Woohoo. My gut feeling is back and it has evolved. =D Sorta. =\

Ade teh psychic is back yeash. =x

I'm gonna.

Sleep.

*zonk*

It should be a crime

To be feeling the way I'm feeling now. XD

How am I feeling?

To be honest...

Mixed up all over. I'ma gonna stick to smiling as much as possible.

Btw, I'm such a crybaby, I swear. XD I sometimes cry when I'm angry too. O_O

I got angry just now. Bleh. Mood spoiler.

So I stayed out until I'd calmed down. Cos I sure as heck wasn't gonna go home and start a screaming match and see things spiral downhill. =\

Good move in the long run. ^.^ No fights when I came home, yay. \m/

And.

*ROFLs at self*

HAHAHAHA. x_x

:3

=)

=D

XD

See why I'm ROFLing at myself now? =x

Cos Ima going mad. Who cries and laughs at the same time?

Answer? Ade. XD

I'm just weird. Strange. Unique.

Nah. Weird. XD

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When I saw that...I was like. \m/ XD :3

HAHAHAHAHA. XD

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It's a damn thing called trust. Something you don't have in me, your 17 year old daughter who has proven she is more than capable of looking after herself, and hasn't done anything to earn your suspicions in that area.

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I feel weird doing this. I feel like I'm writing fanfiction again.

Which reminds me. Watch shaman king tml. Then update fanfiction. Hopefully. :3

I might be too busy daydreaming tho. XD

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It might be better these days.

But when stuff like this happens, it doesn't feel good still, you know?

Oh poo. Enough of this.

I shall make a nice special dedication post tomorrow, in light of a special occasion. =x Ahh, YL, LUNCH TREAT ONE DAY K? =D And kinder bueno after. :3

Maybe 2 posts. One might be late. But. ;)

Ahahahaha. Or maybe just one. I dont wanna set a standard I can't keep due to my absent mindedness. =x

Anyways.

I'm.

Gonna embrace my comforter now.

Or soon. =\

I am feeling quite drained. =\

Ahahaha. Hyper+ tired= SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT. XD

randomness

30 more mins! I dno why I'm so excited. XD

Watching army daze. Ahaha.

Blurry

WTF. -.-

Why now...

Sigh. I need to settle down and accept the warm embrace of my comforter.

It'll do me good.

BTW. I injured my left arm. Somehow. :s

Buahahaha. It was ok for the past few hours. But it started hurting again. O_O

Now that I think about it. It happened before. LONGLONGLONG ago. XD

I knew I needed it...

Haha owell, I can still survive without it. :3 Somehow. Ade's a survivor yea.

And. I saw a rat just now. At the bus stop outside tanah merah mrt. -.- HAHAHA.

It was. Quite big.

Too dark to take pic. XD

And. Someone should invent windscreen wipers for spectacles. XD

Yes. Now. Sleep.

Today was awesome. XD

Well, actually it wasn't. It was crowded, rainy, wet, noisy and lots of...umm...shrieky stuffs. not always from the girls. XD

Ahahaha. Ok. Uh. But. It was still awesome. Cos of the company! =D Ahahaha whether it was setting up or walking around, it was always the company that rocked!

Shaun, KC, Jassy, I-dno-his-name-but-he's-funny, Faiz, Gorgor, SS, Oli, Gregory, I-also-dno-his-name-never-talk-much, and I think that's it. Yea. It was super fun! XD

With special thanks to Shaun, KC, Jassy. =D Ahahaha. XD

Wooohoo. More in depth going in on my LJ, along with a thinking post, as soon as i'm done with my duty as a conductor.

@#(*@)#*@)#. Bleh. ): Ahahahaha. I. Don't. Want. XD

Dragonner's Aria

So far its fine, but I've got a few bones to pick with it.

1. OMG SLOW. The battle sequences and all are SO FREAKING SLOW. And you can't even skip them! So a battle that can be HITHITDIE becomes Hit watch hit watch die watch end watch exp watch.

