )=
I want. Uh. Pepper lunch and starbucks celebration, and ceaser's visit! =O
I cried on the bus to school to hand in my crap. =\
No idea why. HAHA.
So random. -.-
Hehe. Nice meeting up with shifu again. Last time i saw him was 2 years ago, before his NS. LOL.
He smiles more now! Not so stone face liao. Lolol.
Scared of pokes. =O React damn big. My hand pain seh. xD
Am kinda lazy to post the pictures today. >.> So, uh, wait long long. xD
Shopping tml with mummy. Shucks. T.T
Uhh. Polar disappeared at suntec. )=
I want. Uh. Pepper lunch and starbucks celebration, and ceaser's visit! =O
I cried on the bus to school to hand in my crap. =\
No idea why. HAHA.
So random. -.-
Hehe. Nice meeting up with shifu again. Last time i saw him was 2 years ago, before his NS. LOL.
He smiles more now! Not so stone face liao. Lolol.
Scared of pokes. =O React damn big. My hand pain seh. xD
<3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I KNOW I SAID IM LEAVING.
BUTBUT.
Full version of changin, featuring Roma Tanaka. =D
<3
Too bad gendou doesn't have it tho. =\
Neh mind, my blog has nice one now. =D
BUTBUT.
Full version of changin, featuring Roma Tanaka. =D
<3
Too bad gendou doesn't have it tho. =\
Neh mind, my blog has nice one now. =D
Adeline is now a pon star! =O
Hahahhaa. I ponned school today. =3
Well, i purposely overslept for the lesson that was shifted to 8.30. I mean, c'mon la, slept at 4 last night can. -.-
Then woke up at 8 and chionged the rest of the written parts for the journal, and glued all hte painted stuff together.
And now i'm done.
The sword is horrible. Ugly. T.T
But it has my sweat and blood in it.
And at least the ethics journal looks damn good can. xD
Too bad about the sword.
I INSIST ON HANDING IT IN.
I put in so much effort lor. xD
Haha.
I had lecture with Soo at 10.
I was still at home doing the written at 10.
Ok. Toodles for now. Off to hand it in now. And then MAYBE garden fest with shifu. He hasn't smsed me. )=
Garden+ Ade= :O
But then, i haven't met up with shifu for like...forever, literally, abt a year at least? Haha.
So yes. +.+
Wonder if he's still as stone face. =O
Neh mind I'm the smile angel anyways. =D
BYEBYE and I'ma cry about the sword. =(
Well, i purposely overslept for the lesson that was shifted to 8.30. I mean, c'mon la, slept at 4 last night can. -.-
Then woke up at 8 and chionged the rest of the written parts for the journal, and glued all hte painted stuff together.
And now i'm done.
The sword is horrible. Ugly. T.T
But it has my sweat and blood in it.
And at least the ethics journal looks damn good can. xD
Too bad about the sword.
I INSIST ON HANDING IT IN.
I put in so much effort lor. xD
Haha.
I had lecture with Soo at 10.
I was still at home doing the written at 10.
Ok. Toodles for now. Off to hand it in now. And then MAYBE garden fest with shifu. He hasn't smsed me. )=
Garden+ Ade= :O
But then, i haven't met up with shifu for like...forever, literally, abt a year at least? Haha.
So yes. +.+
Wonder if he's still as stone face. =O
Neh mind I'm the smile angel anyways. =D
BYEBYE and I'ma cry about the sword. =(
Thursday, July 24, 2008
ICA MONGSTERS!
I had trouble sleeping last night.
Night terror again. But this time...it wasn't so bad. Not the raw feeling of fear and nothing but that. It was more of. ICA terror.
Gawd. When something work related starts getting to Ade, you know there's something wrong. I didn't even get nightmares about o's can. -.-
Maybe its got somethign to do with how i'm actually trying this time around. xD
But seriously. Even when i bother about something. To let it stress me to this extent. You know its bad. xD
Night terror again. But this time...it wasn't so bad. Not the raw feeling of fear and nothing but that. It was more of. ICA terror.
Gawd. When something work related starts getting to Ade, you know there's something wrong. I didn't even get nightmares about o's can. -.-
Maybe its got somethign to do with how i'm actually trying this time around. xD
But seriously. Even when i bother about something. To let it stress me to this extent. You know its bad. xD
I've done 59 of the 120 stupidest things
Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
SO FAR: 0
Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
( ) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 1
Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person (Unless you're talking about a huge age difference. This question is vague.)
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 4
Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantART / sheezyart Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 5
Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding (How I wish I could...)
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit
SO FAR: 7
Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By. (Lol why not? Altho I would prefer the stars.)
( ) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 10
Level 7
( ) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
( ) Played Dress Up
SO FAR: 12
Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sliding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School (... uh. XD PLUSPLUSPLUS XXXXXX'S)
SO far: 17
Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 18
Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on (Eh,,,what does this encompass?)
(x) Been Misunderstood
SO FAR: 20
Level 12
( ) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 20
Level 13
(x) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight (Don't like dancing dancing. Prancing tho. =\ Not in the moon tho.)
SO FAR : 21
Level 14
( ) Hated The Way You Look
( ) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR: 22
Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
( ) Swam In The Ocean (Err, sea? =s)
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying
SO FAR: 24
Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
( ) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
( ) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
SO FAR: 27
Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't (Gah. Don't scold me Louis. >.<)
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
( ) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(x) Kissed In The Rain (Well, sorta =\)
SO FAR: 30
Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus (I addressed it to St Nicholas, also known as Santa Claus, and it was kinda a petition.)
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere
SO FAR: 34
Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey
SO FAR: 35
Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
(x) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 36
Level 21
( ) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cubes
( ) Kicked A Fish (I picked up a dead one and threw it at someone tho. =\)
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes (First, I have guy's shirts. Second, that time I was sick.)
(x) Sat On A Roof Top and watched the stars
SO FAR: 38
Level 22
( ) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs (I don't do screams)
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel (Lotsa crazy stuff I've attempted. Not necessarily succeeding.)
