I know that I had just judged in making that post.
It was just food for thought. (:
I love my friends...
Thanks all.
Too bad I'm still emoing.
Ja'ne...
-Ade-
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Hypocrites
For who are we to judge?
"Do not judge, so that you may not be judged. For with the judgement you make you will be judged, and the measure you give will be the measure you get. Why do you see the speck in your neighbour's eye, but do not notice the log in your own eye? Or how can you say to your neighbour, 'Let me take the speck out of your own eye', while the log is in your own eye?
You hypocrite, first take the log out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly enough to take the speck out of your neighbour's eye." (Matthew 7)
Perhaps that is why I'm being judged now. For I had judged.
But are you not judging too?
Who are you to judge if you know nothing? A hypocrite?
But I guess it doesn't apply to perfect people.
But is anyone perfect?
I guess you're close to it.
You're the perfect person...
I'm a hypocrite...
And to the other you.
I guess I gave you only a small measure.
And I expected too much?
I guess that must be the case.
But I can't help but remember.
How hard it was for me to tell you.
"It's okay. I'm okay with that."
For how many could say that after hearing what I did?
Maybe I'm a hypocrite. Maybe that's why it was so hard for me.
That's me. What can I say?
I won't judge anymore. I'll try.
But you judged me.
And you.
"Selfish. Irritating. Immature. Weird."
Why do we put labels on people?
It's just not fair...
To ostracize is human nature.
To ostracize those who we dub "weird", "selfish" and so on.
But at the end of the day, who's the biggest hypocrite?
Can we not just let go of our instincts, and let our conscience act for once?
Do not show concern about a person and then judge that person behind his/her back.
That makes you a hypocrite.
"Get better soon" on one corner, and calling the person stupid on another.
That is selfishness. That is hypocrisy.
I will not judge.
Maybe you're perfect enough that you can judge.
I know I'm not.
I'll leave all the judging to God now.
Forgive me if I slip.
"Do not judge, so that you may not be judged. For with the judgement you make you will be judged, and the measure you give will be the measure you get. Why do you see the speck in your neighbour's eye, but do not notice the log in your own eye? Or how can you say to your neighbour, 'Let me take the speck out of your own eye', while the log is in your own eye?
You hypocrite, first take the log out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly enough to take the speck out of your neighbour's eye." (Matthew 7)
Perhaps that is why I'm being judged now. For I had judged.
But are you not judging too?
Who are you to judge if you know nothing? A hypocrite?
But I guess it doesn't apply to perfect people.
But is anyone perfect?
I guess you're close to it.
You're the perfect person...
I'm a hypocrite...
And to the other you.
I guess I gave you only a small measure.
And I expected too much?
I guess that must be the case.
But I can't help but remember.
How hard it was for me to tell you.
"It's okay. I'm okay with that."
For how many could say that after hearing what I did?
Maybe I'm a hypocrite. Maybe that's why it was so hard for me.
That's me. What can I say?
I won't judge anymore. I'll try.
But you judged me.
And you.
"Selfish. Irritating. Immature. Weird."
Why do we put labels on people?
It's just not fair...
To ostracize is human nature.
To ostracize those who we dub "weird", "selfish" and so on.
But at the end of the day, who's the biggest hypocrite?
Can we not just let go of our instincts, and let our conscience act for once?
Do not show concern about a person and then judge that person behind his/her back.
That makes you a hypocrite.
"Get better soon" on one corner, and calling the person stupid on another.
That is selfishness. That is hypocrisy.
I will not judge.
Maybe you're perfect enough that you can judge.
I know I'm not.
I'll leave all the judging to God now.
Forgive me if I slip.
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
I hate my gut feeling
I hate it when my gut feeling is so accurate...
I just wish I could stab my guts...get rid of the feeling...
Screw you gut feeling...
I just wish I could stab my guts...get rid of the feeling...
Screw you gut feeling...
Sunday, April 27, 2008
WHEEHEEHEE.
Now I understand why classic tricks of the book are classic. xD
You know, where the guy says he doesn't care and the girl and friends put together an act where she's dying in hospital? And the guy turns up? xD
Andand. I'm getting my Shinai tomorrow. WOOOO!!
Ja'ne!
-Ade-
You know, where the guy says he doesn't care and the girl and friends put together an act where she's dying in hospital? And the guy turns up? xD
Andand. I'm getting my Shinai tomorrow. WOOOO!!
Ja'ne!
-Ade-
Saturday, April 26, 2008
Lyrics- Happy Ending
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell
This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on
This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
A Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love [repeat]
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life,
But not together.
This is how it ends?
The way you left me...seriously hurts like shit.
Goodbye.
Forever.
World.
Eternal Sleep.
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell
This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on
This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
A Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love [repeat]
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life,
But not together.
This is how it ends?
The way you left me...seriously hurts like shit.
Goodbye.
Forever.
World.
Eternal Sleep.