2. Main Character's gay. Noble he may be, I see no reason to flick your hair. -.-

3. Pretty cliche story eh. =\

Well, I like owning those monsters anyway. So. For now. Its ok. DISGAEA FTW. =D

I say.

The right equipment makes the difference between life and death. XD

I also say.

WOOTYDOO, CHEEBABOOM YUUUUUUUUUUU!

No not Yu Kanda. Why would I cheebaboom him? Oh nonono. I would pinch his nose and squeeze his cheeks and bounce circles around him chanting his name. :3

Just for the sake of seeing him glare and be angry and do teh stupid stuff he does in the anime. XD

A very long, random, update. But read plox. I don't think you'll get bored. =D

The best defense is a good offense. How true. Haha. Think of it this way. The enemy has 1500 hp, you have 1500hp, you cause 300dmg per turn, he causes 100. You can end it withing 5 turns, having 1000hp left.

As compared to if you were to cause 500dmg per turn, and he causes, lets say the armor halves, thats considered imba armor already :3, so without the imba armor, lets say you equipped attack boosting armor :3, 200dmg to you. You end it in 3 turns, with 900hp.

:s

Oops. XD

Oh yea. Umm, if I'm going to half the defense, i need to twice the attack. :3

See? Attack ftw. Rather save on oppurtunity to get injured than to take many with little each time.

But thats not the best. IMO, the best setup is one that offers both good defence and strong attack. XD Which basically means, GAY ALL THE WAYYYYYYYYYYY!

:D Which also means lots of time spent training. :s Earning money for gay stuffs. And hoping for good picks. :3 But then, thats only at the beginning. Then once you start owning, the money pours in easily too! =D And you pwn bosses. =x So this method is a mid-gamer! =s or late, depending on how pro you are. Its basically the work now reap benefits later thing. XD

So...good offense is...suicide gamer.

And good defense is...turtle gamer. XD

Hahaha. In real life however...

If you focus on attack, and your opponent focuses on defense, all I can say is, if you don't have the Stamina to last, or the skill to surpass, you're screwed.

Of course, as defense, you sure as heck better have stamina and skill too. :3

So at the end of the day, neither is better, is it? :3 Its all a matter of skill. x)

Budden, I still stick to my favourite.

Defend when needed, attack otherwise. And when in doubt, FEINT! =X Or just spam sporadic hits. Hope your opponent has a big mass. It'll connect somewhere then. Higher chance. Oh permutations, permutations. XD

Uh, NA for Kendo. XD Cos you need to call the right hit. Or something. You can't really hear the shouts clearly sometimes. XD

Of course, you can always aim for the...vital points!

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I WAS TALKING ABOUT THE STOMACH. What were you thinking? Hahaha. Knock the air outta him and then spaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam.

Of course, there's also...






The heart and head! XD

Bleh. You dirty minded readers. Give yourselves a kick in the ass, but secretly pat on the back. ;D

Well, I'm high as you can see. :s

See, this blog isn't dead. :3 Stuff like this comes here. ;) So must read both this and LJ. =D

Oh yes. D.Gray Man was...

Damn bloody. T_T Many people dieded.

KEEEEL YOU LULUBELL!

CHEEEEEEEEEBABOOOOOOOM!

Ima bringing daddy and mummy out for dinner tomorrow! Haha. Remember my checklist from my LJ?

I've basically done everything on the list. Except the check camera. And studying was done on the day of the paper. :3

AHAHA. Yesh and the third option was done with flying colors.

There were hidden fourth and fith (OMG SITH) tho.

Fourth is daddy and mummy, treating them cos i got my first paycheck. <3

Fifth is. Hi-mit-su. Shall wait and see. :3 thinking not. XD

Yes, the fith. My first typo of this post. ANd suddenly typos aplenty. And. I just saw the fith as fifth. My brain automatically put in the f. XD

Buuu. So. Going to some jap school for...their summer fest thingy tomorrow. To like...help set up. And then, ENJOY. XD

And it ends at 11pm. =O

Leaving early to bring mummy daddy out. =D

Will post pictures. Hopefully I don't forget to bring my camera...