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about
SO FAR: 41
Level 23
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
( ) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone (I am fascinated by the fear. xD)
SO FAR: 42
Level 24
(x) Believed In Ghosts (Ghosts exist. Call them spirits or what not, they do exist. Just don't feel the need to be afraid.)
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
(x) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail
SO FAR: 44
Level 25
( ) Played Chinese Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused
SO FAR: 46
Level 26
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x) Caught A Butterfly (It fluttered to my hand? =3)
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed (Basically, I went cuckoo for awhile.)
SO FAR: 49
Level 27
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
(x) Been Kicked Out Of Your House (Oh, so many times, so many times. =p)
SO FAR: 52
Level 28
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster (WOOOOOOOOOO!)
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling (Damn nice.)
(x) Had A Cavity (CHOCOLATES. DING DING!)
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black Mailed
SO FAR: 55
Level 29
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs (Klutz... >.<)
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone
SO FAR: 59
Level 30
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
( ) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas
TOTAL: 59
Repost this with the title:
I've Done __ of the 120 stupidest things (with your total in that blank spot.)
Firstly, this was...how are some of the things stupid?
Second, I'm nearly halfway there. ;)
Third, this quiz fails to include the REALLY TRULY stupid things.
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
SO FAR: 0
Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
( ) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 1
Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person (Unless you're talking about a huge age difference. This question is vague.)
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 4
Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantART / sheezyart Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 5
Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding (How I wish I could...)
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit
SO FAR: 7
Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By. (Lol why not? Altho I would prefer the stars.)
( ) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 10
Level 7
( ) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
( ) Played Dress Up
SO FAR: 12
Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sliding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School (... uh. XD PLUSPLUSPLUS XXXXXX'S)
SO far: 17
Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 18
Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on (Eh,,,what does this encompass?)
(x) Been Misunderstood
SO FAR: 20
Level 12
( ) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 20
Level 13
(x) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight (Don't like dancing dancing. Prancing tho. =\ Not in the moon tho.)
SO FAR : 21
Level 14
( ) Hated The Way You Look
( ) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR: 22
Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
( ) Swam In The Ocean (Err, sea? =s)
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying
SO FAR: 24
Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
( ) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
( ) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
SO FAR: 27
Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't (Gah. Don't scold me Louis. >.<)
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
( ) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(x) Kissed In The Rain (Well, sorta =\)
SO FAR: 30
Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus (I addressed it to St Nicholas, also known as Santa Claus, and it was kinda a petition.)
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere
SO FAR: 34
Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey
SO FAR: 35
Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
(x) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 36
Level 21
( ) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cubes
( ) Kicked A Fish (I picked up a dead one and threw it at someone tho. =\)
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes (First, I have guy's shirts. Second, that time I was sick.)
(x) Sat On A Roof Top and watched the stars
SO FAR: 38
Level 22
( ) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs (I don't do screams)
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel (Lotsa crazy stuff I've attempted. Not necessarily succeeding.)
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about
SO FAR: 41
Level 23
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
( ) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone (I am fascinated by the fear. xD)
SO FAR: 42
Level 24
(x) Believed In Ghosts (Ghosts exist. Call them spirits or what not, they do exist. Just don't feel the need to be afraid.)
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
(x) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail
SO FAR: 44
Level 25
( ) Played Chinese Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused
SO FAR: 46
Level 26
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x) Caught A Butterfly (It fluttered to my hand? =3)
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed (Basically, I went cuckoo for awhile.)
SO FAR: 49
Level 27
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
(x) Been Kicked Out Of Your House (Oh, so many times, so many times. =p)
SO FAR: 52
Level 28
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster (WOOOOOOOOOO!)
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling (Damn nice.)
(x) Had A Cavity (CHOCOLATES. DING DING!)
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black Mailed
SO FAR: 55
Level 29
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs (Klutz... >.<)
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone
SO FAR: 59
Level 30
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
( ) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas
TOTAL: 59
Repost this with the title:
I've Done __ of the 120 stupidest things (with your total in that blank spot.)
Firstly, this was...how are some of the things stupid?
Second, I'm nearly halfway there. ;)
Third, this quiz fails to include the REALLY TRULY stupid things.
Changin, again
Yea, I'm talking about the song again.
Lemme copy and paste the translation here, and you'll see why I like it.
Just like heart shaped clouds alter their form
I wonder if I'll someday change too
But as sure as the sun remains
Even after it sets and vanishes from sight
I'll never let go of my dream
There are thousands of destinies,
So I know I can change mine.
Now, which one should I fashion
With my own two hands?
Reach out from inside...
Ok. So in the end, I didn't copy and paste cos I didn't like the translation they gave on gendou.
GENDOU KENDO! Ok random. -.-
Ok so I typed everything based on shinsen sub's translation, editing some here and there. =\ Only one line actually.
See why I like the damn song? XD
Lemme copy and paste the translation here, and you'll see why I like it.
Just like heart shaped clouds alter their form
I wonder if I'll someday change too
But as sure as the sun remains
Even after it sets and vanishes from sight
I'll never let go of my dream
There are thousands of destinies,
So I know I can change mine.
Now, which one should I fashion
With my own two hands?
Reach out from inside...
Ok. So in the end, I didn't copy and paste cos I didn't like the translation they gave on gendou.
GENDOU KENDO! Ok random. -.-
Ok so I typed everything based on shinsen sub's translation, editing some here and there. =\ Only one line actually.
See why I like the damn song? XD
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Sleeping like the dead
So I slept like the dead in the end, waking up only at 8.45. >.>
Ok. That's it. That's all I want to say. =\
Ok. That's it. That's all I want to say. =\
Changin
The CD was released today.
Hope it gets uploaded to gendou soon! Along with silent destiny. =D
To those who know my livejournal community, go read. I posted a new entry. ;)
Hope it gets uploaded to gendou soon! Along with silent destiny. =D
To those who know my livejournal community, go read. I posted a new entry. ;)
ICA4, uber =D
So, am back after a whole day of filming, and am SUPER tired, so am going for a nap after this post, then waking up at seven, eating dinner, watching teevee, and doing my part for marketing. ^^
Anyways, filming was tiring, but fun. xD Poor gerald, jared, however you spell his name, had to keep eating bread and more bread cos we were doing the master shot, which took 5 takes alone, and then the close ups, which were priceless.
