Haha whee! The internet is up and running again! On Monday, the phone line suddenly decided to crash. :( It was terrible...we couldn't even use the house phone to make calls! Haha.
Well, it's obviously working now...But we still don't know what happened before...Oh wells!
Well, right about now, my classmates would be taking their 2.4km run for their PFT. While I'm sitting at home, in front of the computer. Reason being? I sprained my ankle on Wednesday. Haha. I missed the 5 items on Thursday too. Damn. I wanted to get it over and done with...I'm gonna fail my 2.4km...I've gotten so unfit! :'(
^^ Oh wells. Might I add that I love inclined-pull ups? ^^ Many people think I'm crazy when I say that. Maybe I am! haha. Oh well...
I missed training yesterday because of my sprained ankle. :(
Thank goodness it's only a minor sprain, and should be up and running by Monday! WHEE!
Haha oh wells...that was a random rant, but I'm a random person! HEHE
Ja' ne!
-Ade-
Saturday, March 31, 2007
Sunday, March 25, 2007
Holy Darkness
Oh yea...there's this new song which the Choir is gonna sing for Easter Vigil...It's so nice...
The melody is so soothing, so peaceful, and yet, it leaves a haunting impression on you at the same time. Haunting not in the creepy, bad sense, but in the good, comfortable sense. The tune just sticks in your head...It's really really nice...
Sounds like something those angels would...
Well, actually, it is a solo...Haha and the person who's singing it...Let's just say that her voice was made for this song. Or maybe, it would be more appropriate to say that the song sounds like it was made for her...
So sweet...Too bad the choir humming the chorus is too soft, so we have to sing...
I know a lot of people in choir have powerful voices, but I sure hope we all remember to keep to the mood of the song and keep it soft...
Ahh...the song is so good.
Mich! I know you agree! Hehe.
SANDWICHES RAWK! Hehe.
You know, I realise now that I already have made 3 post rants about songs...I love music!
Jap anime music rawks! It makes up about 99.9% of my mp3 music? Haha.
Whee! Shall go write stories on my laptop now...
No school tomorrow, since there's E-learning! WHEE!
The teachers claim they left four hours worth of lesson on the E-portal...I finished everything in under an hour, including the tests...As did a whole lot of my classmates...
Haha I feel so sad tho...I failed the chinese test...
But I guess that's pretty normal, coming from me. I have never passed chinese close passages...I just put in random answers, since I don't recognise half the words...hehe
Ja' ne!
-Ade-
The melody is so soothing, so peaceful, and yet, it leaves a haunting impression on you at the same time. Haunting not in the creepy, bad sense, but in the good, comfortable sense. The tune just sticks in your head...It's really really nice...
Sounds like something those angels would...
Well, actually, it is a solo...Haha and the person who's singing it...Let's just say that her voice was made for this song. Or maybe, it would be more appropriate to say that the song sounds like it was made for her...
So sweet...Too bad the choir humming the chorus is too soft, so we have to sing...
I know a lot of people in choir have powerful voices, but I sure hope we all remember to keep to the mood of the song and keep it soft...
Ahh...the song is so good.
Mich! I know you agree! Hehe.
SANDWICHES RAWK! Hehe.
You know, I realise now that I already have made 3 post rants about songs...I love music!
Jap anime music rawks! It makes up about 99.9% of my mp3 music? Haha.
Whee! Shall go write stories on my laptop now...
No school tomorrow, since there's E-learning! WHEE!
The teachers claim they left four hours worth of lesson on the E-portal...I finished everything in under an hour, including the tests...As did a whole lot of my classmates...
Haha I feel so sad tho...I failed the chinese test...
But I guess that's pretty normal, coming from me. I have never passed chinese close passages...I just put in random answers, since I don't recognise half the words...hehe
Ja' ne!
-Ade-
New Blog!
Hey guys! I made another blog, for posting my stories so that it's easier for you all to read! Just click on the link, and then read and leave a comment k? Haha whee! High! Felt sick this morning, but after coming home and sleeping for like four hours, felt much better. And then, I just came back from dinner...Steamboat buffet...YUMMY >.< I loved the soups...tom yam on one side and herbs on the other. WHEE...
Then, I went to visit my grandma, my first time in goodness knows how long...
I can't wait for when we shift house...then I can see my grandma everyday... :)
Ja' ne!
-Ade-
Then, I went to visit my grandma, my first time in goodness knows how long...
I can't wait for when we shift house...then I can see my grandma everyday... :)
Ja' ne!