Well. Mom's camera. AHaha and jassy will prolly bring her camera, so yay! \m/

ok. Shall end here. I ish running outz of randomz stuffz worhsz.

Euu catch ball? :3

Methinks I am a little too high. I shalt now headest to bedest for the sake of mankindest!

=X

Edit: Buu. It looks so boring. Not that I normally care. But since I'm high...

SPAM RANDOM COLORS! If it looks funny, don't blame me. :3 I'm not arranging. So colors might cut into paragraphs. =X or words even.

GUOTAI I ISH BLINDZ EUU!

WAHAHAHAHAHA

So much for UAW. XD

I'm having too much fun playing Dragoneer's Aria. XD

Pwning monster's asses cos I'm too pro. =X

I got work on tuesday. \m/ Yay! More munnies for me.

OMFG A GHOST AVATAR. XD Its a bluey and stuff. It looks like death. But it can't really one hit KO me. Its a lil early in the game for that. XD No proper revive technique yet. XD

Kthxbai

Wakaka. Methinks I fail old english. XD

Yong Gao gorgor's blog song is nicee. =D

Hahaha. spent the whole day playing psp, day started at 10 something.

You can get tired playing games. >_>

Ahahahaha. XD Ohman, what happened to my slacker's stamina. ): Boooooo. ):

:3

I feel random.

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KENDO TRAINING IS STARTING SOON!!!!!!!!!!! XD YAYYYYYYYYY

But ima feel...weak from too much slacking. Bleh. ):

Neh mind. Been doing push-ups still. And cuts, tho not in the massive numbers.

Bleh. No matter how much I die, I will push on. :3 Then my stamina will come backkkkkkkkk. =D =D =D

I needa eat dinner now. After dinner...

UAW! I MISS JOOOOOOOOOOOOO! XD

Ahahaha.

Butbutbutbutbut.

Tis sunday ere'
its dawn shalt bring
The song of birds,
Thy heart so clean.
O'er the hills,
Thou dame shall sing
And thoust 'ear the cry,
of a newborn king

Uh. The final line makes it sound like christmas. :s Hahaha.

Random. Or is it? ;)

Go analyze it, you literature nuts. You will never understand the mysterious depths of the Almighty Kira's mind. =x

Today is my last paper.

I can safely say I'm screwed, didn't read through at all yesterday and am not seeming to get anything today.

Neh mind. (:

Ceasers after exam. Woohoo. =D

Not for meself thos. =x

Hmm. Today perhaps?

My head hurts from playing disgaea for hours straight.

I'm going to play disgaea until there's a massive killer pain in my head.

Then I'm going to do pushups until my arms hurt.

Hopefully then I can KO on the bed and not think, not have anymore dreams.

Oh and.

Thanks Marion. <3

I won't even cry even if i wanted to.

Leon misses me, I know it. Cos when I saw him on the bus at going home time, and waved at him, his face brightened and he waved back. <3>.< Kawaii desu!

I'm going mad with worry.

Restless Night

I didn't sleep well at all, as can be seen that I'm awake at this time.

Bleh. I think I was too worried, I got night terror.

Finally managed to fall asleep, was plagued with dreams. >.< I wouldn't say that they were either good or bad, but I kept waking up.

Gah. Back to sleep for half an hour now.

I got it bad...
It's too late, isn't it?

This may be stupid. But.

I'm worried. Extremely worried.

Tonight, I'm setting my phone on General...

Happy birthday Daddy!

Thank you for being my daddy, for doting on me, for knowing when not to cross the line and over dote.

Thanks for being lame, and making me roll my eyes.

Thanks for bringing me up.

Thanks for being my father. (:

And giving me memories I will cherish.

OOOH. Pweety. (:

Blogger has a new format. OOH. PWEETY. =D

I made a nice post. ;)

Oh yea observation I made about myself. I tend to notice body language really easily. Especially facial expressions. ESPECIALLY the eyes. Cos the eyes tend not to lie.

And if the eyes fail, there's always the...