A fake mustache drawn with makeup pain can look so real. =O I am in awe. xD
It was really really funny la. xD
So after finishing scene 2, we went down to film at the void deck and get teh shots we needed. the batteries are supposed to last 3 hours but died on us BOTH within 2 hours. >.< TOTAL. Shucks. =\
So in the end we ran out of battery before running out of time. xD But we got the shots we really needed anyways, so that was fine.
Then we went back up the shahrum's house to record the final VO, and the girls and shahrum kept laughing cos it was so cheesy. Then at take 2, shahrum and i both made Fiona and Gloria laugh, me by doing a stupid face while eating the pizza, and him by nearly choking on his drink. xD
All in all, filming was really fun! Ah ma, sophia, and I were talking during the void deck scenes.
And I learnt a new trick today! +.+
I can now jump over railings without first stepping on the railings. So its just a direct jump, kinda like what Kira Yamato does in episode one of gundam seed. =D Hehe. Never really did it, but succeeded this time, so yay. =D
Ninjitsu and kendo. I shall learn both. =O HAHA.
My next aim, no need for 2 running steps to clear. Just direct jump. =D
AND THEN I'LL DISAPPEAR! =D
WOOOOOOOOO.
Yes, tired but high. xD
Malcom is damn strong lah. Arm wrestled with him and got owned without him even trying. =s But then again, I already expected that result cos his muscles are like super toned and all that. More training is in order. =D
Thanks Shahrum's dad for the pizza! =D
altho he probably will never read this. -.-
Byebye, sleepy time. For like an hour.
Anyways, filming was tiring, but fun. xD Poor gerald, jared, however you spell his name, had to keep eating bread and more bread cos we were doing the master shot, which took 5 takes alone, and then the close ups, which were priceless.
A fake mustache drawn with makeup pain can look so real. =O I am in awe. xD
It was really really funny la. xD
So after finishing scene 2, we went down to film at the void deck and get teh shots we needed. the batteries are supposed to last 3 hours but died on us BOTH within 2 hours. >.< TOTAL. Shucks. =\
So in the end we ran out of battery before running out of time. xD But we got the shots we really needed anyways, so that was fine.
Then we went back up the shahrum's house to record the final VO, and the girls and shahrum kept laughing cos it was so cheesy. Then at take 2, shahrum and i both made Fiona and Gloria laugh, me by doing a stupid face while eating the pizza, and him by nearly choking on his drink. xD
All in all, filming was really fun! Ah ma, sophia, and I were talking during the void deck scenes.
And I learnt a new trick today! +.+
I can now jump over railings without first stepping on the railings. So its just a direct jump, kinda like what Kira Yamato does in episode one of gundam seed. =D Hehe. Never really did it, but succeeded this time, so yay. =D
Ninjitsu and kendo. I shall learn both. =O HAHA.
My next aim, no need for 2 running steps to clear. Just direct jump. =D
AND THEN I'LL DISAPPEAR! =D
WOOOOOOOOO.
Yes, tired but high. xD
Malcom is damn strong lah. Arm wrestled with him and got owned without him even trying. =s But then again, I already expected that result cos his muscles are like super toned and all that. More training is in order. =D
Thanks Shahrum's dad for the pizza! =D
altho he probably will never read this. -.-
Byebye, sleepy time. For like an hour.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Sports science
SMASH!
OMFG.
Sports science. ftw.
It is pure amazing.
And.
Is damn cool.
And.
OMFG.
I am.
Amazed.
=O
WHAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!
Serjia...agreed that this is an awesome show yes? =O
OMFG.
Sports science. ftw.
It is pure amazing.
And.
Is damn cool.
And.
OMFG.
I am.
Amazed.
=O
WHAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!
Serjia...agreed that this is an awesome show yes? =O
Monday, July 21, 2008
50 Random Questions
Name something that made you frown today?: When I dropped my earphones on the wet floor?
How do you feel about being the age you are?: Hmm. Energetic?
Kiss with your eyes open or closed?: ...
If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a mist: I don't get the misty part...So I think the money
Are you rich?: Depends on how you define rich. To some people, a hundred dollars is wealth. =\ But in terms of friends, yes I am.
Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet?: Well, on my planet, there's just me and one other person. And I like that other person. So no.
What were you doing at 7:00 AM?: Snoozing
What were you doing 1 hour ago?: Eating dinner and watching teevee
What ipod do you own?: Don't have an ipod.
What was the last thing you said aloud?: Thanks for dinner.
How many different things did you drink today?: Lets see. Tomato juice. Plain Water. Orange juice. Umm. 3?
Are you ticklish?: Sometimes
Is success in your future?: Can I predict the future? No. Can you? No. So...who knows?
Are you a heavy sleeper?: The complete opposite.
Was today a good day?: Yes. Besides that everyone was making a fuss of me in my pinafore.
What are you listening to?: Err. Soundtrack from FFVIII
Does someone like you right now?: If there is someone, I don't know about it.
Who is the last person you had a deep meaningful conversation with ?: Lets see. Louis? Short tho.
Where is the last place you went?: Wtf? School duh.
Your favorite romantic movie?: I don't like romantic movies.
Is there something you will never forget?: Yes.
How is your hair?: Short and comfy.
Who was the last person you took a picture with?: Umm. I was about to complain how tough this question was. Then I realised. Oli Oli this morning. =D
What were you doing at midnight last night?: Can't frigging remember. Oh wait. Having that deep meaningful conversation with Louis. xD
What does your last sent text say?: Err. Random rants about how I wore pinafore today and how everyone was making a fuss, some trying to take photos?
Do you wish on 11:11?: No. Lol. It's a cool time though.
Have you ever played naked twister?: Wtf. No.
First thing you notice of the opposite/same sex?: Eyes and smile?
