Am I so used to having a shoulder that now that I don't have one, I feel like something's missing?

I survived those nightmarish 2/3 months without one. Or did I?

Its not so much the feeling that something's missign. I don't even miss it. I don't need it...

Its just...

Something...keeps bugging me...

In my dreams even, there are no respite.

She gripped the hilt of her sword tighter.
This was no time to weaken or show any sign of fear.