-Ade-
Friday, March 23, 2007
Me Against The World
Haha Whee! I heard this song when I was watching some AMVs on youtube, and I fell in love with it at first listen. I was looking for the lyrics when I found this site that gave the html lyrics for websites, so I decided to put it on my blog. WHEE!
Sadly, try as I might to find the blog background music, I couldn't find it. If any of you do find it, tell me k? Haha then I can put it on. WHEE!
Ok as you can tell, I'm really hyper right now. Listening to the song now. Couldn't download so I'm actually playing the youtube one over and over again. Hehe. Goodness I'm so in love with this song! Haha. Might even buy the album, just for this song.
Oh yes. Just in case, I'm talking about 'Me against the world' from Simple Plan. Not tupac or any other weird band which I've never heard of before. Come to think of it, I haven't heard of Tupac either...Weird name...not funky at all...Haha sorry if any Tupac fans read this! I'm an ignoramus ok? Haha.
Maybe part of the reason I like this song so much is because I can relate to it?
I won't give up my dreams for anybody. NO-BODY!
I don't care what society thinks of me. I am who I am, and I'm not gonna change. Whatever for? To become the same as everyone else? I want to be a unique person, not one who follows the latest trends and such. I follow my heart!
Hehe. And the chorus, I can sort of relate to.
My mum always complains about me. She seems to have an entire list of things she hates about me? Always comparing me to my sister. "Your sister so smart, can go RGS la." "Your sister never have teachers complaining about her la." "Your sister wasn't as tomboy as you la."
Goodness. When IS she going to realise that I am NOT my sis! I am my own person, and I'm not gonna follow in my sister's footsteps! I carve my own path in life, and I do what I do not cos my sis did the same, but because I want to!
Once, I asked a close friend what I struck him as. And he told me that I struck him as someone who went against the flow. Hehe.
Michelle! You know who that person is la. Haha is your SP. HEE.
Ok. Got sidetracked there. Back to how I can relate with the lyrics.
Yea. So no matter how much my mum considers me a lost cause, I'm gonna continue being who I am, and I'll prove her wrong one day. Then, she will finally see me for who I truly am, and not who she wants me to be.
Not that I'm ever going to conform to her wants anyway. Countless times, she has tried to get me to keep my hair long. She tried refusing to pay for my haircuts. I paid out of my own pocket. Like I'm gonna let a little thing like that stop me. And then, she tried a sort of debate on how I should let my hair grow, complaining that so many people were mistaking me for a boy.
My rebutt left her speechless. Hehe. I told her, "Why should I care what those aunties think? If they want to stereotype and think that just cos I've got short hair, I must be a boy, then let them! My face isn't very boyish anyway, so if they want to think of me as a boy, its their problem. Why should I conform to society's standards of how a girl should look and act? I want to stand out and be myself."
LOL.
And the teachers in school...I swear that they are trying to brainwash us! 2 years ago, they made my seniors go for some manicure course. UGH. And when I say made, I mean MADE. Those who didn't go got calls from the school, checking that they were really sick. EWWW.
Thank goodness they didn't have it for my year. I would have ponned, and if they called, I would have pretended to have lost my voice. Hehe.
They DID, however, replace it with an etiquette course.
You must seat this way, you must walk this way, you must behave this way.
UGH. Basic courtesy is one thing. Being forced to be something you're not is another thing altogether.
I'm not saying personal etiquette isn't important. It is. But there's a fine line between etiquette and...
I don't know how to say it. You guys know what I mean right?
After all, there ARE ways to be yourself, and be polite at the same time.
I got so pissed at the school for that course, that I did the exact opposite of what the instructors told me to. They told me to sit with my legs crossed, and I slammed my feet firmly onto the ground. They told me to walk nicely, the catwalk way, and I purposely slouched and stomped.
I've got an attitude problem? Haha maybe I do. I get this way whenever someone tries to force me into something I'm not interested in. Especially if they are trying to get me to be something I don't wanna be.
And that's that. Society can judge me however they want, I'm not going to change. I will not betray my heart.
Hmm...what was supposed to be a short, crappy post about the song and how much I liked it...became this uber long reflection of sorts?
Oh wells.
Ja' ne!
-Ade-
Sadly, try as I might to find the blog background music, I couldn't find it. If any of you do find it, tell me k? Haha then I can put it on. WHEE!