How do you feel about Valentine's day?: Fuck.
Can you keep a secret?: Yes.
So what's on your mind?: Umm. "Am I madly in love" cos shifu just asked that. xD
Which shoe do you put on first?: Left.
Favorite colour(s)?: Blue, Black, White.
Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a C?: Nope.
Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them?: Mm. Yes. Then went back to hate. And now we just say hibye. xD
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?: No.
Is it easier to forgive or forget?: Hmm. Well, you probably need to forgive to forget, so I'd say forgive.
Do you laugh a lot?: Beyond that.
Are you happy with that?: Extremely
Do you believe in love at first sight?: No.
Do you want kids?: Umm...little terrors running around? I'll beat them with my shinai! XD
Last thing received in the mail?: Umm. Some. Random. Shit. From HARRIS.
Are you random?: Yes.
Have you ever hurt anyone when you were mad?: Hurt how? Yes both ways.
If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you?: Why not? I won't boycott them even if the feeling isn't mutual. Do unto others what you want others to do unto you.
What's the last thing you said out loud now?: fuck. xD
Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?: Hmm. Hopefully I aint so blur as to forget the date.
Do you believe you can change someone?: I am powerful after all. Muahaha.
Something you dislike?: Yes. Very much.
Do you have trust issues?: Sometimes?
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Name something that made you frown today?: When I dropped my earphones on the wet floor?
How do you feel about being the age you are?: Hmm. Energetic?
Kiss with your eyes open or closed?: ...
If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a mist: I don't get the misty part...So I think the money
Are you rich?: Depends on how you define rich. To some people, a hundred dollars is wealth. =\ But in terms of friends, yes I am.
Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet?: Well, on my planet, there's just me and one other person. And I like that other person. So no.
What were you doing at 7:00 AM?: Snoozing
What were you doing 1 hour ago?: Eating dinner and watching teevee
What ipod do you own?: Don't have an ipod.
What was the last thing you said aloud?: Thanks for dinner.
How many different things did you drink today?: Lets see. Tomato juice. Plain Water. Orange juice. Umm. 3?
Are you ticklish?: Sometimes
Is success in your future?: Can I predict the future? No. Can you? No. So...who knows?
Are you a heavy sleeper?: The complete opposite.
Was today a good day?: Yes. Besides that everyone was making a fuss of me in my pinafore.
What are you listening to?: Err. Soundtrack from FFVIII
Does someone like you right now?: If there is someone, I don't know about it.
Who is the last person you had a deep meaningful conversation with ?: Lets see. Louis? Short tho.
Where is the last place you went?: Wtf? School duh.
Your favorite romantic movie?: I don't like romantic movies.
Is there something you will never forget?: Yes.
How is your hair?: Short and comfy.
Who was the last person you took a picture with?: Umm. I was about to complain how tough this question was. Then I realised. Oli Oli this morning. =D
What were you doing at midnight last night?: Can't frigging remember. Oh wait. Having that deep meaningful conversation with Louis. xD
What does your last sent text say?: Err. Random rants about how I wore pinafore today and how everyone was making a fuss, some trying to take photos?
Do you wish on 11:11?: No. Lol. It's a cool time though.
Have you ever played naked twister?: Wtf. No.
First thing you notice of the opposite/same sex?: Eyes and smile?
How do you feel about Valentine's day?: Fuck.
Can you keep a secret?: Yes.
So what's on your mind?: Umm. "Am I madly in love" cos shifu just asked that. xD
Which shoe do you put on first?: Left.
Favorite colour(s)?: Blue, Black, White.
Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a C?: Nope.
Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them?: Mm. Yes. Then went back to hate. And now we just say hibye. xD
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?: No.
Is it easier to forgive or forget?: Hmm. Well, you probably need to forgive to forget, so I'd say forgive.
Do you laugh a lot?: Beyond that.
Are you happy with that?: Extremely
Do you believe in love at first sight?: No.
Do you want kids?: Umm...little terrors running around? I'll beat them with my shinai! XD
Last thing received in the mail?: Umm. Some. Random. Shit. From HARRIS.
Are you random?: Yes.
Have you ever hurt anyone when you were mad?: Hurt how? Yes both ways.
If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you?: Why not? I won't boycott them even if the feeling isn't mutual. Do unto others what you want others to do unto you.
What's the last thing you said out loud now?: fuck. xD
Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?: Hmm. Hopefully I aint so blur as to forget the date.
Do you believe you can change someone?: I am powerful after all. Muahaha.
Something you dislike?: Yes. Very much.
Do you have trust issues?: Sometimes?
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its just.
a frigging.
pinafore.
what the heck is the fuss abt?
the girls walked into macs, the first thing they did was giggle.
bezner said to yi ci, "adeline is wearing a skirt"
its just.
a frigging pinafore. -.-
gah. i'm like an attraction in the zoo or something.
like, when i walked out of tutorial room just now.
WAH WHY GOT SEC SCHOOL KID.
zomgwtfbbqhax NOOBS.
ok.
and i'm not hot..
kthxbai.
frigging pinafore.
a frigging.
pinafore.
what the heck is the fuss abt?
the girls walked into macs, the first thing they did was giggle.
bezner said to yi ci, "adeline is wearing a skirt"
its just.
a frigging pinafore. -.-
gah. i'm like an attraction in the zoo or something.
like, when i walked out of tutorial room just now.
WAH WHY GOT SEC SCHOOL KID.
zomgwtfbbqhax NOOBS.
ok.
and i'm not hot..
kthxbai.
frigging pinafore.
*#@#%#(@! Slow down!
Gah. Its running too fast for me to catch up. xD
I can't even begin expressing properly what it was before. And now it dashes off again.
Be still la! =D
Or maybe its better this way. (:
I can't even begin expressing properly what it was before. And now it dashes off again.
Be still la! =D
Or maybe its better this way. (:
Starry smile
Fear aint weakness, I knew that all along. But I forgot.