Friday, April 25, 2008
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Obviously...
Some people don't get what I'm mad about.
Since you think that I'm that unreasonable, SO BE IT.
I'll be the monster you make me out to be.
Since you think that I'm that unreasonable, SO BE IT.
I'll be the monster you make me out to be.
Friday, April 18, 2008
145- New web browser.
Soooo...using Opera now. Those who thought mozilla was awesome, this is awesomer.
Random points. Doesn't seem to have spell check.
My blog looks awesome on this.
Pretty fast.
It'll be a bother to transfer everything. And I kinda liked mozilla's quick find. =\
Okie. Conclusion, Not using. xDDD
Ja'ne!
-Ade-
Random points. Doesn't seem to have spell check.
My blog looks awesome on this.
Pretty fast.
It'll be a bother to transfer everything. And I kinda liked mozilla's quick find. =\
Okie. Conclusion, Not using. xDDD
Ja'ne!
-Ade-
Thursday, April 17, 2008
What to do, what to say?
Perhaps this is for the best...
I have no idea what to do, or whether I'm doing to right thing.
But I hate having all this bullshit.
And perhaps, I just wanted to say, "It's too late, to apologize..."
I have no idea what to do, or whether I'm doing to right thing.
But I hate having all this bullshit.
And perhaps, I just wanted to say, "It's too late, to apologize..."
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
OMGIOSH.
I just realised...my com ram is 1gig. Not 2. DAAAAAAAAAAMN. No wonder its so slow starting up. xD
ANYONE KNOWS WHERE TO UPGRADE LAPTOP RAM?
ANYONE KNOWS WHERE TO UPGRADE LAPTOP RAM?
Random Updates (And one less random)
It's fun to help Daddy clear the roof when it's clogged up and flooded. =D Remember the old days when we had so much fun getting wet, sometimes in the hot sun, clearing clogs. (: SUN TAN. WOOTZ. It was raining today though. (: And lightning. Can you imagine if I had gone BZZT. xD Fried Ade!
Scriptwriting teacher is boring, and in Bezner's words, Sleep-Making, but its still my favorite module! =D
Stupid textbook cost me 23.50. Lucky for me, Daddy said he's going to sponsor. =.= But honestly, I've read through some of it (I'M A NERD AND PROUD OF IT) and it actually seems interesting. xD
It's nice to stone on the bed with your laptop...too bad about the battery though...WHO CARES there are chargers all over the place. =D
I have to set up anyways cos I wanna play C&C. =D
I like this new blogging style, but I like the old one too.
Daryl and Celine are in the same class. How cool is that? xD
Orientation Day 2 was tiring but fun.
I've got a bus buddy, who's not going to be a bus buddy no more. ): Bye when you move Bez. =D
On the bus, he mentioned protagonists who are generally outcasts of society and are pure at heart. Bad in the shallow way, good in the deep way. And he also mentioned antagonists who are generally the popular ones but submit to their inner demons. And I responded with how that idea was so cliche.
But really...what makes that idea so cliche? Is it because people feel "Sigh, they're such geeks with so little opportunity in life, so lets make them good.", or is it because somewhere deep inside, people wish there wasn't such discrimination, that they themselves didn't discriminate, and thus like seeing this supposed "just" reward for those socially outcast?
I hope that neither is the case. IMO however, it could have something to do with how people think that people who have a tough life tend to be more mature, more sympathetic. While this isn't entirely true, this isn't all there is to the picture. In fact, having a tough life, being ostracized, could in fact have a negative impact on a person.
So comes in my favourite thought, Nature+ Nurture. Neither outweighs the other, both play their part in the formation of a person.
Ok. Serious part over, on with random updates.
Daryl and I can own C&C AI brutal, as long as we have bait. =D
We got bored and killed our own allies cos they were KS-ing.
I'm tired.
I'm happy. =D
I LOVE BM0601!
It's fun to type out secret messages to the people behind you. xD
Ja'ne!
-Ade-
Scriptwriting teacher is boring, and in Bezner's words, Sleep-Making, but its still my favorite module! =D
Stupid textbook cost me 23.50. Lucky for me, Daddy said he's going to sponsor. =.= But honestly, I've read through some of it (I'M A NERD AND PROUD OF IT) and it actually seems interesting. xD
It's nice to stone on the bed with your laptop...too bad about the battery though...WHO CARES there are chargers all over the place. =D
I have to set up anyways cos I wanna play C&C. =D
I like this new blogging style, but I like the old one too.
Daryl and Celine are in the same class. How cool is that? xD
Orientation Day 2 was tiring but fun.
I've got a bus buddy, who's not going to be a bus buddy no more. ): Bye when you move Bez. =D
On the bus, he mentioned protagonists who are generally outcasts of society and are pure at heart. Bad in the shallow way, good in the deep way. And he also mentioned antagonists who are generally the popular ones but submit to their inner demons. And I responded with how that idea was so cliche.