Ok as you can tell, I'm really hyper right now. Listening to the song now. Couldn't download so I'm actually playing the youtube one over and over again. Hehe. Goodness I'm so in love with this song! Haha. Might even buy the album, just for this song.
Oh yes. Just in case, I'm talking about 'Me against the world' from Simple Plan. Not tupac or any other weird band which I've never heard of before. Come to think of it, I haven't heard of Tupac either...Weird name...not funky at all...Haha sorry if any Tupac fans read this! I'm an ignoramus ok? Haha.
Maybe part of the reason I like this song so much is because I can relate to it?
I won't give up my dreams for anybody. NO-BODY!
I don't care what society thinks of me. I am who I am, and I'm not gonna change. Whatever for? To become the same as everyone else? I want to be a unique person, not one who follows the latest trends and such. I follow my heart!
Hehe. And the chorus, I can sort of relate to.
My mum always complains about me. She seems to have an entire list of things she hates about me? Always comparing me to my sister. "Your sister so smart, can go RGS la." "Your sister never have teachers complaining about her la." "Your sister wasn't as tomboy as you la."
Goodness. When IS she going to realise that I am NOT my sis! I am my own person, and I'm not gonna follow in my sister's footsteps! I carve my own path in life, and I do what I do not cos my sis did the same, but because I want to!
Once, I asked a close friend what I struck him as. And he told me that I struck him as someone who went against the flow. Hehe.
Michelle! You know who that person is la. Haha is your SP. HEE.
Ok. Got sidetracked there. Back to how I can relate with the lyrics.
Yea. So no matter how much my mum considers me a lost cause, I'm gonna continue being who I am, and I'll prove her wrong one day. Then, she will finally see me for who I truly am, and not who she wants me to be.
Not that I'm ever going to conform to her wants anyway. Countless times, she has tried to get me to keep my hair long. She tried refusing to pay for my haircuts. I paid out of my own pocket. Like I'm gonna let a little thing like that stop me. And then, she tried a sort of debate on how I should let my hair grow, complaining that so many people were mistaking me for a boy.
My rebutt left her speechless. Hehe. I told her, "Why should I care what those aunties think? If they want to stereotype and think that just cos I've got short hair, I must be a boy, then let them! My face isn't very boyish anyway, so if they want to think of me as a boy, its their problem. Why should I conform to society's standards of how a girl should look and act? I want to stand out and be myself."
LOL.
And the teachers in school...I swear that they are trying to brainwash us! 2 years ago, they made my seniors go for some manicure course. UGH. And when I say made, I mean MADE. Those who didn't go got calls from the school, checking that they were really sick. EWWW.
Thank goodness they didn't have it for my year. I would have ponned, and if they called, I would have pretended to have lost my voice. Hehe.
They DID, however, replace it with an etiquette course.
You must seat this way, you must walk this way, you must behave this way.
UGH. Basic courtesy is one thing. Being forced to be something you're not is another thing altogether.
I'm not saying personal etiquette isn't important. It is. But there's a fine line between etiquette and...
I don't know how to say it. You guys know what I mean right?
After all, there ARE ways to be yourself, and be polite at the same time.
I got so pissed at the school for that course, that I did the exact opposite of what the instructors told me to. They told me to sit with my legs crossed, and I slammed my feet firmly onto the ground. They told me to walk nicely, the catwalk way, and I purposely slouched and stomped.
I've got an attitude problem? Haha maybe I do. I get this way whenever someone tries to force me into something I'm not interested in. Especially if they are trying to get me to be something I don't wanna be.
And that's that. Society can judge me however they want, I'm not going to change. I will not betray my heart.
Hmm...what was supposed to be a short, crappy post about the song and how much I liked it...became this uber long reflection of sorts?
Oh wells.
Ja' ne!
-Ade-
Sunday, March 11, 2007
Whee!
Haha I'm feeling really really hyper now! Hehe just posted chapter one of my newest fanfiction, from Final Fantasy VIII! Haha the title is 'Distant Memories'. So happy...Hehe considering I just got the idea yesterday, I think I made pretty good time. Haha I enjoyed myself thoroughly writing it, and I feel so much more light-hearted now. YAY!
Haha so as you can guess, I'm in a good mood now. Lalala. ^^
Forgive the hyperness. It's a regular affliction I suffer from, and might I add that I quite like it. Smiling makes everything seem so much better! As the saying goes, whether your cup is half-empty or half-full is up to you. I prefer to see mine as half-full! Haha. Although sometimes I fail miserably.