(:
School uniform to school tml. =\ Shar's idea. Danggit. No photos dammit. xD
Can't see how this feelings a bad thing.
Because I don't need nothing other than this feeling.
And a friend like you.
To get me through the darkest nights.
(:
School uniform to school tml. =\ Shar's idea. Danggit. No photos dammit. xD
Can't see how this feelings a bad thing.
Because I don't need nothing other than this feeling.
And a friend like you.
To get me through the darkest nights.
Up and Up =D
"cos i'm just trying to be a better version of me for you"
Hehe. I'll catch up one day. I won't ever stop growing stronger.
On another note.
WHY DOES EVERYONE THINK YOU'RE FROM KENDO? XD
Hehe. I'll catch up one day. I won't ever stop growing stronger.
On another note.
WHY DOES EVERYONE THINK YOU'RE FROM KENDO? XD
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Y'know, we might not have talked and known each other for that long, but if I told you exactly how I'm feeling right now, I can imagine what you'd say.
No matter how much the darkness surrounds you, keep fighting. The light will break through one day.
Something pertaining to that, am I right?
I don't know, cos we're so alike and yet poles apart.
But your advice always always, I understand best.
Because you put it the way I need to see it, the way I see best.
Somehow, its still not the same until I hear it from you.
But. It helps, to imagine what you'd say, and try to keep to that.
Haha. Having known you, yet not seen you. And when I finally saw, I couldn't figure out who exactly I was looking at.
I just got your message. And once again. You always know the right things to say. (= You always cast light on what I've neglected to remember.
Thanks. For making a difference. For always saying the right thing. (:
A simple touch.
Makes all the difference.
Especially when the touch
Reaches right to your soul.
No matter how much the darkness surrounds you, keep fighting. The light will break through one day.
Something pertaining to that, am I right?
I don't know, cos we're so alike and yet poles apart.
But your advice always always, I understand best.
Because you put it the way I need to see it, the way I see best.
Somehow, its still not the same until I hear it from you.
But. It helps, to imagine what you'd say, and try to keep to that.
Haha. Having known you, yet not seen you. And when I finally saw, I couldn't figure out who exactly I was looking at.
I just got your message. And once again. You always know the right things to say. (= You always cast light on what I've neglected to remember.
Thanks. For making a difference. For always saying the right thing. (:
A simple touch.
Makes all the difference.
Especially when the touch
Reaches right to your soul.
Am I so used to having a shoulder that now that I don't have one, I feel like something's missing?
I survived those nightmarish 2/3 months without one. Or did I?
Its not so much the feeling that something's missign. I don't even miss it. I don't need it...
Its just...
Something...keeps bugging me...
In my dreams even, there are no respite.
She gripped the hilt of her sword tighter.
This was no time to weaken or show any sign of fear.
I survived those nightmarish 2/3 months without one. Or did I?
Its not so much the feeling that something's missign. I don't even miss it. I don't need it...
Its just...
Something...keeps bugging me...
In my dreams even, there are no respite.
She gripped the hilt of her sword tighter.
This was no time to weaken or show any sign of fear.
Randomness: Of death and honor
So, a really really random thought.
Is it better to be killed by something you like? Like me, I love katanas. Would it be better to die by the blade rather than say, by an arrow? Hmm.... xD
On another note. What is honor in battle, huh? You're going to kill someone anyway. Where's the bloody honor in that? And if you're fighting to protect, where does honor get you? Everyone you wanna protect dead, and you yourself too?
Danggit, there HAS to be a limit to honor on the battlefield, you fanatics.
Honor, but not fanatical honor.
Heck honor, for there is no honor in killing a fellow man, no matter the reason. If you choose to fight, be prepared to set such ideals aside.
The battlefield is no place for a dreamer.
For that dreamer will sooner or later get a rude awakening.
Or will he? Hmm...
Well, in any case, never step in unprepared. (:
Randomness I know.
Too much samurai talk. <3
Hahahaha. I like. Cos. I dno. It rocks? =\ I'm a fighter after all.
Is it better to be killed by something you like? Like me, I love katanas. Would it be better to die by the blade rather than say, by an arrow? Hmm.... xD
On another note. What is honor in battle, huh? You're going to kill someone anyway. Where's the bloody honor in that? And if you're fighting to protect, where does honor get you? Everyone you wanna protect dead, and you yourself too?
Danggit, there HAS to be a limit to honor on the battlefield, you fanatics.
Honor, but not fanatical honor.
Heck honor, for there is no honor in killing a fellow man, no matter the reason. If you choose to fight, be prepared to set such ideals aside.
The battlefield is no place for a dreamer.
For that dreamer will sooner or later get a rude awakening.
Or will he? Hmm...
Well, in any case, never step in unprepared. (:
Randomness I know.
Too much samurai talk. <3
Hahahaha. I like. Cos. I dno. It rocks? =\ I'm a fighter after all.
The song that is on repeat
Those feelings that day, I can bring to mind anytime,
Even on rainy nights, even in my dreams; anytime at all.
But the words I want to say, I can't say them unreservedly
so I put them away in my chest, for just a while more.
Somehow, just with you at my side,
I feel that can do so many things.
Because you gave me the strength to make any kind of dream come true,
I'm just able to look straight ahead and start walking.
If you're wondering why the heck the lyrics look so strange, this is because its translated. XD Yes the song is in jap.
Everytime that innocent tune plays, that beautiful melody I first heard over the phone
I turn the volume up.
Hehe, different song, people. XD
Even on rainy nights, even in my dreams; anytime at all.
But the words I want to say, I can't say them unreservedly
so I put them away in my chest, for just a while more.
Somehow, just with you at my side,
I feel that can do so many things.
Because you gave me the strength to make any kind of dream come true,
I'm just able to look straight ahead and start walking.
If you're wondering why the heck the lyrics look so strange, this is because its translated. XD Yes the song is in jap.
Everytime that innocent tune plays, that beautiful melody I first heard over the phone
I turn the volume up.
Hehe, different song, people. XD
Back then
I made a stupid mistake.
A mistake I regret up to now.