But really...what makes that idea so cliche? Is it because people feel "Sigh, they're such geeks with so little opportunity in life, so lets make them good.", or is it because somewhere deep inside, people wish there wasn't such discrimination, that they themselves didn't discriminate, and thus like seeing this supposed "just" reward for those socially outcast?
I hope that neither is the case. IMO however, it could have something to do with how people think that people who have a tough life tend to be more mature, more sympathetic. While this isn't entirely true, this isn't all there is to the picture. In fact, having a tough life, being ostracized, could in fact have a negative impact on a person.
So comes in my favourite thought, Nature+ Nurture. Neither outweighs the other, both play their part in the formation of a person.
Ok. Serious part over, on with random updates.
Daryl and I can own C&C AI brutal, as long as we have bait. =D
We got bored and killed our own allies cos they were KS-ing.
I'm tired.
I'm happy. =D
I LOVE BM0601!
It's fun to type out secret messages to the people behind you. xD
Ja'ne!
-Ade-
Friday, April 11, 2008
MS0802! <3
My class rocks. =D
Lets see the names I can remember just like that, without seeing the faces. xD
Bezner. I keep spelling it with an A. =\ Hahaha DAO LOOKING GUY who is MANY MANY BEARS! xD You better answer me or else!
Andy. My name-a-like! =D Scared of pokes. POKE POKE.
Cheng Hao. Person who lost his wallet on day one. xD Threatened to whack me if I poked him. ): I WILL WHACK BACK!
Julian. Soccer-playing lookalike, who doesn't play soccer. xDDD
Osward (Sp?). TALL GUY! I MAKE YOU SHORT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xD
Jasmine. The girl who looks like Viktoria, but has a softer voice. =x
Priscilla. Took so long to change. xD We all thought something happened to her.
Malcom. Guy who came today and is pro-er than me at remembering names.
Rachel. Uh...green shirt today right? xD
Lydia. Cracked toenail. xD
Shit. Out of witty remarks. xD
Fiona. Same name as Fiona. xD
Hanista (Sp?). Innocent who got water poured on her.
Layla. MS FRESHIE! =D
Rhihanna. Short. =x
Marian. The girl who got called up to do the CMS infront of everyone.
Fa...Fa...AHH DAMN I FORGOT YOUR NAME AGAIN. T.T
Hmm...
Annie. Red hair. xD
Sheng Yang. Another tall guy WHO PONNED TODAY! My dance partner pang seh me. ): xD
Elizabeth. The first of my class I met. =D
Sharlene. Classmates again. xD
Andand I KNOW I FORGOT SOME PEOPLE.
I'm sorry! ):
I PROMISE I'll remember on Monday when I see your faces! =D
And this (Plus more) is my class for the next three years. Hopefully we all stick together and graduate together! =)
MS0802 is the love! You guys are awesome!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Thanks to our two wonderful OGLs too! =D
HIP HIP HOORAY!
And thanks to ALL the OGLs.
Ja'ne!
-Ade-
Lets see the names I can remember just like that, without seeing the faces. xD
Bezner. I keep spelling it with an A. =\ Hahaha DAO LOOKING GUY who is MANY MANY BEARS! xD You better answer me or else!
Andy. My name-a-like! =D Scared of pokes. POKE POKE.
Cheng Hao. Person who lost his wallet on day one. xD Threatened to whack me if I poked him. ): I WILL WHACK BACK!
Julian. Soccer-playing lookalike, who doesn't play soccer. xDDD
Osward (Sp?). TALL GUY! I MAKE YOU SHORT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xD
Jasmine. The girl who looks like Viktoria, but has a softer voice. =x
Priscilla. Took so long to change. xD We all thought something happened to her.
Malcom. Guy who came today and is pro-er than me at remembering names.
Rachel. Uh...green shirt today right? xD
Lydia. Cracked toenail. xD
Shit. Out of witty remarks. xD
Fiona. Same name as Fiona. xD
Hanista (Sp?). Innocent who got water poured on her.
Layla. MS FRESHIE! =D
Rhihanna. Short. =x
Marian. The girl who got called up to do the CMS infront of everyone.
Fa...Fa...AHH DAMN I FORGOT YOUR NAME AGAIN. T.T
Hmm...
Annie. Red hair. xD
Sheng Yang. Another tall guy WHO PONNED TODAY! My dance partner pang seh me. ): xD
Elizabeth. The first of my class I met. =D
Sharlene. Classmates again. xD
Andand I KNOW I FORGOT SOME PEOPLE.
I'm sorry! ):
I PROMISE I'll remember on Monday when I see your faces! =D
And this (Plus more) is my class for the next three years. Hopefully we all stick together and graduate together! =)
MS0802 is the love! You guys are awesome!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Thanks to our two wonderful OGLs too! =D
HIP HIP HOORAY!
And thanks to ALL the OGLs.
Ja'ne!
-Ade-
Thursday, April 3, 2008
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