I don't know how to describe it. It's just sorta like...I can see thru you at times. ;) Muahaha

Yea. And. Analysis of stuff. Like actions. and stuff. Like, words...ahh. Let's just put it this way.

Analysis of most situations, circumstances and characters are second nature to me. XD

So...ability wise, its like that.

Mostly, I can see the big picture, as well as teh minute details.

Maybe thats why I can think things through so quickly, and form a stand fast.

Maybe thats why I think so much. =O

HAHA. It's just...my nature. (:

Dammit, you're making me wanna say it.

On its own, its not a bad thing...but...

New blog song, inspired by Gundam

At long last, I've changed my blog song. (: Anyways, here is the english translation of the song. Lyrics are credited to gendou.com as usual. =D

Woohoo for gundam seed destiny. =D

Your appearance looks like mine
It echoes in my chest as I cry silently

They say that it is better to know nothing
But I'm not satisfied with that
Even in this night lying down in emptyness
I decided to live now and that's all

Your speed resembles mine
I become afraid of a sky uneffected by any brake
How long do I have to hold out?
We can end this together

I had to take the difficult road by all means
I cannot dust these shoes stained with sand
I can only live this way
You will smile and nod, won't you if it's you

Let me make a promise
When you come running to me
I won't look away from your eyes
And I will catch you better than anyone else

Your appearance looks like mine
That there's someone looking at the same world
No way I can lose my heart at the end
As you can keep loving me
I'm kept alive

Random thoughts

I was thinking this morning. And then this old song popped into my head...well, just the chorus. =\

But if I let you go, I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see, you smiling back at me
How will I know, if I let you go.

HAHAHA. Random much. Or maybe not. =O

Oh yea. And then, watching Gundam, I've thought of two OCs. And the girl likes the guy rite. So like. She's kinda. Uh. Direct. And. Hyper. So, she goes around and openly says "I love you"

AHAHAHA. OMG. =x

Although part of me wishes...
I could do that.

Buu. Ade's tired. ):

Smile.

Smile and brace myself for some hurt.

Parkour

I want...

school's boring

we do so many reports but we dont get to play around with fonts.

Also, I played PSP too. Forgot to add that.

Eh, I still prefer the 86. FR engine is noisy. >.<

Day One Entry Two

So by this point of time I can guess what my schedule will be for the rest of today. Which means my effective studying for today has been brought to a grand total of zero. Well, I did some reading for lecture one tho. =D

So anyway...too much sleep kills you, y'know? I'm feeling extremely shitty now- well...was. Better already, less head spinning and such. But. That stupid pain in the chest is back. Omg. See, I need to find out what causes it. Uh. See a doctor about it, people keep telling me. But.

But doctors are scary! =s

No seriously. I know my dream way of dying involved beforehand knowledge and all, but its still scary. It'll be like BOOOOO. then, CHEEBABOOM.

And then if something really happens, or somethign really is up, people will be sad. And try to fix it. And worry. And blow their minds up over trying to fix it. Which is bad. Veryvery bad.

See, all the more reasons not to see a doctor!

Aiyah, Ade's a seek keed la. Lets count the CONSTANT problems.

1. Back injury- Oh, him and me go back a longlong way, way back into secondary one.

2. Chest Pain- Can't remember when he came along. It's a pain in the ass, and quite literally, in the chest.

3. Giddy Issues- Oh, him. He kinda started with ear imbalance, or so the doctor said. It never got better. That was...sometime in...secondary....can't remember. Primary? Maybe so.

4. Ear- I swear sometimes I feel my left ear is deaf. Or muffled at least. Or is it my right?

5. Thumb- Ohoho. The one I use to TRY and gross people out. There's something wrong with the joints there. =O Since sec two/one, when a ball got THUNDERED into my thumb. Uh, it would have been my head otherwise yea. I remember, I had a green thumb about ten minutes into the incident. =3 Never saw a doctor.

6. Klutziness- Ooh since the day I was born, baby, since the day I was born. XD I fall over anything and everything at the weirdest times. I'm accident prone. HELLO, WHICH BABY GETS A BLACK EYE FROM CRAWLING INTO A TABLE. -.-

Ok. That's about the list.