A mistake many of my dearest friends scolded me for making.
And without them saying it, I know that I can't ever allow myself to make that mistake again.
This time around, I got away without any scars.
Next time, I might not get away at all.
So, I make a promise to all my most loved friends now.
Don't worry.
There won't be a next time.
I'm wiser now.
I won't make that same mistake again.
(:
<3
I made a stupid mistake.
A mistake I regret up to now.
A mistake many of my dearest friends scolded me for making.
And without them saying it, I know that I can't ever allow myself to make that mistake again.
This time around, I got away without any scars.
Next time, I might not get away at all.
So, I make a promise to all my most loved friends now.
Don't worry.
There won't be a next time.
I'm wiser now.
I won't make that same mistake again.
(:
<3
Random. FF. Tactics.
Soooooooooo....
I started playing FF tactics on my PSP again.
Been distracted with GTA and Crisis core. xD
But.
FF Tactics ftw. =D
<3 sword. =x
I started playing FF tactics on my PSP again.
Been distracted with GTA and Crisis core. xD
But.
FF Tactics ftw. =D
<3 sword. =x
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Uh. Woot sob?
I did some housework. =O Feeling really really guai now, so I happily bounced off and told several friends. XD
Doubt its gonna happen anytime soon tho. Housework is like the plague. It haunts me. I do it without the mood to, I do it half-heartedly. I do it when I want to, I do it perfectly. =O
Hahahhaa. as in, really perfectly. Perfectionist kinda perfect. >.<
With regards to the previous post, massive fail.
Edit: I treated it as a failure, but after some thought, I realised the tears were better spent than I thought, for spent not for the same ol' reason were they, instead spent through love for one friend, and then many more. (3pm, don't ask me why i phrased it this way, just felt like it =P)
Doubt its gonna happen anytime soon tho. Housework is like the plague. It haunts me. I do it without the mood to, I do it half-heartedly. I do it when I want to, I do it perfectly. =O
Hahahhaa. as in, really perfectly. Perfectionist kinda perfect. >.<
With regards to the previous post, massive fail.
Edit: I treated it as a failure, but after some thought, I realised the tears were better spent than I thought, for spent not for the same ol' reason were they, instead spent through love for one friend, and then many more. (3pm, don't ask me why i phrased it this way, just felt like it =P)
Friday, July 18, 2008
All I need
I will not let the tears fall.
I won't cry again...I won't cry anymore...
Not over this, ever again.
I am not letting the tears out.
And all i need is to hear your voice.
And suddenly, I don't even need to try.
I won't cry again...I won't cry anymore...
Not over this, ever again.
I am not letting the tears out.
And all i need is to hear your voice.
And suddenly, I don't even need to try.
Just an opinion
In my opinion, people who blog saying "i'm going to stop blogging" or "im not going to blog ever again" or "this blog will be down for a time" are just seeking attention.
If you really mean it, you wouldn't need to announce it. After all, your blog is your own, nobody can kill you if you don't update. People who announce it just want people to go up and ask whyyyy?
Many a times I've felt like doing the same. Then I thought better of it. What's the point of announcing it? Don't update then don't update la. I don't want people coming after me and asking why.
Yea. I probably have made many people angry after this post. Its not like I care. Like I said, its my fucking opinion. If you don't understand the meaning of the word opinion, don't broadcast your stupidity.
So screw you flamers. If you want to flame me anonymously, go ahead. I aint gonna be heartbroken over stupid people.
Yes. Thats it. Direct and straight to the point. Just the way I like it. I don't honey my words if not needed.
Hate me, love me, its up to you. I'm not living to be loved anyway.
If you really mean it, you wouldn't need to announce it. After all, your blog is your own, nobody can kill you if you don't update. People who announce it just want people to go up and ask whyyyy?
Many a times I've felt like doing the same. Then I thought better of it. What's the point of announcing it? Don't update then don't update la. I don't want people coming after me and asking why.
Yea. I probably have made many people angry after this post. Its not like I care. Like I said, its my fucking opinion. If you don't understand the meaning of the word opinion, don't broadcast your stupidity.
So screw you flamers. If you want to flame me anonymously, go ahead. I aint gonna be heartbroken over stupid people.
Yes. Thats it. Direct and straight to the point. Just the way I like it. I don't honey my words if not needed.
Hate me, love me, its up to you. I'm not living to be loved anyway.
Dare I say just how much?
My frgging ICA3 for scriptwriting. Dammit.
So I'm sitting in the library after having pwned or been pwned by 3 ICAs, eitherway.
Slacking my ass off now. XD
Dammit, I'm bored. >.<
Malcom keeps burping. HAHA. XD
That guy is crazy I swear.
Ooh. Tonight, MSN, RUNESCAPE, right, Louis? Drag me to the beginners equip area okaay? =D
Kendo AGM at 6pm. Dammit. >.< Got like, 4 hours to kill. Thank goodness for laptop. Why does the school have to block steam? T.T
Shit. I phail at the writing. It is so noobish, it aint enough.
Frigging poster. XD
Beddy time!
w00tz! IMA GONNA OWN THIS THING.
Shit, gotta study for soo as well. T.T
Neh mind, at this rate, should be done with Chong within an hour WHEN I'M REFRESHED.
So, heading off to bed now. Byebye.
=D
No seriously, if you've got a good idea, and everything's safe and secure in your head, then, w00tz, it all becomes that much easier. XD
I hope. =s
:3
Shit, gotta study for soo as well. T.T
Neh mind, at this rate, should be done with Chong within an hour WHEN I'M REFRESHED.
So, heading off to bed now. Byebye.
=D
No seriously, if you've got a good idea, and everything's safe and secure in your head, then, w00tz, it all becomes that much easier. XD
I hope. =s
:3
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Zero no Tsukaima: Princesses no Rondo
Dammit. XD
Stupid show. >.<
No idea how to do the bloody business proposal. T.T
Shall wake up at 5am to do. =O
Hahhaa.