And like my friend's pencil case reads, "I don't suffer from insanity. I enjoy every minute of it."
hehe. Yes, I'm insane. But in a happy, hyper, harmless way, so why not?
Whoa...triple H...haha.
Ja' Ne!
(Those who are interested can find my story at www.fanfiction.net, under the author ade5kira...Know what? Shall just create a link for my author's profile right now...)
-Ade-
Haha so as you can guess, I'm in a good mood now. Lalala. ^^
Forgive the hyperness. It's a regular affliction I suffer from, and might I add that I quite like it. Smiling makes everything seem so much better! As the saying goes, whether your cup is half-empty or half-full is up to you. I prefer to see mine as half-full! Haha. Although sometimes I fail miserably.
And like my friend's pencil case reads, "I don't suffer from insanity. I enjoy every minute of it."
hehe. Yes, I'm insane. But in a happy, hyper, harmless way, so why not?
Whoa...triple H...haha.
Ja' Ne!
(Those who are interested can find my story at www.fanfiction.net, under the author ade5kira...Know what? Shall just create a link for my author's profile right now...)
-Ade-
Saturday, March 10, 2007
Confidence
Went out for lunch with my parents just now, apparently as way of celebrating my mum's birthday.
Somehow, my mum thinks that I have no self-confidence. Like, what in the world?
I dress the way I want to, I style my hair any way I feel like, I am able to express my own opinions, I do not conform to society's wants. I am my own person at all times, and I don't care what others say about that.
Isn't that in itself the ultimate expression of self-confidence?
If I were not confident, would I not dress the way people want me to? But I don't do that. Those people who know me should know. They've been trying to get me into a skirt forever, and they have yet to see the fruits of their labour.
If I am able to be myself under all circumstances, regardless of what others say or think about me. If I am comfortable with my every action, even if society deems it as 'crude' or 'inappropriate for a girl' or 'boorish'. If all these do not express my confidence, then what does?
Does she want me to put on a skirt, and look pretty for all the world to see before she is willing to stop putting me down, to stop commenting on my lack of confidence?
The way I see it, she seems to be the one with no confidence in me. I am fully comfortable with the way I am, and I will never compromise it for anyone or anything.
And either you accept it, or you don't.
I don't care what others think, I will always be who I am.
After all, the coolest thing to be, is yourself, isn't it?
-winks-
Haha corny ending, I know. XP
Ja'ne!
-Ade-
Somehow, my mum thinks that I have no self-confidence. Like, what in the world?
I dress the way I want to, I style my hair any way I feel like, I am able to express my own opinions, I do not conform to society's wants. I am my own person at all times, and I don't care what others say about that.
Isn't that in itself the ultimate expression of self-confidence?
If I were not confident, would I not dress the way people want me to? But I don't do that. Those people who know me should know. They've been trying to get me into a skirt forever, and they have yet to see the fruits of their labour.
If I am able to be myself under all circumstances, regardless of what others say or think about me. If I am comfortable with my every action, even if society deems it as 'crude' or 'inappropriate for a girl' or 'boorish'. If all these do not express my confidence, then what does?
Does she want me to put on a skirt, and look pretty for all the world to see before she is willing to stop putting me down, to stop commenting on my lack of confidence?
The way I see it, she seems to be the one with no confidence in me. I am fully comfortable with the way I am, and I will never compromise it for anyone or anything.
And either you accept it, or you don't.
I don't care what others think, I will always be who I am.
After all, the coolest thing to be, is yourself, isn't it?
-winks-
Haha corny ending, I know. XP
Ja'ne!
-Ade-
Friday, March 9, 2007
Haha!
Haha! I'm back! I guessed right...I got bored. Well, actually, not. For some reason, Final Fantasy glitched on me and refused to operate properly from a certain point. I got auto teleported back to a frickin island, stranded with no means of transport whatsoever. -.-"
I got stuck. And I don't even know why...Oh well...
Anyway, I was just playing the game, and during a transit movie (all fluffy), something hit me.
I want to write a Final Fantasy fanfiction! If possible, a SquallOC one. Haha. OC being own character, for those unfamiliar with the fanfiction writers' slang.
It'll be fun! Haha or maybe I could do a yaoi one, pairing Squall and Seifer up...Hmm...that would be hilarious. But...Just not my cup of tea. Reading yaoi is one thing. Writing it is another thing altogether! Haha.