So yes, Ade's a seek keed. =D I can't see a doctor for some of these shits anyway, cos for example the chest, it comes and goes, I can't predict it, thus.

Yesh. Anyways. Gonna slack for the rest of today

After having eaten 4/5 giant pocky sticks. I swear one is like...equals to...half a box.

Having slept from...5 to...8

GSD 4 episodes.

GS music. <3

Oh random trivia! You know Gundam OST was the first CD I bought for myself? =3 Before that mom nagged about how it was a waste of money. Either that or she'd pay.

K. Ya. And whatever shit I mentioned previously.

Uh, barely ate for dinner.

(:

UAW.

Woohoo. =D

Day One

More than half the day has passed, so lets take stock of what's happened so far.

I slept at 3am.

Woke up at 11.30.

Ate subway 6-inch sandwich for breakfast.

Ate one giant pocky stick.

Eating Lemon Chicken Rice.

Watching Gundam Seed.

Played some TF2.

Beta-ed someone's story on FF.net.

Eating. A lot of eating. And Gundam SEED. <3

Now, normal girls will complain about how tehy are so gonna get fat.

But I don't get fat.

Day One Entry One.

Slacking. (:

I don't mug. I study. (:

Yea! =D

It's amazing what a single person can do.

It's amazing what one person's voice can do.

With it. All doubt is wiped away.

And all that remains.

Laughter. Joy. Escatsy. (:

I should never have doubted myself.

Should never have doubted what I was so certain of.

Haha. =D

I just wanna be lame

You know, I've always wanted to do this for those quizzes.

Smoke before?: Yea, all the time. Smoke my way through exams, through presentations, through everything! See? all the time. XD

Finish the sentences

1. My ex: Experiences shape who I am.

2. I am listening to: Minna no Kimochi- BoA

3. Maybe I should: Sleep.

4. I love: My friends.

5. My best friends: Are the best. (:

6. I don't understand: Why he's deluding himself.

7. I lost: ...Someone really important to me.

8. I'm tired of: Seeing him this way.

9. The meaning of my screen name is: Err. Ade 5 Kira. Sure is complicated. =x

10. 'Love' is: Why the apostrophe? Love is a beautiful feeling.

11.Somewhere, somebody: Needs a smile to brighten their day.

12. I will always: Believe in God.

13.Forever seems: To be a lie.

14. My cell phone: Has messages that make me smile, make me cry.

15. When I woke up this morning: I switched off the alarm and went back to bed.

16. I get annoyed when: You're a bitch or a hypocrite.

17. Kisses are the best: When both parties love each other.

18. Today I: Decided to do something.

19. Tonight I am: Happy after having watched Criminal Minds.

20. Tomorrow I will: Be watching the whole classes' filmed drama.

21. I really want: Someone to wake up.

22. People say I am: Cute. O.O

Garden Fest pictures 1

Sorry for the blur and all.


Lazy already. More next time

I wanted to post these up to Livejournal so I could LJ cut them, but there was A LOT. So blogger would prolly be faster. Go figure. XD

The blur sucks. )= I need a camera that doesn't suck and screw up when using flash. XD

Sitting on the beach.
Sounds of the waves crashing against the shore.
My beloved music playing in my ears.
My friends' laughter in the background.
Staring at the sky.

It was perfect.

But.
I was tearing.

Do you know why?

East coast with Kendo gang. =D

I suddenly had the urge to sit on the beach at night, see?

But I guess...
All this might just be me running...
Running from the confusion...
Running from the emotions.
Running from the tears.

It seems I only have one certainty.
That is my constant prayer.
Wake up, please.

Album cover

Make Your Own Future Band
1) Go to http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random. The title of the first Wiki article you get is the name of your band.
2) Go to http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3. The last 4 words of the last quote on the first page is the title of your first album.
3) Go to http://www.flickr.com/explore/interesting/7days/. The 3rd picture will be your album cover.

Heh.