Stupid show. >.<
No idea how to do the bloody business proposal. T.T
Shall wake up at 5am to do. =O
Hahhaa.
Goodbye sleep. xD
Yes, aint gonna sleep today, something my classmates started doing for a while already.
=O I'm such a slacker.
No sleep ftw.
Shit. Coughing fit.
I have been eating really little heaty food. O.O Zomg. xD
my legs. Are. shit.
Seriously. T.T
What's happening to meeeeeeeee.
Heh. Off to work now. It's going to work. Yes it is! *OOOOOOOOOOMS*
Yes, aint gonna sleep today, something my classmates started doing for a while already.
=O I'm such a slacker.
No sleep ftw.
Shit. Coughing fit.
I have been eating really little heaty food. O.O Zomg. xD
my legs. Are. shit.
Seriously. T.T
What's happening to meeeeeeeee.
Heh. Off to work now. It's going to work. Yes it is! *OOOOOOOOOOMS*
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
I'm a full-time friend and a part-time student.
Hahaha random line when I was talking to Derek.
=\
I mean it though.
<3
=\
I mean it though.
<3
T.T
People NEVER EVER COMMENT ON MY LIVEJOURNAL EVEN WHEN I WRITE POEMS. T.T
Dammit. xD
Hmm not gonna use the short form for livejournal anymore. Sources tell me its a bad word in dno which dialect.
Dammit. xD
Hmm not gonna use the short form for livejournal anymore. Sources tell me its a bad word in dno which dialect.
ZOMGWTFBBQHAX
My 'short' nap became deep sleep from 3-7.30pm. >.>
And by deep sleep i mean being immersed in those claws of half-conciousness, drifting between awakeness and sleep, so you basically get drawn into a myraid where reality and dream become one.
I had a really strange dream to top it all off. It wasn't all that bad, but I do remember distinctly a point where I woke up and my entire being was screaming NO NOT LIKE THAT IT CAN'T BE I DON'T WANT IT LIKE THAT.
ROFL.
It seemed so real, I got scared cos I didn't want it to be real.
When I finally woke up for real, I was relieved.
Cos everything was just the way I left it.
Change can be scary at times eh. =\
Ok. ICA3 for scriptwriting now. =D
And by deep sleep i mean being immersed in those claws of half-conciousness, drifting between awakeness and sleep, so you basically get drawn into a myraid where reality and dream become one.
I had a really strange dream to top it all off. It wasn't all that bad, but I do remember distinctly a point where I woke up and my entire being was screaming NO NOT LIKE THAT IT CAN'T BE I DON'T WANT IT LIKE THAT.
ROFL.
It seemed so real, I got scared cos I didn't want it to be real.
When I finally woke up for real, I was relieved.
Cos everything was just the way I left it.
Change can be scary at times eh. =\
Ok. ICA3 for scriptwriting now. =D
Choices, choices...
So, I was late leaving the house in the end. -.-
Anyways, cos I got a lift from daddy, I was talking to him about wanting to join the youth group, and he straightaway, as all parents do, asked why. XD
He supports it, by the looks of his reaction.
And mummy should be happy. she probably wants to ween the whole family off SPP. Not like thats going to happen. =D
Yea. Tied up in 2 churches. Should be ok, if stuff clash, I guess i have to see the amount of responsibility i hold in that situation.
So, prolly gonna quit choir comm. I've been in since p6 anyways. And I do have lesser time these days, especially seeing how most PW meetings are on sunday evenings. >.<
Plus wanna put more time into kendo, practicing in my free time.
Also, I was talking to daddy about getting a part time job during the 2 month holiday. He seemed quite surprised, I guess cos I've always chosen to slack during hols.
I'm considering, cos i want to save money for my katanas. >.< Yet I still wanna do my writing. I guess if I do get the airport job, I'll have all the time in the world between shifts. Laptop, sitting in the airport, hopefully with friends, crapping, doing work. Epic win.
Hmm...So many decisions to make. But none of them are really urgent...
Exams before holidays, man. XD
Youth group. Hmm....
I want. :D
Anyways, cos I got a lift from daddy, I was talking to him about wanting to join the youth group, and he straightaway, as all parents do, asked why. XD
He supports it, by the looks of his reaction.
And mummy should be happy. she probably wants to ween the whole family off SPP. Not like thats going to happen. =D
Yea. Tied up in 2 churches. Should be ok, if stuff clash, I guess i have to see the amount of responsibility i hold in that situation.
So, prolly gonna quit choir comm. I've been in since p6 anyways. And I do have lesser time these days, especially seeing how most PW meetings are on sunday evenings. >.<
Plus wanna put more time into kendo, practicing in my free time.
Also, I was talking to daddy about getting a part time job during the 2 month holiday. He seemed quite surprised, I guess cos I've always chosen to slack during hols.
I'm considering, cos i want to save money for my katanas. >.< Yet I still wanna do my writing. I guess if I do get the airport job, I'll have all the time in the world between shifts. Laptop, sitting in the airport, hopefully with friends, crapping, doing work. Epic win.
Hmm...So many decisions to make. But none of them are really urgent...
Exams before holidays, man. XD
Youth group. Hmm....
I want. :D
I ish sickz i tiinks
Jogging is boring.
No seriously. It is. I knew it all along, but I tried.
So to make it more interesting and less monotonous I slept later than 12 last night and woke up at 6 instead of 5.30. =O
Haha. Not for real. I did sleep and wake at that time, but it wasn't because jogging was boring.
Dammit, second day and I'm bored already. Louis! Alternative forms of stamina training, whatever you do to become so strong =O. Tell meeee your secret or I ish pwnz you.
Massive fail. Twit talk+ Ade= O.O
So anyways, I woke up this morning, and my first reaction was WTF? PAIN.
My leg muscles apparently, even though they weren't even close to sore last night. Sigh.
So I slacked. Ran 5 rounds instead. 2km. >.> Hahaha.
Massive sprint at the end, although that was a bit of a failure too.