But I can just imagine...Squall has been captured by the enemy, he's been traumatized (-evil grin- shall not say why...I have an evil idea, but I'll leave it up to your imagination for now...). And then, he becomes all weepy and stuff, and Seifer's like the big brother always there for him.
-shudders-
Oh well...maybe not...But a Final Fantasy fanfiction would be fun, all the same...
OOH...too many RenOC ideas...by the time I'm done with all of them...I'm gonna have white hair and a walking stick.
haha. Oh wells...thats it for now.
bored again...
-Ade-
I got stuck. And I don't even know why...Oh well...
Anyway, I was just playing the game, and during a transit movie (all fluffy), something hit me.
I want to write a Final Fantasy fanfiction! If possible, a SquallOC one. Haha. OC being own character, for those unfamiliar with the fanfiction writers' slang.
It'll be fun! Haha or maybe I could do a yaoi one, pairing Squall and Seifer up...Hmm...that would be hilarious. But...Just not my cup of tea. Reading yaoi is one thing. Writing it is another thing altogether! Haha.
But I can just imagine...Squall has been captured by the enemy, he's been traumatized (-evil grin- shall not say why...I have an evil idea, but I'll leave it up to your imagination for now...). And then, he becomes all weepy and stuff, and Seifer's like the big brother always there for him.
-shudders-
Oh well...maybe not...But a Final Fantasy fanfiction would be fun, all the same...
OOH...too many RenOC ideas...by the time I'm done with all of them...I'm gonna have white hair and a walking stick.
haha. Oh wells...thats it for now.
bored again...
-Ade-
Hmm...
Haha it has been quite awhile since I've updated, hasn't it? Well, I'm sitting at home now, enjoying, or rather, freezing my butt off in front of the computer. What I'm doing at home at 1230 hours on a school day, you might wonder. And if you're thinking that I played truant, that's not it at all. I've got the day off! My seniors did really well for their O' Levels, so the school decided to give the teachers a day off as a reward for their hard work. And a day off for teachers, means a day off for the students! Woo hoo!
Can you imagine, a class going to school, but with no teachers teaching them? Hilarious.
Anyway, I recently read this really good Shaman King fanfiction! The writer's really good, and he seems really familiar with the middle age english terms? What with all the honorifics and such. I wonder if I should be surprised? I mean...He (I'm assuming he's a guy here, due to the nick he used on fanfiction.net) does live in the UK after all.
Gosh...now I'm thinking...it'll be nice to go to the UK for a holiday. Sightseeing, exploring, eating. Nope no shopping, unless it's for sports equipment or anime stuff. AHHH...It'll be heavenly.
Speaking of holidays...My school organized a trip to Vietnam for those taking Geography. Unfortunately, due to my blurness, I messed up and thought that it was only for Sec 3s, so I didn't sign up for it. SOBS. I messed up big time...they should at least be on the plane by now...I wanna join them! T.T
Gosh, I'm such a blur sotong. Think somebody hitting me on the head will help?
Haha oh wells. No use crying over spilt milk. Well, that's it for now then...since I've got the WHOLE day at home, I might just post a few more times, if I get bored.
Well, I'm off to play Final Fantasy now! I've already spent half the day playing, so yea. I know I should be studying...but...I don't really care. (Should I be saying that?)
Ja' ne!
-Ade-
Can you imagine, a class going to school, but with no teachers teaching them? Hilarious.
Anyway, I recently read this really good Shaman King fanfiction! The writer's really good, and he seems really familiar with the middle age english terms? What with all the honorifics and such. I wonder if I should be surprised? I mean...He (I'm assuming he's a guy here, due to the nick he used on fanfiction.net) does live in the UK after all.
Gosh...now I'm thinking...it'll be nice to go to the UK for a holiday. Sightseeing, exploring, eating. Nope no shopping, unless it's for sports equipment or anime stuff. AHHH...It'll be heavenly.
Speaking of holidays...My school organized a trip to Vietnam for those taking Geography. Unfortunately, due to my blurness, I messed up and thought that it was only for Sec 3s, so I didn't sign up for it. SOBS. I messed up big time...they should at least be on the plane by now...I wanna join them! T.T
Gosh, I'm such a blur sotong. Think somebody hitting me on the head will help?
Haha oh wells. No use crying over spilt milk. Well, that's it for now then...since I've got the WHOLE day at home, I might just post a few more times, if I get bored.
Well, I'm off to play Final Fantasy now! I've already spent half the day playing, so yea. I know I should be studying...but...I don't really care. (Should I be saying that?)
Ja' ne!
-Ade-
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