Took my now intending to make it customary walk home, and I managed to think of me stuffs today! =D
Haha. First part of the walk was random shit like, "PAIN" and attempting to think of what happened last night, and coming to the conclusion that there was nothing to think about. XD
Second part I was thinking of production schedule. >.<
Third part, was considering a decision I want to make, examining my reasons for wanting to make that choice and the feasibilty. I like interrogating myselfs. =x
I want to join IHM youth group...............................
>.<
Reasons: Cos of the stuff they do? XD
Their activities are mainly on Saturday, so that's fine, one free day less for me time, but with all the extra me time in the morning, who cares? Why do I even need me time? I'm happy enough to be happy. XD
Will I be tired out?
Hope not. XD
Hmm. Consider consider. =]
Oh well, will think on that later, when I'm done chionging Ang and Chong. Which is prolly friday. By which time I can consult the advisor. XD
For now, I ish sicks i tiinkss cos when i wokez ups i feltz veri coldz worhs.
*sniffle*
No seriously. It is. I knew it all along, but I tried.
So to make it more interesting and less monotonous I slept later than 12 last night and woke up at 6 instead of 5.30. =O
Haha. Not for real. I did sleep and wake at that time, but it wasn't because jogging was boring.
Dammit, second day and I'm bored already. Louis! Alternative forms of stamina training, whatever you do to become so strong =O. Tell meeee your secret or I ish pwnz you.
Massive fail. Twit talk+ Ade= O.O
So anyways, I woke up this morning, and my first reaction was WTF? PAIN.
My leg muscles apparently, even though they weren't even close to sore last night. Sigh.
So I slacked. Ran 5 rounds instead. 2km. >.> Hahaha.
Massive sprint at the end, although that was a bit of a failure too.
Took my now intending to make it customary walk home, and I managed to think of me stuffs today! =D
Haha. First part of the walk was random shit like, "PAIN" and attempting to think of what happened last night, and coming to the conclusion that there was nothing to think about. XD
Second part I was thinking of production schedule. >.<
Third part, was considering a decision I want to make, examining my reasons for wanting to make that choice and the feasibilty. I like interrogating myselfs. =x
I want to join IHM youth group...............................
>.<
Reasons: Cos of the stuff they do? XD
Their activities are mainly on Saturday, so that's fine, one free day less for me time, but with all the extra me time in the morning, who cares? Why do I even need me time? I'm happy enough to be happy. XD
Will I be tired out?
Hope not. XD
Hmm. Consider consider. =]
Oh well, will think on that later, when I'm done chionging Ang and Chong. Which is prolly friday. By which time I can consult the advisor. XD
For now, I ish sicks i tiinkss cos when i wokez ups i feltz veri coldz worhs.
*sniffle*
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
p.o.o.f* said:
well u seem much more in control now.
p.o.o.f* says (8:56 PM):
you've matured much =)
I guess I have. =D
Thanks YX. <3
Sigh, no point emoing right. It aint gonna help anything, you're just going to feel worse.
Just settle it my own way bah. =\
Don't worry and leave it in God's hands.
Smiling makes the world seem brighter. =D
well u seem much more in control now.
p.o.o.f* says (8:56 PM):
you've matured much =)
I guess I have. =D
Thanks YX. <3
Sigh, no point emoing right. It aint gonna help anything, you're just going to feel worse.
Just settle it my own way bah. =\
Don't worry and leave it in God's hands.
Smiling makes the world seem brighter. =D
Pigs
I just realised something very scary.
Piggaye.
Mr Piggy.
There's something about pigs being the guy that a girl likes. O.O WTH. xD
Seriously, thats creepy, cos I know quite a few girls who call teh guys they like pigs.
Louis, I'm sticking to oink oink or stupid boii or samurai from now on. -.-
I LOVE SHECK.
COS SHE'S A PIG. XD
Piggaye.
Mr Piggy.
There's something about pigs being the guy that a girl likes. O.O WTH. xD
Seriously, thats creepy, cos I know quite a few girls who call teh guys they like pigs.
Louis, I'm sticking to oink oink or stupid boii or samurai from now on. -.-
I LOVE SHECK.
COS SHE'S A PIG. XD
Ojisan and Obasan wake up early to run! =O
So, I went to the stadium today...Sensei couldn't join me cos of leg pain...owch. =\
I walked in, I saw so many ah gongs and ah mas can. I felt so pai seh la. -.-
Eventually started running, didn't exceed my last 2.4 timing by too much. :3
But yea, running alone is boring, don't think I'll do it again if I don't have company. =\
LOUIS! C'MON! =x
Pig pig is lazy still call me lazy bones. D:
So anyway, after walking one round to cool down, I grabbed my pouch, and walked home COS I FELT LIKE IT. =.=
Nearly home, realised, SHIT WHERE'S MY EZ-LINK!
I dropped it. -.-
I ran slash walked back, and it was all the way at the stadium down there can. @.@
So anyway, am home now, fluff just dropped from my eye, and I got about an hour to kill before leaving for school. =p
The walk wasn't spent thinking about wise stuff. It wasn't spent thinking about me stuff. It was spent thinking "Stomachacheeeeeeeeeee"
HAHAHAHA. XD
I walked in, I saw so many ah gongs and ah mas can. I felt so pai seh la. -.-
Eventually started running, didn't exceed my last 2.4 timing by too much. :3
But yea, running alone is boring, don't think I'll do it again if I don't have company. =\
LOUIS! C'MON! =x
Pig pig is lazy still call me lazy bones. D:
So anyway, after walking one round to cool down, I grabbed my pouch, and walked home COS I FELT LIKE IT. =.=
Nearly home, realised, SHIT WHERE'S MY EZ-LINK!
I dropped it. -.-
I ran slash walked back, and it was all the way at the stadium down there can. @.@
So anyway, am home now, fluff just dropped from my eye, and I got about an hour to kill before leaving for school. =p
The walk wasn't spent thinking about wise stuff. It wasn't spent thinking about me stuff. It was spent thinking "Stomachacheeeeeeeeeee"
HAHAHAHA. XD
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